(She looked at Lord Krishna's statu

(She looked at Lord Krishna's statue with angry gaze and murmured in a cranky tone, "Kanah... What are you doing with my life??? What route you want to take me to??? Why do you insist on increasing my pain??? You know Kanah, I think, you are having fun by playing around with my life... You give me little happiness for a flick and snatch it away from me heartlessly forever... When I hated Jalal enormously you forcefully made him my life against my wish... I cried with bloody tears, after suffering for a long time, finally destiny gave me few beautiful moments, and when he became my life and I fell immensely in love with him, you separated us forever. Now when I crave for him every single moment, I can't even come in front of him. I have never felt feeble like this... how come you became so cruel towards your devotee? I have kept my faith in every difficult situation... then why are you being so unkind towards me??? Why did you send him here??? Do you think, I was not in enough pain??? How he will be able to bear the pain of separation once again and you know very well I would have drank poison and killed myself the minute I got separated from him, but I am bound to his promise that I will not kill myself in any situation. How long are you going to test my patience. When you realized that I have crossed all confines of pain, you send him here... I know your problem Kanah, You are jealous... You are envious of him, because I love him more than I love you. Then you listen if something happens to him, I will never forgive you... Go ahead and give me as much pain as you want... I want to see how long your heart will not soften for me...)

Her bitterness and anger towards Kanah hurt herself... Unstoppable tears overflowed with heart throbbing ache. Her inner turmoil simmered up with the vast blizzard in it. The Intensity of her pain was unbearable and rage was at the high peak... Her unshed curbed tears were building up for the last six months... She was angry and helpless at her destiny. Suddenly her control slipped and blew up after seeing Jalal in this state... She feared for Jalal and its consequences, how he will face separation again. When it came to his pain she lost all her patience, she can bear pain on herself, but when it comes to him she feels feeble. Her strength drained out and today all edges smashed... Her trust on his Kanah trembled for the first time ever? She sat next to Jalal and held his hand tightly... She needed his warmth more than he needed her at that time... her condition was pitiful... She kissed on his hand... Time tick tock slowly and gradually his health was improving... She thought many times to run away from the ashram before he comes back to life, but she was helpless in love... And also, she wanted to fulfill her duty for the last time.

Dark night passed with tears... retort... complains and pain. It was early morning, a first soothing ray of glowing sun fell on Jalal's face with that he woke up from his beautiful dream of Jodha sitting next to him and holding his hand..

As soon as she felt a little movement of his hand, a touch of smile crawled up on her facial expression with deep sigh out. She instantly got up, leaving his hand and covered herself with long ghoonghat (veil)...

Jalal slowly opened his eyes and looked at her with his faded vision, a Hindu woman with a long ghoonghat standing nearby and He was in a small cottage lying on the bed. He recalled the entire incident with Abul Mali and recollected how he lost his consciousness in a Jungle... He understood that someone helped him.

He gave another look at the lady and asked politely "Who has brought me here???" Hearing the words from his mouth, felt like music in her ears. After six long months she heard a sound of his voice once again. Flowers bloomed in her heart... Just by hearing his voice... She took a deep breath in to capture the moment in her heart.

(NOTE: I am going to try to write in a different Hindi language (Marwari Hindi) tone... I am not sure I will be able to write properly)

She replied with the heavy and changed tone to hide her identity from him "Kanah ne thari jaan bacha liyo... jungle mein bejaan laash ki tareh pado tho... Vo toh bhala ho us Naresh ka, tare ko jungle se utha ke le aayo... varna ab tak to kisi sher ko shikar ban gayo hoto... Taro swasth thik nahi ab aaram karo... Vaidji ne lep laga diyo hai... do teen din me sab bhalo ho jayego... Vaid ji ne bolo ki tare ko aaram karno padego..." She paused to make sure he has not recognized her voice.

Jalal was feeling confused and content... He couldn't understand anything, why he found her voice familiar...

(She replied with heavy and changed tone to hide her identity "With the blessing of lord Kanah, you survived, you were badly injured and lying unconscious in the jungle. Thank god Mahesh brought you here otherwise you would have died without medical treatment. Vaidji has cured you and put lep on you and also, instructed that you need to take rest for at least two days.)

