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I am here because...

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I recognize...

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in my life there has been
a major imbalance,

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mainly caused by...

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what I have done in a criminal way.

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I want to promise myself

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that this is going to be
the most honest...

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confession of my life,

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and in doing that,

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I need to make
the long journey backwards

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to understand what I did,

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to acknowledge that,

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in some way to make
reparation for it,

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and to let those
whom I have offended

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know that, if possible.

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Basically what I want
to say to them is, you know,

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it should not have happened.

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It should not have happened.

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When I saw him the first time,

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oh, I think it was love at first sight.

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- I agree.
- I really do.

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It was easy to talk to her.

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It must be.
We've been together 41 years now.

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But he wasn't really practicing Buddhism.

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He used to go with me to church.

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Yeah. Before I even met you,

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I think I used to go to the chapel,

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just for peace and quiet,
you know, so--

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But then I still had to go to Ireland

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and talk to Maria's dad
and ask for her hand.

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- By then you were baptized.
- Yeah.

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- I think that was a big concern for my family.
- Yeah.

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We got married
December 26, 1964.

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I told Maria, I said,
"Would you like to go to the States?"

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It was a big step,

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but, you know, I was willing
to go anywhere Bob was going.

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Yeah.

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Ann was born May 9, 1966.

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Yeah, a bundle of joy, really.

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- She really was.
- Yeah.

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'Cause Bob was working
12 hours a day.

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We'd get dressed up,
and we'd go outside

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and wait for Bob
when he was coming home.

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Oh, she'd say, "Hi, Daddy,"

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and give me a hug
and kiss, you know.

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She was a perfect
little lady, you know.

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You could take her anyplace.

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In her own little way,
she was taking care of me.

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So then I went to work
one day a week,

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and then we decided
we'd buy a house-- this one.

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This one here.

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The one and only house we got.

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I was raised a really
strict Catholic in Ireland.

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I mean, that was our life.

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Yeah, and--

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There is no other religion.

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I thought she was a shining example
of a good Catholic

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who had faith in her religion

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whether I accepted all the beliefs
of the Catholic Church or not.

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But I believed something--

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And, you know, you raise
your kids that way, you know.

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That was part of our life.

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- It was our life, actually.
- It was.

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I found peace there,

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and, you know, comfort, I guess.

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Some people are born
to be leaders,

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some people are born to follow,
et cetera, you know.

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I like helping people,

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and, as one of my priest
friends said to me once,

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he said, "You're a people person."

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And I think that helped a lot to say,

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"Hey, I finally reached what--
or I'd like to do.

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"I think this is what I want to do.

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I think this is
what I'm called to do."

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I like to be with people.

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I felt I was good with people.

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I felt I was good with children.

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I've often asked myself,

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Why did I...

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Why do I like children so much?

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What do I want to do for them?

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I feel compassionate to children
that I see sort of cornered and--

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who image what I was
when I was their age

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and did not have

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somebody to turn to.

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I tend to want to reach out
to people like that.

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First time we met him was in 1971.

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I was so excited to meet
somebody from home.

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And I'd only been here,

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like, five years at that time.

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He would come and spend
his days off here.

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He had a really strong Irish accent
at that time,

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so we used to help him
with his sermons,

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and Ann would go places with him.

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Ann Jyono.

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Little Ann-- Ann was one
of the first people I met there,

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or at least her parents.

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Her mother was Irish,
father was Japanese--

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of Japanese extraction, I think--

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and was very welcome
at their home

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for many, many years
of my time in Lodi.

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I could, and was often
invited, to sleep over there.

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Perhaps that's where
some of the problems began

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in that-- in Ann's situation.

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There are two types
of people in the Church:

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the hierarchy in the sacred
pastures, as they call them,

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who are picked out by God to lead,

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and the vast throng
who are the lay people,

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and their duty is to be docile,
obedient followers.

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It says that.

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The system, it's a monarchy.

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All power rests in individuals,

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and so the system
protects those individuals

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because it believes
that that is the will

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of the higher power,
of the Almighty:

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that He wants those individuals

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to be powerful in order to control

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this portion of reality called Earth.

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And that's, I think, is--

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It may sound simplistic
and like science fiction,

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but that, in fact, is what it is.

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I was...

