And my angry shoulders sank when th

And my angry shoulders sank when the car stalled.
New car, new sweet spot. I hate clutches!
Okay, not really. Turning the ignition again, I shifted my feet, feeling for it the way Jax had taught me, and finally took off. Accelerating quickly, I shot into second gear and then third, not stopping as I barreled onto the highway without even checking oncoming traffic.
Pushing in the gas, I shot into fourth and then fifth, barely noticing the trees flying by. Lord help any animal crossing the street, because the only thing lighting up the road were my headlights. There was no way I would be able to stop quickly.
I squinted, seeing the taillights of another car, and immediately recognized Jax’s NATIVE license plate.
Speeding up, I damn near climbed on his ass, letting him know loud and clear that I was here, before swerving around him and cutting in front of him on the road. He honked his horn and swerved, probably afraid I would hit him.
But I knew he had to recognize Jared’s car.
Jerking the wheel, I skidded to the side of the road, where I pulled to a stop.
I heard the gravel kick up under the tires and saw Jax had come in right behind me.
I pushed my hair behind my ears and turned off the car.
“What the hell are you doing?” I heard him shout from behind me, and I swung the door open, climbed out, and slammed it shut.
“You know what?” I shouted, charging up to him. “I had a clean-cut boyfriend from a good family. His mom made brownies, and his dad played golf with the mayor.” I shoved Jax in the chest. “He cheated on me!”
He stared at me wide-eyed as I pushed into his space again.
“And Shane dated the student class president,” I pointed out, advancing as he retreated. “He got straight A’s, wore cuff links to church, and his pants were always ironed.” I shoved Jax again, watching him stumble. “He was gay!” I yelled.
I bared my teeth and kept pushing him. “You know that football jock who’s on the cover of this magazine or that?” I jeered, shoving his chest again. “Well, he date-raped a girl in college. Or how about the mom you were jealous you didn’t have in the third grade?” I pushed him again. “Yeah, she’s on every antidepressant under the sun!”
He just kept backing up, speechless, with shock written all over his face.
“Stop being a fucking moron,” I growled, “and break the cycle, asshole!” I pushed him back again. “It’s all an illusion, Jax! There’s nothing wrong with you, and there’s nothing in this world better than you!” I cried, gritting my teeth and feeling the tears pool in my eyes.
“You saved me, and I love you!” Every muscle in my body was hot with fury. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me! The best thing in my life, jerk-off!” Completely worked up, I slapped him on the arm, seeing him wince but take it. “And if you don’t want me”—I slapped him again—“then stop taking care of me!” I ordered.
“Take your tuition money,” I snarled, shoving him again with all my weight, “and shove it up your ass!”
And I whirled around, marching back to Jared’s car as I swiped my hand across the tear on my cheek.
Asshole little shit.
But before I reached the car, Jax hooked my elbow and spun me back around.
“Come here,” he growled, and lifted me underneath my arms, holding me above him.
I gasped, looking down at him and seeing the veins bulging on his neck.
He smiled, excitement flashing in his eyes as he stared up at me. “I fucking love you, baby.”
My eyes rounded, and I whimpered at the shiver shooting straight from my heart down to my core.
“Huh?” My voice was barely a peep. Oh, my God.
He shook his head, surprise and happiness written all over his face. “I do. I love you, Juliet. And you’re right, okay?” He nodded. “You’re right. I thought I wasn’t good enough. I thought you’d wind up being sorry that I was in your life, that I wasn’t the man I was supposed to be, and I wouldn’t be able to make you proud. But I was wrong. We belong together.”
And he brought me down, crushing his lips to mine.
The moan came from the back of my throat, and I wrapped my arms around him, holding him tight.
He kissed the corner of my mouth and hugged me close, whispering against my neck. “I love you, and if you love me,” he breathed out, “and I’ve been good for you, and you’re not lying to me about that, then I’m keeping you. I’m fucking keeping you.”
“Jax,” I cried softly, letting my head fall back as he moved his lips over my cheeks and jawline. “I love you so much. Only ever you.”
His arms, still under mine, reached behind me and threaded through my hair, holding my face still. “Don’t go to Arizona,” he whispered against my mouth. “You belong with me, and I don’t want you more than ten feet away. Ever again.”
His soft lips melted into mine, playing with me in short, deep kisses.
“Okay,” I muttered between kisses, “but you have to stop paying for things.”
He backed me into Jared’s car, one hand holding my neck, the other skimming down my back to grab my ass. “How are you going to pay for college, huh?”
I kissed him again. “Loans.”
“College loans are slavery.” He kissed me again, pressing himself between my legs.