When he didn't respond, she continued nervously "Aur ha... tanne koi bhi zaroorat hove to manne bula lena... mahro naam HIRA che... Me thare vaaste roti banake aati hu..." She quickly finished in hesitant tone and briskly walked towards the door then unexpectedly stopped after realizing in her nervousness, she didn't even ask him about his identity. She turned back towards him and asked quizzically "Tharo naam kaain chhe... Tu lage toh koi rajvanshi... Tu jungle mein akelo kya kar rayo tho... tanne maloom nahi yeh jungle kitno daravno hai... yaha junglee janwar aur daket ko bado bhay hai...

(When he didn't respond, she continued nervously "If you need anything, ask for me, my cottage is just next door and my name is Hira. Let me go and make breakfast for you, I will come back soon." She quickly finished in hesitant tone and briskly walked towards the door, then unexpectedly stopped after realizing in her nervousness, she didn't even ask him about his identity. She turned back towards him and asked quizzically "What is your name??? You look like Rajvanshi, what were you doing in this dangerous Jungle alone...? Don't you know in this jungle there are many dacoits and dangerous wild animals? Why are you alone and where is your wife...? )

Jalal was still resting on the bed while watching her nervous expression. He was still confused and puzzled, he couldn't grasp her behavior and now suddenly she asked a bunch of questions? He tried to understand what's going on? He was surprised to hear that long speech... her questions and her awkward haste. Jalal calmly responded while looking at Krishna's statue "Humara naam Kishan hai." (My name is Kishan) Hearing that ... Jodha looked towards Krishna and with a smirk she silently muttered "Wah Kanah Wah!!! Dar gaye aap humse, toh prithvi pe chale aaye." (Wow Kanah Wow!!! Seem like you got scared of me, so came on earth.)

Jalal continued, "Aur Jungle mein hume daketo ne zakhmi kiya hai... Hum akele hi Jungle me the." (I got injured by dacoits and I was alone in the jungle, no one was with me.)

Jodha forgot for a moment that she is Hira and lost her temper. She almost shouted at him in original language tone. "Aap Ko Jungle mein akele jaane ki kya aavshyakta thi... Aap Ko kuch ho jata toh." (Why you went to the Jungle all by yourself... If something would have happened to you then?)

Hearing her normal tone of voice, Jalal's ear started to ring loudly and heart skipped a few beats Omg!!! She sounds exactly like Jodha.'

Jodha realized after a second Oops...

Jalal couldn't hold himself hearing her voice... he tried getting up from bed, but in hurriedness he put weight on his badly injured shoulder... he screamed in a pain Uhh Ouch." Hira heard his screech which made her panic... she swiftly turned back and ran towards him to support and she held his hand, as soon as she touched his hand... Jalal's entire body sparked like lightning passed through him... How can he forget his Jodha's touch...? Her voice and her touch were shouting out loud she is his Jodha only, Jalal asked firmly "Koun Ho aap??? Aap Hira nahi Jodha ho!!!" (WHO ARE YOU??? YOU ARE JODHA NOT HIRA!!!) Without even thinking words slipped out of his mouth.

Jodha left his hand instantly and got up from the bed in haste... her heart started to dance at the thought, he recognized me without seeing my face, he still remembers my touch... She proudly smiled with a blush on her face, but soon she controlled her emotions and said in an impassive tone "Manne toh lage tu bawro ho gayo... kahi thare sar pe to chot nahi lagi na... manne tanne batayo na... me Hira hu... ab me thare vaste roti leke aati hu..." Jodha left quickly...

(Jodha controlled her emotions and said... I think you have gone insane, have you got injured in your brain? I told you just minutes ago that I am Hira... Let me go and make breakfast for you.)

