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Simple Life
"For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life"

Lyric: Simple Kind of Life by No Doubt.


It's been years but those hurts still the same. Why people become so mean and cruel? Why people hurts each others and leave scars to them?

I wish life has a reset button. So whenever thing goes wrong, i could simply push the button and thing will be fine as it was.

Sometimes, i envy to those who life in such simple live. Less drama, less hurt. Have a joyful childhood, fall in love at teen, working in good company, getting married before 25, having 2 or 3 children and settle down. But my life seems to be so complicated that i can not tell you here. Which sometimes, it makes me sad. Just like now.

Note: it was too high sensitivity while i wrote this, don't take it too serious. Life will go well then, keep trust God will bring my smile back to me soon. Cheers up, although it is hurt.