My eyelids fluttered, the wave of his heat hitting me hard. “If we don’t work out,” I gasped, “I’ll owe you money. So no.”
“And if we do work out”—he hoisted my legs up and around him—“it’ll become my debt. So no.”
I grinned, eating up his lips fast and hard. “Tomato, to-mah-to.”
I fired a trail of kisses across his jaw, fingering his nipple rings through his black T-shirt.
“Shit. You need to stop.” He twisted his head, his eyes closed and looking utterly undone. “You’re obsessed with those damn things.”
“Yep.” I lightly bit his neck, close to the bite-mark tattoo. “Oh, and I’m not doing any threesomes with Cameron,” I pointed out, laying down a stipulation of my own.
“I know.”
I nibbled his neck. “At least not for a while,” I clarified.
I felt his chest shake with laughter.
"I love you."
"so get me to a bed.

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

Dan bahu saya marah tenggelam ketika mobil terhenti.Mobil baru, baru manis spot. Aku benci cengkeraman!Oke, tidak benar-benar. Kakiku, memutar pengapian lagi, bergeser perasaan untuk itu cara Jax ajarkan kepada saya, dan akhirnya melepaskan. Mempercepat cepat, aku menembak ke dalam kedua gigi dan kemudian ketiga, tidak berhenti seperti laras ke jalan tanpa bahkan memeriksa lintas.Mendorong dalam gas, aku menembak ke dalam keempat dan kelima kemudian, hampir tidak memperhatikan pohon-pohon yang terbang oleh. Tuhan membantu hewan menyeberang jalan, karena hanya hal menerangi jalan lampu depan saya. Ada tidak ada cara saya akan mampu segera berhenti.Aku menyipit, melihat lampu belakang mobil orang lain, dan segera mengenali pelat asli Jax's.Mempercepat, saya hampir naik pada pantatnya, membiarkan dia tahu keras dan jelas bahwa aku berada di sini, sebelum naik di sekelilingnya dan memotong depannya di jalan. Dia membunyikan klakson tanduknya dan membanting setir, mungkin takut aku akan memukulnya.Tapi aku tahu dia harus mengenali Jared's mobil.Masturbasi roda, aku tergelincir ke sisi jalan, mana saya menarik berhenti.Aku mendengar kerikil menendang di bawah ban dan melihat Jax datang tepat di belakang saya.Saya mendorong rambut saya di belakang telinga saya dan mematikan mobil."Apa sih yang Anda lakukan?" Aku mendengar dia berteriak dari saya, dan aku mengayunkan pintu terbuka, memanjat keluar dan terbanting tutup."Kau tahu apa?" Aku berteriak, pengisian mendekatinya. "Aku punya pacar rapih dari keluarga yang baik. Ibunya membuat brownies, dan ayahnya bermain golf dengan Walikota." Saya mendorong Jax di dada. "Dia curang pada saya!"Ia menatap saya mata terbelalak seperti aku mendorong ke angkasa nya lagi."Dan Shane tanggal siswa kelas Presiden," saya menunjukkan, memajukan seperti ia mundur. "Dia punya lurus A, memakai manset ke gereja, dan celana itu selalu disetrika." Saya mendorong Jax lagi, menonton dia tersandung. "Ia adalah gay!" Aku berteriak.Aku menyerahkan gigi dan terus mendorongnya. "Anda tahu bahwa atlet sepak bola yang berada di sampul majalah ini atau itu?" Saya mencemooh, mendorong dadanya lagi. "Yah, tanggal-memperkosa seorang gadis di perguruan tinggi. Atau bagaimana tentang ibu kau cemburu Anda tidak memiliki di kelas tiga?" Saya mendorong dia lagi. "Ya, dia adalah pada setiap antidepresan di bawah matahari!"Dia hanya terus back up, terdiam, dengan syok ditulis seluruh wajahnya."Berhenti menjadi tolol sialan," Aku berkata sambil menggeram, "dan mematahkan siklus, bajingan!" Saya mendorong dia kembali lagi. "Itu adalah semua ilusi, Jax! Tidak ada yang salah dengan Anda, dan tidak ada di dunia ini lebih baik daripada Anda!" Aku menangis, mengertakkan gigi dan merasa kolam air mata di mataku."Engkau menyelamatkan saya, dan aku cinta padamu!" Setiap otot di tubuh saya adalah panas dengan kemarahan. "Kau yang terbaik yang pernah terjadi padaku! Hal