How are you doing love, I hope you

How are you doing love, I hope you are alright? I was happy to read your letter today. Im not working today because i have holiday until sunday.

Aah, am sorry for keep you waiting for my letter, i hope you not angry with me love. I was trying to meet deadline set for my work, and thankfully i did. I feel so healthy now, and strong dear, please you don't have to worry about me anymore. Im so happy you care for me, i hope i can make you happy with me someday.

I love you because you admire me, you care for me, you love me, you are sincere with me, and your feelings, that was how you won my heart, and i don't want you to hurt me. Please i love you,and i dont want you to break my heart because you are so far away, and yet am so attached to you, and want to me with you. i worry if you feel the same way with me honey. Im beginning to love you, and i don't want you to hurt, and leave me.

Yes, im Christmas too love. That means we are the same, and were meant for each other. I pray you will always be there for me, and not disappoint me honey.

Im so grateful, and thank to you because you are willing to assist me. That is shown me how much you care about me, when i come to Indonesia you can support me and we searching into property ok honey. Ok, i will send the Iphone to you, and if you like Apple laptop, i can send to you also because i have 2, big and small, i can give you one because am not using the both of them. Send me your address, either office or home address, and i will post it to you on weekend.

You send me your address, name like in your passport, i already have your phone number, i will post the things to you. And also, i will send you some document with my bank statement for you to go to the embassy and get inquires for me to process your visa. When i promise, i always keep my promise honey...Now you know me better.

You know, i have to tell you. When i was in my bathtub after i return from office. I wish you were in the bathtub with your finger all over my body, i wish it can become a reality with you. I really wish you are right here with me now because am not working and we can cook together with you holding me from behind. Owh, i miss you... wishing you where here now.

Ok dear, im getting sad now. I think i should turn the tv On and see a nice program. Just remember that i love, and miss you now. Have a lovely day honey. I miss you heaps