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a student for eight years at Holy Spirit,

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which is in the Sacramento Diocese,

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and they had some kind
of advertisement to Camp Pendola,

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and it was my first time ever
going away to camp.

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None of my friends
went to school there.

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I didn't know
anybody else there,

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and I actually wrote
a letter to my mom

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that she had--

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On the back of the envelope,

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I said I met a new friend,
and his name was Father O'Grady.

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I remember him coming
on a sleep-over with the other girls,

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and a couple of days later,

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the other girls breaking out
with poison oak,

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and them telling me
that I didn't have poison oak

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'cause I slept with Father.

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And I think the thing
that I'm going to regret most

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is that I allowed myself to--

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just to cuddling alongside her
in bed one night

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when she was visiting with me.

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I would...

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Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

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saya berada disini karena...

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aku mengenali...

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dalam hidupku telah ada
ketidakseimbangan besar,

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terutama disebabkan oleh...

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apa yang saya lakukan dalam cara pidana.

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saya ingin janji sendiri

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bahwa ini akan menjadi
paling jujur...

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pengakuan hidupku,

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dan dalam melakukan itu,

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saya perlu membuat
panjang perjalanan ke belakang

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untuk memahami apa yang saya lakukan,

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untuk mengakui bahwa,

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dalam beberapa cara untuk membuat
reparasi,

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dan membiarkan mereka
siapa saya telah menyinggung

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tahu bahwa, jika mungkin.

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pada dasarnya apa yang saya inginkan
katakan kepada mereka adalah, Anda tahu,

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itu seharusnya tidak terjadi.

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itu seharusnya tidak terjadi.

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Ketika aku melihatnya pertama kalinya,

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oh, saya pikir itu adalah cinta pada pandangan pertama.

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-saya setuju.
-saya benar-benar lakukan

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itu mudah untuk berbicara dengan her.

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harus.
kami sudah bersama 41 tahun sekarang.

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tapi ia benar-benar tidak berlatih agama Buddha.

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ia digunakan untuk pergi dengan saya ke gereja.

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ya. Sebelum aku bahkan bertemu Anda,

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saya pikir saya digunakan untuk pergi ke Kapel,

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hanya untuk kedamaian dan ketenangan,
Anda tahu, jadi--

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tapi kemudian aku masih harus pergi ke Irlandia

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dan berbicara dengan ayah Maria
dan meminta tangan Nya.

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- oleh maka kamu dibaptis.
-ya.

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-saya berpikir bahwa adalah keprihatinan besar bagi keluarga saya.
-ya.

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kami menikah
26 Desember 1964.

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kukatakan Maria, mengatakan,
"Anda ingin pergi ke Amerika Serikat?"

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itu adalah langkah besar,

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tapi, Anda tahu, saya bersedia
untuk pergi ke mana pun Bob adalah pergi.

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ya.

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Ann lahir 9 Mei 1966.

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ya, seikat sukacita, benar-benar.

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-dia benar-benar adalah.
-ya.

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karena Bob bekerja
12 jam hari.

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kami akan berpakaian,
dan kita akan pergi ke luar

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dan menunggu Bob
ketika ia masih datang rumah.

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Oh, dia akan berkata, "Hai, ayah,"

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dan memberiku pelukan
dan ciuman, Anda tahu.

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dia adalah sempurna
wanita kecil, yang Anda tahu.

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Anda bisa membawanya mana pun.

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dalam jalan kecil sendiri,
dia mengurus me.

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jadi aku pergi untuk bekerja
satu hari dalam seminggu,

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dan kemudian kami memutuskan
kami akan membeli sebuah rumah--ini satu.

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ini satu di sini.

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satu dan hanya rumah kami sampai.

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saya dibesarkan benar-benar
Katolik yang ketat di Irlandia.

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maksudku, itu adalah kehidupan kami.

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ya, dan--

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ada tidak ada lain agama.

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saya pikir dia adalah contoh
Katolik baik

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yang memiliki iman dalam agamanya

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Apakah saya menerima semua keyakinan
Gereja Katolik atau tidak.

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tetapi saya percaya sesuatu--

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dan, Anda tahu, Anda meningkatkan
anak-anak Anda dengan cara itu, Anda tahu.

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itu adalah bagian dari kehidupan kami.

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-itu adalah hidup kita, sebenarnya.
-itu.

