“Sicaaaaaaaa . . .,” Yoona screamed

“Sicaaaaaaaa . . .,” Yoona screamed in
fear on her spot—holding the rail on
the side of the ice skating venue—
and whining like a cute kid.
Jessica just giggled and approached
Yoona. Yoona looked really pale, and
immediately she put her palms on
Yoona’s face. “Gwaenchana?” she
asked worriedly, “Are you cold?” she
asked again, but Yoona just simply
shook her head.
Yoona gave Jessica her hands, as if a
cue, Jessica held the hand tightly
and she pulled slowly. They both
were facing each other, Jessica
pulled Yoona—not even looked at the
direction—and Yoona on the other
hand just followed Jessica’s steps,
learned how to have a balance like
Jessica has.
A young photographer looked at the
love bird couple and pulled out his
instax camera. Click. A picture of
smiling Jessica who was pulling
Yoona patiently and Yoona with her
scare face—like a baby who learn her
first step. The photographer followed
them, captured some moments of
them without being notice.
“You can let go off me,” Yoona softly
said as she was pretty sure that she
already can do it alone without
Jessica help anymore.
“Are you sure?” Yoona just nodded
her head.
Jessica slowly let go off of her hands
from Yoona’s grip and went beside
Yoona, stand by if Yoona fall down
later. But not even 3 seconds Jessica
left Yoona, she lost her balance, the
slippery ice make it even worse, but,
it’s not Jessica if she isn’t that reflex
to caught Yoona. Just in time, she
caught Yoona’s body, but in the end,
they still fell down with Jessica
under Yoona.
“I would never let go off you again.”
She said sternly, but Yoona just
smile clumsily.
“Excuse me,” a young photographer
greeted them when they got up, with
Yoona helping Jessica. “I captured
some moments of you earlier, sorry
for not telling you guys . . . but you
two has strong chemistry.”
Yoona took the pictures from his
hand and examined it together with
Jessica. “Well, it’s pretty cool, this is
for us?”
“Yeah, I already took one for myself.
By the way, what’s your name?” the
photographer asked and took his pen
to write down on the picture.
“Je—”
“YoonSic,” Yoona cut Jessica quickly,
“Our couple name is YoonSic.” Yoona
quickly said to the photographer and
the photographer wrote it on the
picture.
“Okay, thank you YoonSic.” He waved
goodbye to both of them.
“YoonSic?” Jessica asked while
pulled Yoona again, but now they
heading to the side of the ice ring.
The ice skating is done for them
today.
“Yup. Yoona and Jessica. Cute right?”
“Why not SicYoon?”
“Eeehh? It’s weird, beside; I’m the
guy in this relationship, so my name
came first.” Yoona said and then peck
Jessica’s lips, make the latter
blushed. Yoona has always
successfully make Jessica blush in
the public with her simply behaviors,
like just now, gave her a quick peck.
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It’s already evening when they
walked on the side of Han River.
Holding each other hand tightly and
smiles can be seen on they face. Just
walked like this, make everything
seems so perfect for them. They don’t
want anything else, just being like
this, being in each other side,
exchanging some romantic words,
walking hand in hand, it’s just
perfect.
“Sica,” Yoona called her softly,
Jessica turned her head to look at
Yoona. “If something happen to me—”
“No!” Jessica stopped her track.
“Nothing would happen to you. I will
try my best to find the best doctor!”
she said, avoiding the fact that no
matter how hard she look for the best
doctor ever, they would say the same
thing.
“Listen to me,” Yoona faced Jessica
and cupped her face with both of her
tiny hands, “I know what Yuri said to
you,” she then looked at the Han river
and her mind was flying away to what
Yuri said to her early in the morning.
“Yoong, honestly the thing I’m about
to say to you is something that I
shouldn’t do. But . . . *heavy sigh*
you know I can’t lie to you.” Yuri
looked at Yoona who still looked at
her iPad, playing Ramen Chain on it,
but nevertheless Yoona was listening
to every word that Yuri said.
“You always caught me whenever I’m
about to lie or hide something from
you. And besides I’m bad at lying to
someone.”
Yoona turned off her iPad and put it
beside her. “What are you trying to
say, Yul?” Yoona let out a deep sigh,
somehow she knew that what Yuri
about to say is something bad.
“It’s about your condition,” Yuri
finally said after a long awkward
silent, “The leukemia you had gone
worse,” Yuri said while she sat down
on the edge of the bed, “the last
chemotherapy you did, didn’t affected
to you, in fact, it lowered down your
immune system, feel weak, and throw
up early in the morning today, right?”
Yoona nodded her head calmly, but
inside her heart, she really broke
down, she really wanted to cry. But
she didn’t want to cry, she didn’t
want Yuri feel bad because Yuri might
thing that she is the one who should
blamed because she couldn’t heal
Yoona.
“I already told to Jessica about it.”
And that made Yoona heart throbbing
like hell. She didn’t want Jessica sad
and suffer because of her. For these
two years, Jessica is the one who
supported her needs, include the
hospital payment and stuff which
spent a lot of money for sure.
Jessica, the only shoulder she has
on the worst day ever in her life, how
can she make her sad or suffer even
more when the worst thing really
happens to her?
“I still can’t find any match bone
narrow donor for you. Even Jessica
insisted herself to be a donor for
you.”
“It’s fine, Yul. You already did a great
job for me, I should say thank you to
you because of you, I still live for
these two years,” she let out a bitter
chuckled, held down her emotion as
long as she can. “Maybe all I have to
do now is waiting and make the last
beautiful memories with Jessica, you,
and Jimin.” Yoona smiled softly to
Yuri who now already in tears.
“I’m sorry, Yoong.”
“Don’t say sorry, Yul. You have done
so much to me, and that more than
enough.” She held Yuri’s hand and
squeezed it gently. “Gomawo, Yul.”
With that, Yuri hugged Yoona tightly
as the both of them crying so hard.
For Yuri, Yoona is just like her sister.
She knows her since junior high
school—both of them attended the
same school with Yuri as Yoona
sunbae. Yoona cheerful and happy
energy caught Yuri attention, and by
the destiny, they were in the same
team of football. Since that, they
become best friend, or people said
that they are twin.
“Sica, if somehow I can’t manage and
I can’t spend my entire life with you. I
want you to be happy,” she cupped
Jessica’s tearing face and wiped
away the tears. “I want you to be
happy, with or without me. Pursue
your dreams, I will be there in here
*pointed at Jessica’s heart* forever.”
Jessica stubbornly shook her head,
denying the fact that Yoona might not
survive like she ever wish before. She
loves this woman in front of her so
much until she never ever thinks that
Yoona will leave her soon.
“No!! You will survive, we can make
it . . . we just ne—”
Yoona pulled the latter in her warm
hug, tightly; like she wanna make
sure that everything will be fine for
her even if God take her life. Because
for Yoona, Jessica is her last, no one
else again beside her that fills inside
her heart and mind, all of that matter
for her is now only Jessica. She
didn’t care about her condition
anymore.