She could not hold herself either a

She could not hold herself either and started to laugh. Both of them were laughing together for the first time.

Jalal sat on the couch relaxing waiting for his food to arrive... he dryly asked "Jodha begum, why are you fighting with Lord Krishna, and punishing yourself to punish him?"

Jodha grumpily replied "So you tell me Shenshah what else should I do?? I have prayed and worshipped Krishna since I was a kid. I talked to him for hours and hours, I shared everything with him...my dreams...my dreams about my future husband...my life...my everything and see what he did, what he let happen with me?? So now I am thanking Kanah for giving me a husband who has more than 5000 women in his harem, I am thanking Kanah for giving me a cruel husband who doesn't even respect other religions, who doesn't even know the meaning of marriage, who feels proud to be called a heartless man." She paused and then continued "Anyway, this is between me and Kanah and you have nothing to do with this. I have always believed that everything happens for good and with wish of Kanah but for the first time in my life I don't feel everything happens for good."

Jalal looked at her innocent sad face and thought, how simply she said what she felt about him, it was hurtful to hear it but its the truth... how purely and easily she showed me the mirror.

It was true, the way he treated women, every time he won states, he demanded to gift women for his harem. He never respected other religions and he indeed felt proud be a called as cruel heartless warrior. He knew everything but hearing from her was still painful for him. His dead heart winced in pain for the first time. Her blunt answers were pounding on his heart, his anger was slowly starting to boil up to take revenge from her but her innocent purity was constantly defeating him and her pain started to wound his stony heart. He couldn't face her for long so he closed his eyes and rested his head on the couch.

Soon the guard came inside to inform food has arrived, which snapped both of them from their thoughts. Jalal gave permission to serve food.

Maids entered with lots of different dishes. The entire room got filled with aroma of delicious food. Jalal's plate was served by maids and then they left. Jalal was really very hungry as he didn't get a chance to eat properly the entire day. He started eating food quietly but then realized that Jodha has not eaten anything for the last 4 days. He suddenly stopped eating in the middle and called maid and told her to take the food back.

Jodha noticed that Jalal suddenly stopped eating food and sent it back, so she asked him sarcastically "Shenshah ko khana pasand nahi aaya kya??" (Did the Shenshah not like the food??)

Jalal quickly replied "Nahi Jodha begum wo kya hai na ki hum hamari ammi ki ekloti aulad hain aur hum nahin chahte ke hamare khane pe kisi ki nazar lage aur hum bimar ho jayein, pata hai kali billi ki nazar kitni buri hoti hai??" (No Jodha begum, actually the thing is I am my mother's only child and I don't want anyone to keep a bad eye on my food and make me sick, you know how badly black cats affect??) then he smirked at her.

Jodha asked with anger "To kya hum aapko kali billi lagte hai??" (Do I look like a black cat to you??")
Jalaal quickly replied "Nahi Nahi Jodha begum aesa mat kahiye, dekhiye aapki vajah se wo kali billi humse naraz ho gayi." (No no Jodha begum don't say like that, look because of you that black cat is mad at me now.) He smirked at her again. Jalal was really enjoying teasing her.

Jodha was really annoyed now and said "I don't want to talk to you anymore and I am going to sleep now."

Irritably she started taking off her jewelry and then she opened her long hair.

Jalal was staring at her the whole time and enjoying her beauty.

Jalal mockingly replied "I am too tired, I am going to sleep." he got up and took his pillow and lie down on the corner of the same bed.

Jodha suddenly realized he is sleeping next to her, she quickly got up from the bed and said "You can't sleep on this bed."

Jalal dryly without any expression asked "Why not?"

Jodha replied "Because I am saying so, we can't sleep on the same bed."

Jalal crossly questioned her with his gleaming angry eyes "So you don't have trust on me, you still think that I will take advantage of you and force on you??"

Seeing his angry hurtful eyes she got scared a little and replied calmly "It's not like that, I know you will keep your promise but how can we sleep on same bed, that close?? What if we lose our control??"

Jalal's eyes gleamed with humor and playfully he asked "Ohhh!!! you don't trust yourself Jodha begum??"

Jodha petulantly replied "I don't have any problem, sleep on the same bed but don't dare to come anywhere near my side."

Jalal smiled on his little victory.