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

(Ia memandang patung Lord Krishna's dengan tatapan marah dan bersungut nada rewel, "Kanah... Apa yang Anda lakukan dengan hidup saya??? Rute apa Anda ingin mengambil saya??? Mengapa Anda bersikeras pada peningkatan rasa sakit saya??? Anda tahu Kanah, saya pikir, Anda sedang bersenang-senang dengan bermain-main dengan hidupku... Anda memberi saya kebahagiaan untuk sebuah film dan merebut itu dari saya heartlessly selamanya... Ketika aku benci Jalal sangat Anda tegas membuatnya hidup saya terhadap keinginan saya... Aku menangis dengan air mata berdarah, setelah penderitaan untuk waktu yang lama, akhirnya takdir memberiku beberapa saat-saat indah, dan ketika ia menjadi hidup saya dan aku jatuh sangat cinta dengan dia, Anda memisahkan kita selamanya. Sekarang ketika saya menginginkan untuk dia setiap saat, aku bahkan tidak bisa datang di depannya. Saya tidak pernah merasa lemah seperti ini... kenapa Anda menjadi begitu kejam terhadap pemuja Anda? Aku telah memelihara iman saya dalam setiap situasi sulit... maka mengapa Anda sedang jadi tidak baik terhadap saya??? Mengapa Anda melakukan mengirim dia di sini??? Apakah Anda berpikir, aku tidak cukup sakit??? Bagaimana ia akan mampu menanggung sakit pemisahan sekali lagi dan Anda tahu sangat baik aku akan minum racun dan membunuh diriku sendiri saat aku mendapat terpisah dari-nya, tetapi saya terikat untuk janji-Nya bahwa aku tidak akan membunuh diri dalam setiap situasi. Berapa lama Anda akan menguji kesabaran saya. Ketika Anda menyadari bahwa saya telah melintasi batas-batas semua rasa sakit, Anda mengirim dia di sini... Aku tahu masalah Anda Kanah, Anda cemburu... Anda iri padanya, karena aku mencintainya lebih dari aku mencintaimu. Kemudian Anda mendengarkan jika sesuatu terjadi padanya, aku tidak akan pernah memaafkan Anda... Pergi ke depan dan memberi saya rasa sakit sebanyak yang Anda inginkan... Saya ingin melihat berapa lama hatimu tidak akan melunakkan untukku...)Her bitterness and anger towards Kanah hurt herself... Unstoppable tears overflowed with heart throbbing ache. Her inner turmoil simmered up with the vast blizzard in it. The Intensity of her pain was unbearable and rage was at the high peak... Her unshed curbed tears were building up for the last six months... She was angry and helpless at her destiny. Suddenly her control slipped and blew up after seeing Jalal in this state... She feared for Jalal and its consequences, how he will face separation again. When it came to his pain she lost all her patience, she can bear pain on herself, but when it comes to him she feels feeble. Her strength drained out and today all edges smashed... Her trust on his Kanah trembled for the first time ever? She sat next to Jalal and held his hand tightly... She needed his warmth more than he needed her at that time... her condition was pitiful... She kissed on his hand... Time tick tock slowly and gradually his health was improving... She thought many times to run away from the ashram before he comes back to life, but she was helpless in love... And also, she wanted to fulfill her duty for the last time.Dark night passed with tears... retort... complains and pain. It was early morning, a first soothing ray of glowing sun fell on Jalal's face with that he woke up from his beautiful dream of Jodha sitting next to him and holding his hand..As soon as she felt a little movement of his hand, a touch of smile crawled up on her facial expression with deep sigh out. She instantly got up, leaving his hand and covered herself with long ghoonghat (veil)...Jalal slowly opened his eyes and looked at her with his faded vision, a Hindu woman with a long ghoonghat standing nearby and He was in a small cottage lying on the bed. He recalled the entire incident with Abul Mali and recollected how he lost his consciousness in a Jungle... He understood that someone helped him.He gave another look at the lady and asked politely "Who has brought me here???" Hearing the words from his mouth, felt like music in her ears. After six long months she heard a sound of his voice once again. Flowers bloomed in her heart... Just by hearing his voice... She took a deep breath in to capture the moment in her heart.(NOTE: I am going to try to write in a different Hindi language (Marwari Hindi) tone... I am not sure I will be able to write properly)She replied with the heavy and changed tone to hide her identity from him "Kanah ne thari jaan bacha liyo... jungle mein bejaan laash ki tareh pado tho... Vo toh bhala ho us Naresh ka, tare ko jungle se utha ke le aayo... varna ab tak to kisi sher ko shikar ban gayo hoto... Taro swasth thik nahi ab aaram karo... Vaidji ne lep laga diyo hai... do teen din me sab bhalo ho jayego... Vaid ji ne bolo ki tare ko aaram karno padego..." She paused to make sure he has not recognized her voice.Jalal was feeling confused and content... He couldn't understand anything, why he found her voice familiar...(She replied with heavy and changed tone to hide her identity "With the blessing of lord Kanah, you survived, you were badly injured and lying unconscious in the jungle. Thank god Mahesh brought you here otherwise you would have died without medical treatment. Vaidji has cured you and put lep on you and also, instructed that you need to take rest for at least two days.)When he didn't respond, she continued nervously "Aur ha... tanne koi bhi zaroorat hove to manne bula lena... mahro naam HIRA che... Me thare vaaste roti banake aati hu..." She quickly finished in hesitant tone and briskly walked towards the door then unexpectedly stopped after realizing in her nervousness, she didn't even ask him about his identity. She turned back towards him and asked quizzically "Tharo naam kaain chhe... Tu lage toh koi rajvanshi... Tu jungle mein akelo kya kar rayo tho... tanne maloom nahi yeh jungle kitno daravno hai... yaha junglee janwar aur daket ko bado bhay hai...(When he didn't respond, she continued nervously "If you need anything, ask for me, my cottage is just next door and my name is Hira. Let me go and make breakfast for you, I will come back soon." She quickly finished in hesitant tone and briskly walked towards the door, then unexpectedly stopped after realizing in her nervousness, she didn't even ask him about his identity. She turned back towards him and asked quizzically "What is your name??? You look like Rajvanshi, what were you doing in this dangerous Jungle alone...? Don't you know in this jungle there are many dacoits and dangerous wild animals? Why are you alone and where is your wife...? )
Jalal was still resting on the bed while watching her nervous expression. He was still confused and puzzled, he couldn't grasp her behavior and now suddenly she asked a bunch of questions? He tried to understand what's going on? He was surprised to hear that long speech... her questions and her awkward haste. Jalal calmly responded while looking at Krishna's statue "Humara naam Kishan hai." (My name is Kishan) Hearing that ... Jodha looked towards Krishna and with a smirk she silently muttered "Wah Kanah Wah!!! Dar gaye aap humse, toh prithvi pe chale aaye." (Wow Kanah Wow!!! Seem like you got scared of me, so came on earth.)

