Tonight this is International Holoc

Tonight this is International Holocaust Remembrance Day Remembrance, people who did nothing wrong to anyone but being Jewish. We are invincible Ever since my times, in these times of sadness rise to feelings of sadness mixed with pride that after all we are still here, I am here. Write to you from here from the Holy Land.
The problem is not in what we can write about the Holocaust, what we know, through which images are mentioned or understand the problem is not the songs or stories we hear from those who still remained to tell them first hand, second or third. Well the problem is not the fact that we spend a day and a half year to try to remember the long years of suffering experienced abysmal not even ourselves. These are not problems - but they are the only choice we have to try to understand something actually never understand.
Once a year I feel wronged and not about what I know and what I heard about the Holocaust but because I know I'm not really feeling this pain. We know only a portion and always know only a portion. And the part we know .... Knowledge is not a tangible memory.
We will never feel ourselves crammed into one over the other trains for days and sleep pee and poo and diseases and the world people do not just fall and die on us and we feel how it separates us from brother, sister, father, mother, and this separation will never Throt emotional memory so great us to the heart is not really able to contain the pain of separation such and not feel well how to embed our persons sign that reduces our existence serial number no matter how hungry we will be, we do not reach the scene hunger no longer feel hungry more but an ache in a never-ending every cell in the body and our stomach to the world not shrunk to dimensions that no longer really able to contain food with the demise and never see the hope turns into something tangible that comes out of our bodies and no matter how much we want to hold her feel that she is no longer true and that hope never suck our bodies like a vacuum cleaner.
We will never feel what it's like shaving our heads or stripped off our clothes after hunger, disease and hopelessness may have taken away our ability or desire to feel anything at all and never feel what it's like to stand naked in freezing cold already has become an absorbed in so much chaos around us and understand the sentiment for a moment give us hope and tell us that we can take a shower, feeling that give us a little spark of hope in the form of a shower of all the horror makes small talk we feel that perhaps now would be better and we do not know the feeling of choking to death in a small hope that for a moment breathed us while we stand