Jodha went to sleep in a flick. Jalal watched her impeccable beauty. Few strands of her hair fell on her face, Jalal quietly moved those strands of hair from her face and gazed at her beautiful face till he fell asleep.

Both of them were very tired from their long journey and all the sleepless nights. Jodha turned few times in sleep and moved towards Jalal's side and unknowingly her head was resting on his shoulder and her hand landed on his chest in sleep Jodha's chunni went under Jalal's hand. Jalaal woke up feeling heavy on his chest and soon realized it's because Jodha was sleeping on him. He smiled looking at her possessing him in sleep, he was loving this closeness. Soon he fell asleep while gazing at her.

Jodha had slept peacefully after so many days and woke up early in the morning feeling extremely fresh. She noticed she was completely on Jalal's side of the bed. Her hand was resting on top of his chest and her head on his shoulder... she noticed in sleep his hand was on top of hers... She felt embarrassed and quietly decided to move away from Jalal. She slowly tried to put his hand on side but in sleep Jalal turned towards her and put his hand back on her waist. Jalal was still sleeping peacefully, but her chunni was stuck under him very awkwardly. She tried pulling her chunni but while pulling it she fell on him. Jalal suddenly woke up and realized exactly what happened. Jodha was now resting on top of him and for a few seconds both got lost in each other. Their inconsistent heartbeats were clearly audible to each other. Their faces were inches apart, warm breath was creating sensation in Jalal and he was completely mesmerized in her beautiful deep shy eyes. Her trembling lips were creating desire in him to touch them. Jalal tightened his grip and pulled her little more closer by her bare waist. Jalal with close eyes rubbed his cheek with her cheek. Her soft skin and sweet smell made him fanatical. His first sensual touch sent shivers inside her body. After few seconds of lost control she came back to her senses and tried to push him away, Jalal also snapped out from her beauty spell and came back to his senses. He tried to let Jodha free from the situation but her chunni was stuck badly under him, to release her he grabbed her and rolled over her. Now Jalal was resting on top of her and again they got lost in each other for a few seconds. Jalal warmly with sensual whisper said in her ears "Good Morning Jodha begum."

Jodha tried not to blush but still she blushed and there was a little smile with fake anger on her face.

Both of them swiftly got up from the bed... Jodha angrily said "Didn't I tell you we shouldn't sleep on the same bed." She started murmuring to herself softly "He never listens to anyone, don't know how he became shenshah!"

Jalal was taking pleasure in her anger. Her irritating cute face was creating humor and making her look more adorable.

Jalal teasingly winced "oohhh aaah my whole body is aching!!!! Jodha begum, what have you done?? Seems like the entire night you slept on top of me."

Jodha felt so flustered and embarrassed, without looking at him she walked out of the room without saying a word.

Jalal smirked watching her going out.

Jalal called his maid and instructed her to inform him as soon as Jodha begum finishes her prayer.

Jalal finished his routine namaj then sword practice and was ready for the day. It was almost time for Diwan E Khas. The maid came and informed him that Jodha begum is done with her pooja.

Jalal immediately went to Jodha's chamber and instructed maid to leave the food platter and go.