terbaik dalam hidup saya, brengsek-off! " Benar-benar bekerja, aku menampar dia lengan, melihat dia wince tetapi menganggapnya. "Dan jika Anda tidak ingin saya" — saya menampar dia lagi — "kemudian berhenti mengurus me!" Aku memerintahkan."Mengambil uang kuliah Anda," Aku geram, mendorong dia lagi dengan semua berat badan saya, "dan mendorong naik keledai!"Dan saya berputar di sekitar, berbaris kembali ke Jared's mobil seperti saya mengusap tanganku di air mata pada pipi saya.Bajingan kecil kotoran.Tapi sebelum saya mencapai Mobil, Jax ketagihan siku dan berputar saya kembali."Datang ke sini," Dia berkata sambil menggeram, dan mengangkat saya di bawah lengan saya, memegang saya di atasnya.Aku terkesiap, menatap dia dan melihat vena-vena yang menggembung di lehernya.Dia tersenyum, kegembiraan yang berkedip matanya saat ia menatap ke saya. "Aku cinta sialan Anda, bayi."Mataku bulat, dan saya whimpered di getaran yang menembak langsung dari hati saya ke inti saya."Ya?" Suara saya adalah hampir tidak mengintip. Ya ampun.Ia menggelengkan kepala, kejutan dan kebahagiaan yang ditulis seluruh wajahnya. "Saya lakukan. Aku mencintaimu, Juliet. Dan kau benar, oke?" Dia mengangguk. "Kau benar. Saya pikir saya tidak cukup baik. Saya pikir Anda akan berakhir maaf bahwa saya dalam hidup Anda, yang saya tidak orang aku seharusnya menjadi, dan aku tidak akan mampu membuat Anda bangga. Tapi aku salah. We belong bersama-sama."Dan dia membawa saya ke bawah, menghancurkan bibirnya dengan saya.Erangan berasal dari bagian belakang tenggorokan saya, dan saya melingkarkan tanganku di dia, dia memegang erat-erat.Dia mencium sudut mulut saya dan memeluk saya dekat, berbisik-bisik melawan leher saya. "Aku mencintaimu, dan jika kau mencintaiku," ia menarik napas keluar, "dan aku sudah baik untuk Anda, dan Anda sedang tidak berbohong kepada saya tentang itu, maka saya menjaga Anda. Aku fucking menjaga Anda.""Jax," Aku menangis lembut, membiarkan kepala jatuh kembali seperti ia pindah bibirnya pipi dan rahang saya. "I love you begitu banyak. Hanya pernah Anda."Tangannya, masih di bawah saya, mencapai belakangku dan threaded melalui rambut saya, memegang wajah saya masih. "Jangan pergi ke Arizona," ia berbisik terhadap mulutku. "Anda termasuk dengan saya, dan aku tidak ingin kau lebih dari sepuluh kaki jauhnya. Pernah lagi."Bibirnya lembut meleleh ke tambang, bermain dengan saya dalam waktu singkat, ciuman mendalam."Oke," Aku bergumam antara ciuman, "tapi Anda harus berhenti membayar untuk hal-hal."Dia mundur saya ke Jared's Mobil, salah satu tangan memegang leher saya, lain menggelapkan ke punggungku meraih pantatku. "Bagaimana Anda akan membayar untuk perguruan, ya?"Saya menciumnya lagi. "Pinjaman.""Pinjaman kuliah adalah perbudakan." Dia menciumku sekali lagi, menekan sendiri antara kedua kakiku.Kelopak mataku terbang, gelombang panas nya memukul saya sulit. "Jika kita tidak bekerja," Aku terkesiap, "Aku akan berutang uang. Jadi tidak ada.""Dan jika kita berolahraga" — ia mengangkat kaki saya bangun dan berkeliling dia — "itu akan menjadi hutang saya. Jadi tidak ada."Aku tersenyum, makan sampai bibirnya cepat dan sulit. "Tomat, untuk-mah-untuk."Saya dipecat jejak ciuman di rahang beliau, meraba cincin puting Nya melalui kaosnya hitam."Kotoran. Anda perlu berhenti." Dia memutar kepalanya, matanya ditutup dan mencari benar-benar dibatalkan. "Kau terobsesi dengan hal-hal yang sialan.""Ya." Aku sedikit sedikit lehernya, dekat dengan tato gigitan-mark. "Oh, dan aku tidak melakukan apapun threesomes dengan Cameron," saya menunjukkan, meletakkan ketentuan saya sendiri."Aku tahu."Saya nibbled lehernya. "Setidaknya tidak untuk sementara," Aku menjelaskan.Saya merasa dada Kocok dengan tawa."Aku mencintaimu.""Jadi mendapatkan saya ke tempat tidur.