Jalal continued, "Aur Jungle mein hume daketo ne zakhmi kiya hai... Hum akele hi Jungle me the." (I got injured by dacoits and I was alone in the jungle, no one was with me.)

Jodha forgot for a moment that she is Hira and lost her temper. She almost shouted at him in original language tone. "Aap Ko Jungle mein akele jaane ki kya aavshyakta thi... Aap Ko kuch ho jata toh." (Why you went to the Jungle all by yourself... If something would have happened to you then?)

Hearing her normal tone of voice, Jalal's ear started to ring loudly and heart skipped a few beats Omg!!! She sounds exactly like Jodha.'

Jodha realized after a second Oops...

Jalal couldn't hold himself hearing her voice... he tried getting up from bed, but in hurriedness he put weight on his badly injured shoulder... he screamed in a pain Uhh Ouch." Hira heard his screech which made her panic... she swiftly turned back and ran towards him to support and she held his hand, as soon as she touched his hand... Jalal's entire body sparked like lightning passed through him... How can he forget his Jodha's touch...? Her voice and her touch were shouting out loud she is his Jodha only, Jalal asked firmly "Koun Ho aap??? Aap Hira nahi Jodha ho!!!" (WHO ARE YOU??? YOU ARE JODHA NOT HIRA!!!) Without even thinking words slipped out of his mouth.

Jodha left his hand instantly and got up from the bed in haste... her heart started to dance at the thought, he recognized me without seeing my face, he still remembers my touch... She proudly smiled with a blush on her face, but soon she controlled her emotions and said in an impassive tone "Manne toh lage tu bawro ho gayo... kahi thare sar pe to chot nahi lagi na... manne tanne batayo na... me Hira hu... ab me thare vaste roti leke aati hu..." Jodha left quickly...

(Jodha controlled her emotions and said... I think you have gone insane, have you got injured in your brain? I told you just minutes ago that I am Hira... Let me go and make breakfast for you.)