The calmness of his voice helped to

The calmness of his voice helped to slow my heart rate. It made sense. But I still had Jenny’s voice in my head.
“Fine. But what about all the other questions I don’t know the answer to? You know everything about me and I barely know anything about you.”
He sat on the bed and patted the space beside him. “Okay, what do you want to know?”
I thought for a second. “Where do you live?”
“I told you I live in the ‘burbs. Not all that far from where we went for a hike.”
“Do you have a dog?”
He laughed. “No.”
“Why do you have so much money when you don’t have a job?” I was almost afraid to ask because I was so scared of what the answer might be.
“I don’t have much money, you’ve seen my car.”
I searched his eyes, “Jay, I know how much the lingerie cost.”
He leaned away from me and looked to the window. I kept quiet. This was the biggest question of all and I had to have an answer. I would not let another Matt happen.
“If I tell you, you have to promise not to hate me,” he said, his voice quiet.
“Why would I hate you?”
He turned back and our eyes met. The sorrow in his eyes melted my heart and I kissed his cheek. He wrapped his arms around me and held me.
“For lying,” he said.
Lying. That word again. No man could be trusted. My insides caved in, crushing my heart and lungs in the process. I gasped, trying to take in air. The damn burst and tears rolled down my cheeks.
Jay moved closer and wrapped his arms around me. I tried to resist, to move away. In my mind I was already running down the hallway. But he held on to me and I had no chance of overpowering his strength.

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The calmness of his voice helped to slow my heart rate. It made sense. But I still had Jenny’s voice in my head.“Fine. But what about all the other questions I don’t know the answer to? You know everything about me and I barely know anything about you.”He sat on the bed and patted the space beside him. “Okay, what do you want to know?”I thought for a second. “Where do you live?”“I told you I live in the ‘burbs. Not all that far from where we went for a hike.”“Do you have a dog?”He laughed. “No.”“Why do you have so much money when you don’t have a job?” I was almost afraid to ask because I was so scared of what the answer might be.“I don’t have much money, you’ve seen my car.”I searched his eyes, “Jay, I know how much the lingerie cost.”He leaned away from me and looked to the window. I kept quiet. This was the biggest question of all and I had to have an answer. I would not let another Matt happen.“If I tell you, you have to promise not to hate me,” he said, his voice quiet.“Why would I hate you?”He turned back and our eyes met. The sorrow in his eyes melted my heart and I kissed his cheek. He wrapped his arms around me and held me.“For lying,” he said.Lying. That word again. No man could be trusted. My insides caved in, crushing my heart and lungs in the process. I gasped, trying to take in air. The damn burst and tears rolled down my cheeks.Jay mendekat dan membungkus lengannya di sekitar saya. Aku mencoba untuk melawan, untuk menjauh. Dalam pikiranku aku sudah berlari menyusuri lorong. Tapi ia memegang saya dan aku tidak ada kesempatan untuk kuat kekuatan-Nya.

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Ketenangan suaranya membantu untuk memperlambat detak jantung saya. Itu masuk akal. Tapi aku masih punya suara Jenny di kepala saya.
"Baik. Tapi apa tentang semua pertanyaan lain saya tidak tahu jawabannya? Anda tahu segalanya tentang saya dan saya hampir tidak tahu apa-apa tentang Anda. "
Dia duduk di tempat tidur dan menepuk ruang di sampingnya. "Oke, apa yang Anda ingin tahu?"
Aku berpikir sejenak. "Di mana Anda tinggal?"
"Aku sudah bilang aku tinggal di 'pinggiran. Tidak semua yang jauh dari tempat kami pergi untuk mendaki. "
" Apakah Anda memiliki anjing? "
Dia tertawa. "Tidak"
"Mengapa Anda memiliki begitu banyak uang ketika Anda tidak punya pekerjaan?" Aku hampir takut untuk bertanya karena aku begitu takut apa jawabannya mungkin.
"Saya tidak punya banyak uang, Anda telah melihat mobil saya. "
aku mencari matanya," Jay, aku tahu berapa banyak biaya lingerie. "
Dia bersandar jauh dari saya dan melihat ke jendela. Aku diam. Ini adalah pertanyaan terbesar dari semua dan saya harus punya jawaban. Aku tidak akan membiarkan Matt lain terjadi.
"Jika saya memberitahu Anda, Anda harus berjanji untuk tidak membenci saya," katanya, suaranya tenang.
"Kenapa aku membencimu?"
Dia berbalik dan mata kita bertemu. Kesedihan di matanya meleleh hati saya dan saya mencium pipinya. Dia memeluk saya dan memegang saya.
"Untuk berbohong," katanya.
Berbohong. Kata itu lagi. Tidak ada orang yang bisa dipercaya. Perutku menyerah, menghancurkan jantung dan paru-paru saya dalam proses. Aku terkesiap, mencoba untuk mengambil di udara. Ledakan sialan dan air mata bergulir di pipiku.
Jay mendekat dan memeluk saya. Saya mencoba melawan, pindah. Dalam pikiran saya, saya sudah berjalan menyusuri lorong. Tapi dia memegang saya dan saya tidak punya kesempatan tertahankan kekuatannya.