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Jodha di jantung didera melihat kondisinya menyakitkan mendalam... Ketika mata mereka bertemu, dia langsung merasa kematangan dan dukacita yang dalam it...she tahu dia menyadari kesalahannya... tapi melihat dia bertobat dalam mimpi dan menangis seperti sedikit anak didera batu dalam hatinya... emosi lagi mulai banjir di hatinya... bergumam Nya meningkat dengan nada keras sangat jelas... "Aku seorang raja kejam kejam, semua orang membenci me... Jalaluddin Mohammad gagal"nya seluruh tubuh mulai gemetar dan menggigil. Ketika dia menyadari dia tidak hanya bertobat untuk dia, tapi dia benar-benar hancur mengetahui kegagalan... Ia tidak ada kekuatan yang tersisa untuk melawan dengan dirinya sendiri... Melihat dia mencintai dengan begitu banyak kesedihan adalah lebih menyakitkan baginya daripada dirinya. Dia melepaskan rasa sakit dan kemarahan dan membungkus lengannya lembut dan hati-hati di sekitar dia dan kemudian mencium di dahinya dan pipi dan berbisik di telinganya "Jalal, aku mencintaimu begitu banyak... Aku tidak bisa hidup tanpa Anda..." Segera setelah ia merasa kehangatan dan kedekatan ia perlahan-lahan tenang... Dia mendakapnya sampai ia merasa damai lagi. Dia merasa begitu lemah di depan hatinya.Dia duduk di sebelahnya sambil menatap dia terus-menerus... ada debat yang terjadi antara hati dan pikiran... tapi setelah beberapa hari, dia merasa pertama kalinya dia berlutut terhadap cintanya... Dia mengutuk dirinya untuk memberi hormat diri Nya... Waktu berdetak tocked perlahan-lahan... dia kembali kendali terhadap hatinya yang lemah. Ia mengingat setiap saat sejak mereka bertemu... Kekejaman nya... kekejaman... Cinta kuat dan perawatan nya, segala sesuatu yang datang di depan matanya... Dia benar-benar tersesat di saat-saat indah mereka sekali lagi tapi segera manisnya diikuti kepahitan ekstrim... Perlahan-lahan pikiran dan hati yang datang dari negara isolasi. Tiba-tiba dia merasa Jalal's sedikit gerakan... cepat, ia berlari ke gerbang dan memerintahkan para penjaga untuk memanggil Rukaiya begum dan Mariam Makhani disebut segera... kemudian ia memerintahkan pelayan nya untuk membawa khichdi ringan (nasi dan miju-miju direbus campuran tanpa rempah-rempah) baginya. Hamidah dan Rukaiya datang berlari ke chamber... Jodha cepat bangun dari tempat tidur sehingga Rukaiya bisa duduk berikutnya dia. Hamidah melihat ini tetapi tidak mengatakan kata-kata... Jodha pergi ke sudut bagian belakang tempat tidurnya sehingga dia bisa melihat dia, tetapi ia tidak dapat... Perlahan-lahan Jalal membuka matanya dan melihat Rukaiya duduk di sebelahnya memegang tangan-Nya dan hamidah berdiri di samping dia... Jalal di mata sedang mencari Jodha... Rukaiya bertanya "Kesa lag raha hai Jalal... (Bagaimana Anda merasa Jalal)"Jalal menjawab menyakitkan "bahut dard hai Rukaiya... hamara telah putusan bhi nahi raha hamse... (Sakit yang tak tertahankan Rukaiya... Rasanya seperti seseorang telah mencengkeram tangan di pegangan, saya tidak bisa bahkan bergerak tanganku sedikit)"Hamida sympathetically replied "Don't worry my child, you will get cured in one week but it is very important that you take care of yourself properly and rest."Jalal genuinely smiled and replied politely "Ji Ammi jaan (Yes, Ammi Jaan)" few seconds later he requested "Can I get some water? I am feeling extremely thirsty."Hamida requested Jodha who was standing next to the water jug. "Jodha my child, Can you please give water to Jalal???"Jodha unwillingly replied in a dim tone "Ji Ammi jaan..." Jalal realized she was standing behind his bed in the corner... he was so much in pain and was not in a condition to move even a bit... but as soon as he heard her voice... his ears started ringing with music... tons of energy got filled inside him... He moved his body and face just to see her one gaze.Hamida anxiously said "Jalal, What are you doing??? don't move... relax ... Jodha is bringing water for you..." After realizing his impatience, he quickly controlled himself... she got glass of water and came to the other side of the bed where Rukaiya was sitting...she forwarded her hand and gave the glass of water to Rukaiya to feed him and moved in the corner without looking at him.Jalal looked at her sadly with deep sorrow and guilt on his face. Jodha could sense his penetrating gaze at her but she didn't budge at all and stubbornly