My Love Diego...:-)Don't tell to me

My Love Diego...:-)

Don't tell to me that no point I call you "LOVE DIEGO".
Didn't can you feel my love for you...?.
You have no idea...how I love you so much and since Sunday, I felt sadness.
You don't know what happened with me.
I was confused.
I want to kill myself.
There is one thing you had told me not honest.
But...better I keep in my heart until we meet....:-)

If I didn't provide you the herb, not because I don't trust you.
I guess.....you're a perfect man because you have everything and your banana also perfect.
Yes...YOU ARE VERY PERFECT :-)
You should grateful to The Lord.

Meanwhile...I don't have anything, I'm not beautiful..moreover now my business slackness. And 3 days ago, my teeth broken :-(
so I'M REALLY NOT PERFECT. :-(
That's all make me want to kill myself.
I only have a heart to love you and only you.
So I should make my HP perfect because I want to be yours and I don't want you leave me.

Ok.... Now I provide you the ingredients of herb for your banana. Hopefully...can make you happy and smile every day :-)

Ingredients of herb...more complete than I had sent earlier.

30 gram adas pulosari
15 gram adas pulowaras
10 gram kunyit
20 gram lada hitam
10 gram pasak bumi
10 gram ginseng
5 gram bubuk kopi murni
5 gram jahe merah

Mashed the ingredients... boil with 4 cups water....let decrease until 2 cups....and drink ---> for 2 times.

Now.... I have question.
If you call me "Love Goddess", please answer.
When will you definitely come to me....?.

Your answer will make me smile again.

Now....really I wish lay on your chest and cry....so that my feeling will be fine.