[Subaru: ……I’ll bring her in, so yo

[Subaru: ……I’ll bring her in, so you don’t have to do anything. Your back would be screaming if you had to carry around a girl anyway]

[Otto: You know, merchants are always handling heavier goods during their work. We aren’t as weak as you seem to think, Natsuki-san]

Subaru tried to cover up his last statement with quip, and was thankful for Otto’s conciliatory reply, which came after a moment of hesitation. He let out a sigh.

No matter what, his reaction was too extreme. Even though it wasn’t intentional— Or rather, it was precisely because it was not intentional that it was a problem. His nerves had been on-end, and anyone who even tries to interfere with Rem, regardless of their intentions, seemed to him to be an enemy.

[Subaru: This is not a good pattern……Damn it, I feel so wretched. Why am I always so……]

He was supposed to have overcome this, yet here he was immediately stumbling over the first pebble he came across. Why does he never have the strength to stay standing tall?

If Rem was here, if Emilia was watching— if both of them were here now with him, surely he would have that unwavering strength.

[Subaru: I brought it upon myself….. No, I forced Rem to pay that price. What a deadbeat I am!]

There should have been a better, more perfect way.

He had believed that he did his uttermost, up to the end of the loop several days ago he deeply believed that. But there must have been an even better, seamless, perfect outcome somewhere. But Subaru had missed his chance to find it, in his complacency, in his cowardice, he compromised into an imperfect future. And Rem’s sacrifice was the price.

If he had been more competent, he would have noticed it.

Before evacuating Emilia and Ram from the mansion, the handwritten letter he had given to Crusch’s messenger had already turned blank. He had thought that a Witch Cultist accompanying the messenger had switched the letter in a ploy to sow confusion, but that is laughable.

There was no chance the Witch Cult could have been aware of their threat, and how could he have believed that the Witch Cult would use such a roundabout way to plant seeds of distrust between their two forces? More than that, if they went to all this trouble, compared to a blank letter would it not have been more effective to alter the contents?

Then why, why was the handwritten letter blank? If it was not the work of the Witch Cult, then there could only be one answer.

[Subaru: Rem wrote the letter. I was the one who asked it to be delivered, and Crusch was the one who gave it to the messenger, so the reality of it being handed over remained, and only the contents were erased]

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

[Subaru:... Aku akan membawa dia di, sehingga Anda tidak perlu melakukan apapun. Punggung Anda akan berteriak jika Anda harus membawa sekitar seorang gadis pula][Otto: kau tahu, pedagang selalu menangani barang-barang yang berat selama pekerjaan mereka. Kita tidak lemah seperti yang Anda tampaknya berpikir, Natsuki-san]Subaru mencoba untuk menutupi pernyataan terakhir dengan menyindir, dan bersyukur untuk Balasan mendamaikan Otto, yang datang setelah beberapa saat ragu-ragu. Dia mendesah.Tidak peduli apa, reaksinya adalah terlalu ekstrem. Meskipun itu tidak disengaja-atau lebih tepatnya, itu justru karena itu tidak disengaja bahwa itu adalah masalah. Saraf sudah pada akhir, dan siapa pun yang bahkan mencoba untuk mengganggu Rem, terlepas dari niat mereka, tampaknya dia untuk menjadi musuh.[Subaru: ini bukanlah pola yang baik... Sialan, aku merasa begitu celaka. Mengapa saya selalu jadi...]Dia seharusnya telah mengatasi ini, namun di sini ia segera tersandung atas kerikil pertama yang ia datang di. Mengapa dia tidak pernah memiliki kekuatan untuk tetap tegak berdiri?Jika Rem di sini, jika Emilia menonton — jika keduanya di sini sekarang dengan dia, pasti ia akan memiliki kekuatan yang tak tergoyahkan.[Subaru: Aku membawanya pada diriku sendiri... Tidak, saya dipaksa Rem untuk membayar harga itu. Apa deadbeat saya!]Harus ada cara yang lebih baik dan lebih sempurna.Dia percaya bahwa dia melakukan nya tepi, hingga akhir loop beberapa hari yang lalu dia sangat percaya bahwa. Tapi harus ada hasil yang lebih baik, mulus dan sempurna di suatu tempat. Tapi Subaru telah melewatkan kesempatan untuk menemukannya, dalam kepuasan nya, di pengecut nya, dia terganggu ke masa depan yang tidak sempurna. Dan Rem's pengorbanan adalah harga.Jika ia telah menjadi lebih kompeten, ia akan menyadari itu.Sebelum mengungsi Emilia dan Ram dari mansion, Surat tulisan tangan yang diberikan kepada utusan Crusch's dia telah sudah berubah kosong. Dia berpikir bahwa Cultist penyihir yang menyertai utusan telah beralih huruf pada taktik untuk menaburkan kebingungan, tetapi itu menggelikan.Ada tidak ada kesempatan kultus penyihir bisa telah menyadari ancaman mereka, dan bagaimana bisa ia percaya bahwa kultus penyihir akan menggunakan sedemikian bundaran menanam benih ketidakpercayaan antara dua kekuatan mereka? Lebih dari itu, jika mereka pergi ke semua kesulitan ini, dibandingkan dengan Surat kosong itu sudah pasti tidak lebih efektif untuk mengubah isi?Kemudian mengapa, mengapa adalah surat tulisan tangan kosong? Jika itu tidak karya kultus penyihir, maka hanya ada satu jawaban.[Subaru: Rem menulis surat. Aku adalah orang yang bertanya itu diserahkan, dan Crusch adalah orang yang memberikannya kepada utusan, sehingga tetap realitas itu yang diserahkan, dan hanya isi dihapus]