didn't lift her eyes. Rukaiya and Hamida gave support to Jalal to sit... Rukaiya forwarded her hand with glass of water towards his mouth.Jalal slowly pushed away the glass and said in requesting tone "Rukaiya, I don't mean to hurt you but I will eat or drink only from Jodha's hand... Hope you understand!"Rukaiya's heart scorched painfully but she smiled blankly and got up from there. Jodha involuntarily came near him and took the glass of water from the table and forwarded her hand with glass while looking at the other side, she decided not to look straight in his eyes...He drank the water holding her hand without breaking his gaze at her. Hamida saw Jodha's uneasiness and Jalal's extreme guilt. She realized both of them needed to spend some time together. She said in loud and clear powerful instructive voice "Malika E Hindustand, Jodha begum... It is time to fulfill your duties... I am giving you Jalal's responsibility, I want you to stay with him until he is completely cured." Hamida knew well, Jodha will feel forceful but she had no choice left... Jodha needed Jalal more than Jalal needed her... Hamida was extremely threatened by Jodha's extreme isolation... Even after her orders, She politely refused to come out and stayed inside the chamber for days... Day by Day the way, she was changing and detaching from everyone...it was much scarier than Jalal's condition... She realized when she saw her extreme worries for Jalal and for a while she forgot everything including herself, at that time she realized Jodha's cure is only Jalal. Jodha looked at Hamida with questionable face why me? Hamida ignored her gaze and stubbornly waited for her response. At last, Jodha gave up and with teary eyes she sadly replied "As you wish Mariam Makani, I will follow your order." She sounded sad...bitter and sarcastic. Jalal didn't want to take advantage of the situation... He didn't want to hurt her more than he already had... He gloomily said "Ammi Jaan, I will manage with maids... Please I am requesting you, don't force Jodha begum against her wish. Please don't punish her for my sake..."Jodha finally lifted her isolated eyes and looked at him directly while responding "Shahenshah, hume koi aapatti nahi hai, hum apna patni dharm nibhayenge... (Shahenshah, I have no problem taking care of you and it's my duty to look after you when you need me.)" Her eyes had no expression... she sounded extremely calm... She didn't seem upset, happy, sorrow, angery, nothing... just nil... Seeing her extremely calm Jalal again got scared... He wanted to apologize to her for his behavior immediately...He wanted to see her pleasant smile on her face.Jalal politely requested "Ammi jaan, hum Jodha begum se ekant mein baat karna chahte hai... (Ammi Jaan, I would like to talk to Jodha begum in private.)" Hamida also felt that was necessary, she smiled at Jalal and told Rukaiya to come with her.Finally Jodha and Jalal were alone in the chamber... Jodha was standing next to his bed... her eyes were lowered down. There was dreadful silence in the chamber... It took him more than a minute to decide where to start from... He slowly forwarded his hand and kept it on her palm... but Jodha instantly pulled her palm away from him...The way she pulled her hand, he got his answer... He knew he has lost her forever... his heart was suddenly filled with enormous pain... he felt like crying out loud... his words got stuck in his throat... finally without saying a word his tears started to flood out... Jalal's eyes stuck at her as if he was begging for her mercy... Jodha was still sitting there with lowered eyes... He knew she is not going to forgive him but he needed to apologies for his cruelty... After scrambling words he gathered his strength... At last words got freedom which came out brokenly from his mouth with tears "Jo..dha... Hume maaf kardo... humse phir se gunah ho gaya... hum ne aapko diwan e khaas me beizzat kiya..." (Jodha...Please forgive me... I have again made a big mistake...what I did was s sin... the biggest offence... I have humiliated and insulted you in Diwane Khaas...")
Before Jalal could say anything further... Jodha stopped him in between and bitterly replied "Shahenshah, Aap Aaram farmaye aap ka swasthya thik nahi... aapko koi avashyakta ho toh hamein aawaz dijiyega hum wahan par baithe hain.
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