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saya menemukan kedamaian di sana,

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dan, kau tahu, kenyamanan, saya kira.

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beberapa orang dilahirkan
menjadi pemimpin,

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beberapa orang dilahirkan untuk mengikuti,
dan sebagainya, Anda tahu.

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saya suka membantu orang,

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dan, sebagai salah satu imam saya
teman mengatakan kepada saya sekali,

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dia berkata, "Kau orang orang."

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dan saya pikir itu membantu banyak untuk mengatakan,

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"Hei, saya akhirnya mencapai apa--
atau saya ingin lakukan

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" Saya rasa ini adalah apa yang saya ingin lakukan

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I think ini adalah
apa aku dipanggil untuk melakukan. "

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I like to be with people.

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I felt I was good with people.

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I felt I was good with children.

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I've often asked myself,

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Why did I...

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Why do I like children so much?

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Apa yang ingin saya lakukan untuk mereka?

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saya merasa kasihan kepada anak-anak
bahwa saya melihat semacam tersudut dan--

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yang gambar apa yang aku
ketika aku masih usia mereka

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dan tidak memiliki

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seseorang untuk berpaling.

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saya cenderung ingin menjangkau
kepada orang-orang seperti itu.

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pertama kali kita bertemu dengannya adalah pada tahun 1971.

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aku sangat bersemangat untuk bertemu
seseorang dari rumah.

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dan aku akan hanya berada di sini,

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seperti, lima tahun pada waktu itu.

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dia akan datang dan menghabiskan
nya hari libur di sini.

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Ia punya aksen Irlandia benar-benar kuat
pada waktu itu,

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sehingga kita digunakan untuk membantunya
dengan khotbah,

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dan Ann pergi tempat dengan dia.

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Ann Jyono.

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Little Ann--Ann adalah salah satu
orang pertama yang saya temui di sana,

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atau setidaknya orang tua nya.

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ibunya adalah Irlandia,
ayahnya Jepang--

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ekstraksi Jepang, saya pikir--

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dan sangat welcome
di rumah mereka

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untuk bertahun-tahun
waktu saya di Lodi.

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aku bisa, dan sering
diundang, tidur atas sana.

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mungkin yang mana
beberapa masalah mulai

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itu--di Ann's situasi.

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ada dua jenis
orang dalam Jemaat:

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hierarki di Suci
padang rumput, ketika mereka menyebut mereka,

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yang diambil oleh Tuhan untuk memimpin,

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dan kerumunan besar
yang orang-orang awam,

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dan tugas mereka adalah untuk menjadi jinak,
taat pengikut.

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dikatakan bahwa.

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sistem, adalah monarki.

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segala kuasa bersandar pada individu,

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dan begitu sistem
melindungi orang-orang

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karena percaya
bahwa akan

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kekuasaan lebih tinggi,
yang Mahakuasa:

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bahwa dia ingin orang-orang

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menjadi kuat untuk mengendalikan

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bagian ini realitas yang disebut bumi.

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dan itu, Saya pikir, adalah--

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Kedengarannya sederhana
dan seperti fiksi ilmiah,

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tapi itu, pada kenyataannya, apa is.

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aku...

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mahasiswa untuk delapan tahun di Roh Kudus,

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iaitu di Keuskupan Sacramento,

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dan mereka memiliki beberapa jenis
iklan untuk Camp Pendola,

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dan itu adalah pertama kalinya saya pernah
akan pergi ke kamp.

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tak satu pun dari teman-teman saya
pergi ke sekolah ada.

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aku tidak tahu
orang lain ada,

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dan aku benar-benar menulis
surat kepada ibuku

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bahwa dia--

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di bagian belakang amplop,

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saya katakan saya bertemu teman baru,
dan namanya adalah Bapa O'Grady.

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saya ingat dia datang
pada tidur-over dengan gadis-gadis lain,

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dan beberapa hari kemudian,

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gadis-gadis lain yang melanggar keluar
dengan poison oak,

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dan mereka memberitahu saya
bahwa aku tidak punya poison oak

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karena aku tidur dengan Bapa.

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dan saya pikir hal yang
bahwa saya akan menyesal sebagian

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adalah bahwa aku membiarkan diriku untuk--

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hanya untuk memeluk bersama dia
di tempat tidur semalam

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ketika ia mengunjungi with me.

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aku akan...

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