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Jalal dengan deru berbahaya dan kemarahan keluar paling nyaring berteriak atas suaranya... "ABDUL... AKU AKAN MEMBUNUH ANDA..." Seluruh Istana terancam dengan deru nya... Dia berlari ke arahnya seperti tiger setan dan menampar dia dua kali begitu kasar... Abdul kehilangan keseimbangan dan jatuh... Dia terus berteriak "beraninya kamu berbicara kepada saya seperti ini...? Beraninya kau berkata, membunuh dia... Aku akan membunuh Anda... Anda RASCAL... "ia menarik pedang keluar dan melemparkan untuk membunuhnya tetapi pada detik terakhir, ia melihat fearless seringai di wajahnya... yang terbangun Jalal dari trauma ini... Dia melemparkan pedangnya pada sisi... kemarahannya ekstrim didinginkan sedikit... Dia berbalik dan mencengkeram tangan-Nya untuk mengendalikan dirinya.Abdul got up and said in a fearless tone "Shahenshah, I am sorry but I really pity you today... Your ego is way bigger than your love... I am not ashamed of what I said, I have not said anything wrong... One day you gave her your heart, announced in dwk that you love her and made her Malika E Hindustan... you gave her millions of dream and another day you have insulted her to this extreme just because you can't accept the truth of your cruelty. Yes you are a heartless and a ruthless king... You really need to go out and see what others think about you...Since you married her what have you done...earlier you hurt her to mask your love... blamed at her pure character then kicked her out of the palace... and now you are punishing her for her intelligence and your ego...how shallow of Jalal... After crossing all your boundaries, after giving her enormous pain now you want to protect her. Suddenly your heart started beating for her again... I am so confused with your approach... IS IT HATE OR LOVE...?" He said everything in one breath without stopping... he paused a little and said in a soft tone "Shahenshah, you are my childhood best friend and I have to follow my duties but I will not be hesitant to show you the correct path either. It doesn't matter to me if saving you from this enormous pain, it costs me my life."Jalal could not take his words any longer... He started realizing he was wrong again... He shouted "Enough Abdul...Leave me alone... get the hell out of here and don't show me your face ever again." Abdul walked out of his chamber with teary eyes.Jalal's eyes also got filled up with tears.Realization of reality shocked him but still his mind was not ready to accept his own faults... He recalled when he got married with Rukaiya... How caring she was... he was her life but as soon as she came in power her priorities changed...and when he saw Jodha in power his insecurity suddenly took over his wits... His ego... his jealousy... his inferiority complex and insecurity took over his heart... but when he saw her deadly silent calm eyes all of his ego, jealousy, insecurity turned into fear. His mind was not able to think further other than her security... Jodha took away Jalal's peace... Her silent approach killed Jalal but still his ego was stopping him from going to visit her but his heart wanted to see her.Jodha went back to her chamber... She was shocked with his extreme insult... Her heart and mind both came to the final conclusion that it was just an infatuation, he never loved her... She recalled Rukaiya's word... In one week he will move on to a new butterfly... She decided to keep distance from him... Avoid him as much as possible...When she realized she has nothing left in her life...her feelings became still, she decided to devote her life to her kanah... She crossed all the intensity of pain and came in calmer silent harmony phase where nothing could impact her... she was so much shattered and broken ...no feelings left inside her... she was not even feeling sad anymore... Giving her life to kanah gave peace to her torn soul... she decided to keep distance from him for his peace...She accepted now this was her destiny... It was not important anymore for her to know why he suddenly became ruthless towards her.As per Jalal's instructions, Abdul immediately sent out a team of people to her chamber for her security. Jodha calmly and peacefully requested everyone to leave her alone... When they refused her order, she understood Jalal's dilemma... She instantly sent Reva to Jalal's chamber with a message.Reva requested the gateman to see Shahenshah, Jalal allowed her request, Reva respectfully said "Pranam Shahenshah, Jodha begum has sent a message for you..."Jalal replied "Yes...What is the message?"Reva calmly said "Shahenshah, Malika E Hindustan has told me to inform you that she still remembers her promise which she gave you while coming back from Amer to Agra in the Ashram...She doesn't require any additional protection..."Jalal was stunned hearing the message... He thought... How Jodha can read my mind all the time... I have hurt her so much but still she cares about me... She doesn't want me to worry for her... She really loves me... but she has also hurt me a lot.He sent Reva back without any message.After her message Jalal felt extremely relieved... his heart again started to breath... but her silent eyes were still chasing him everywhere he went... he was not able to understand the calmness and stillness in her eyes... His sharp mind tried to read her eyes but he failed every time... his mind was occupied in the puzzle. What's in her mind?? Why her silence bothered me?? Why she had that divine peace in her eyes... As if she has decided to leave entire world.Entire night Jalal couldn't sleep peacefully... Jodha was also trying her best to accept the truth but somewhere in the corner of her heart his love was still alive... Both of them didn't sleep well... Jodha woke up very early and finished tulsi pooja before Jalal came for his sword practice and decided to stay inside her chamber for the entire day.Jalal woke up and got ready for his sword practice... His eyes only wanted to see her one glance... he exercised for longer than normal routine hoping to see her but Jodha decided to not come in front of him... It was very windy and freezing cold outside but Jalal decided to eat his breakfast outside by the garden... he knew she always comes there to feed birds... but today she sent Reva to feed the birds... Jalal was losing his patience... to see her one gaze he decided to walk by her room... but Jodha instructed her maid to put out the curtains so she can't see anyone outside... Jalal was again disappointed... then he thought now she is Malika e Hindustan... and to stay in power she will come to diwan e khaas but Reva came and gave message to Jalal that ... Jodha begum has decided not to attend DWK any longer...Jalal again got disappointed and upset but showed as if it has no impact on him... He kept himself busy in DWK work... Two weeks passed and day by day Jalal was losing his courage to face her... He clearly understood the outcome of his insecurity, and fear, and realized that she doesn't desire for power.Jodha kept herself busy in Krishna's bhakti... She was reading and writing entire day... Slowly, she was detaching her strings from everyone... She had even stopped talking to Reva about Shahenshah. Earlier she used to talk day and night to her about Shahenshah, her mind and heart only desired to talk about him but now Little by little she was getting control over her all of her emotions... Her tears had completely dried out... but her heart had dim fire inside... Her love for him was still untouched... She wished many times to see him unknowingly. She desired him unconsciously but her conscious had controlled all of her emotions... she was living a robotic life...her surroundings did not matter to her anymore... She had no desire left for anything... one by one she stopped wearing all of her jewelry and left all sringar... she kept only two bangles, sindoor in her maang and the mangal sutra for his long life... Hamida and Salima tried many times to pull her out of her chamber but with respect she denied every time.As per Jalal's new routine he was eating outside in the garden and saw Abdul walking towards Maham's chamber...after two weeks finally Jalal decided to talk to him... Jalal's anger had disappeared...He called Abdul...Abdul with lowered eyes came in front of him and respectfully said "Adab Shahenshah... Any order for me."Jalal could tell he was still upset with him... In his anger he almost killed and slapped him twice.
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