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Dia tidak bisa menahan dirinya baik dan mulai tertawa. Keduanya tertawa bersama untuk pertama kalinya.Jalal duduk di sofa santai menunggu makanan untuk tiba... dia dryly bertanya "Jodha begum, mengapa Anda bertarung dengan Kresna, dan menghukum diri sendiri untuk menghukum dia?"Jodha menggerutu menjawab "Jadi kau katakan padaku Shenshah apa lagi yang harus saya lakukan?? Aku telah berdoa dan menyembah Kresna sejak saya masih kecil. Saya berbicara dengannya selama berjam-jam, saya bersama segala sesuatu dengan dia... impian saya... saya mimpi tentang masa depan saya... suami hidup saya... saya segala sesuatu dan melihat apa yang dia lakukan, apa yang ia membiarkan terjadi dengan saya?? Jadi sekarang saya berterima kasih Kanah untuk memberi saya seorang suami yang memiliki lebih dari 5000 perempuan harem, saya berterima kasih Kanah untuk memberi saya seorang suami yang kejam yang bahkan tidak menghormati agama-agama lain, yang bahkan tidak tahu makna perkawinan, yang merasa bangga disebut seorang laki-laki yang kejam." Dia berhenti sejenak dan kemudian melanjutkan "Anyway, ini adalah antara aku dan Kanah dan Anda tidak ada hubungannya dengan hal ini. Saya selalu percaya bahwa segala sesuatu terjadi karena baik dan dengan keinginan Kanah tapi untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidupku aku tidak merasa segala sesuatu terjadi karena baik."Jalal memandang wajah sedih tidak bersalah dan berpikir, bagaimana hanya dia mengatakan apa yang dia rasakan tentang dia, itu menyakitkan untuk mendengarnya tapi kebenaran... Bagaimana murni dan mudah ia menunjukkan cermin.Itu benar, cara dia memperlakukan wanita, setiap kali ia memenangkan Serikat, ia meminta wanita hadiah untuk harem. Dia tidak pernah dihormati agama lain dan ia memang merasa bangga dapat disebut sebagai kejam tak berperasaan pejuang. Dia tahu segala sesuatu tapi mendengar dari dia itu masih menyakitkan baginya. Hatinya mati meringis kesakitan untuk pertama kalinya. Jawaban tumpul nya berdebar di hatinya, kemarahannya perlahan-lahan mulai mendidihkan untuk membalas dendam darinya tapi Innosensius nya kemurnian adalah terus-menerus mengalahkan dia dan rasa sakit mulai luka hati berbatu. Ia tidak bisa menghadapi dia untuk panjang sehingga ia ditutup matanya dan menyandarkan kepalanya di sofa.Segera penjaga datang dalam untuk menginformasikan makanan telah tiba, yang bentak mereka dari pemikiran mereka berdua. Jalal memberi izin untuk melayani makanan.Pelayan memasuki dengan banyak macam masakan yang berbeda. Seluruh kamar mendapat penuh dengan aroma makanan lezat. Jalal di piring dilayani oleh pelayan dan kemudian pergi. Jalal adalah benar-benar sangat lapar seperti dia tidak mendapatkan kesempatan untuk makan sepanjang hari. Dia mulai makan makanan diam-diam tetapi kemudian menyadari bahwa Jodha tidak makan apa-apa untuk terakhir 4 hari. Dia tiba-tiba berhenti makan di tengah-tengah dan disebut pembantu dan menyuruhnya untuk mengambil makanan yang kembali.Jodha memperhatikan bahwa Jalal tiba-tiba berhenti makan makanan dan mengirimkannya kembali, jadi dia bertanya sinis "Shenshah ko khana pasand nahi aaya kya??" (Shenshah tidak suka makanan??)Jalal cepat menjawab "Nahi Jodha begum wo kya hai na ki hum hamari Ami ki ekloti aulad hain aur hum, nahin chahte ke hamare khane pe memasuki ki nazar lage aur hum bimar ho jayein, pata hai kali billi ki nazar kitni buri hoti hai??" (Tidak ada Jodha begum, sebenarnya masalahnya saya ibuku hanya anak dan saya tidak ingin orang untuk menjaga mata yang buruk pada makanan saya dan membuat saya sakit, Anda tahu seberapa buruk kucing hitam mempengaruhi??) kemudian ia smirked padanya.Jodha bertanya dengan kemarahan "Untuk kya hum aapko kali billi lagte hai??" (Apakah aku terlihat seperti seekor kucing hitam kepada Anda?")Jalal Suyuti cepat menjawab "Nahi Nahi Jodha begum aesa mat kahiye, dekhiye aapki vajah se wo kali billi humse naraz ho gayi." (Tidak ada Jodha begum tidak mengatakan seperti itu, terlihat karena Anda kucing hitam marah padaku sekarang.) Ia smirked padanya lagi. Jalal benar-benar menikmati menggoda dia.Jodha adalah benar-benar kesal sekarang dan berkata "saya tidak ingin berbicara dengan Anda lagi dan aku akan tidur sekarang."Kesal dia mulai lepas landas perhiasan dan kemudian dia membuka rambutnya yang panjang.Jalal menatap dia sepanjang waktu dan menikmati kecantikannya.Jalal Wek menjawab "Aku terlalu lelah, aku akan tidur." ia bangkit dan bantal dan kebohongan-nya di sudut ranjang yang sama.Jodha tiba-tiba menyadari ia tidur di sampingnya, dengan cepat ia bangun dari tempat tidur dan berkata "Anda tidak bisa tidur di tempat tidur ini."Jalal dryly tanpa ekspresi apapun bertanya "Kenapa tidak?"Jodha menjawab "Karena saya mengatakan begitu, kita tidak bisa tidur di ranjang yang sama."Jalal crossly questioned her with his gleaming angry eyes "So you don't have trust on me, you still think that I will take advantage of you and force on you??"Seeing his angry hurtful eyes she got scared a little and replied calmly "It's not like that, I know you will keep your promise but how can we sleep on same bed, that close?? What if we lose our control??"Jalal's eyes gleamed with humor and playfully he asked "Ohhh!!! you don't trust yourself Jodha begum??"Jodha petulantly replied "I don't have any problem, sleep on the same bed but don't dare to come anywhere near my side."Jalal smiled on his little victory.Jodha went to sleep in a flick. Jalal watched her impeccable beauty. Few strands of her hair fell on her face, Jalal quietly moved those strands of hair from her face and gazed at her beautiful face till he fell asleep.Both of them were very tired from their long journey and all the sleepless nights. Jodha turned few times in sleep and moved towards Jalal's side and unknowingly her head was resting on his shoulder and her hand landed on his chest in sleep Jodha's chunni went under Jalal's hand. Jalaal woke up feeling heavy on his chest and soon realized it's because Jodha was sleeping on him. He smiled looking at her possessing him in sleep, he was loving this closeness. Soon he fell asleep while gazing at her.Jodha had slept peacefully after so many days and woke up early in the morning feeling extremely fresh. She noticed she was completely on Jalal's side of the bed. Her hand was resting on top of his chest and her head on his shoulder... she noticed in sleep his hand was on top of hers... She felt embarrassed and quietly decided to move away from Jalal. She slowly tried to put his hand on side but in sleep Jalal turned towards her and put his hand back on her waist. Jalal was still sleeping peacefully, but her chunni was stuck under him very awkwardly. She tried pulling her chunni but while pulling it she fell on him. Jalal suddenly woke up and realized exactly what happened. Jodha was now resting on top of him and for a few seconds both got lost in each other. Their inconsistent heartbeats were clearly audible to each other. Their faces were inches apart, warm breath was creating sensation in Jalal and he was completely mesmerized in her beautiful deep shy eyes. Her trembling lips were creating desire in him to touch them. Jalal tightened his grip and pulled her little more closer by her bare waist. Jalal with close eyes rubbed his cheek with her cheek. Her soft skin and sweet smell made him fanatical. His first sensual touch sent shivers inside her body. After few seconds of lost control she came back to her senses and tried to push him away, Jalal also snapped out from her beauty spell and came back to his senses. He tried to let Jodha free from the situation but her chunni was stuck badly under him, to release her he grabbed her and rolled over her. Now Jalal was resting on top of her and again they got lost in each other for a few seconds. Jalal warmly with sensual whisper said in her ears "Good Morning Jodha begum."Jodha berusaha untuk tidak memerah tapi masih dia tersipu dan ada senyum kecil dengan palsu kemarahan di wajahnya.Keduanya cepat bangun dari tempat tidur... Jodha marah berkata "tidak aku bilang kita seharusnya tidak tidur di ranjang yang sama." Dia mulai penggerutu kepada dirinya sendiri lembut "ia tidak pernah mendengarkan siapa pun, tidak tahu bagaimana dia menjadi shenshah!"Jalal mengambil kesenangan dalam kemarahan. Wajahnya lucu menjengkelkan menciptakan humor dan membuat dia terlihat lebih manis.Jalal bercanda meringis "aaah oohhh seluruh tubuh saya sakit! Jodha begum, apa yang telah Anda lakukan?? Tampaknya seperti sepanjang malam Anda tidur di atas saya."Jodha merasa sangat bingung dan malu, tanpa memandang kepadanya dia berjalan keluar dari kamar tanpa mengucapkan sepatah kata.Jalal smirked menonton dia keluar.Jalal disebut pelayan nya dan memerintahkan kepadanya untuk memberitahunya segera Jodha begum selesai doanya.Jalal selesai praktek namaj maka pedang yang rutin dan siap untuk hari. Sudah hampir waktunya untuk Diwan E Khas. Pembantu datang dan memberitahunya bahwa Jodha begum dilakukan dengan pooja nya.Jalal segera pergi ke chamber Jodha's dan memerintahkan pelayan untuk meninggalkan piring makanan dan pergi.