Jodha with very cold apporch: Shens

Jodha with very cold apporch: Shenshah, apne aapko sambhaliye, she again wiped his tears... and said... Hame aapse koi narazgi nahi hai... par ye hmara dil jo hai usme koi ehsaas hi nahi hai... Lagta hai jese isme kuch mar gaya hai... Usme shayad prem ke liye ko jagah hi nahi bachi... nahi hum aapse nafrat karte hai nahi aapse prem karte hai... aap ne baar baar hamare dil ko thes pochai hai...Aur hume bahot taklif hui thi...par iss bar hum saare dard ki sima se aage badh gaye... Hame jine ki koi chah hi nahi aur marne ki abhi koi vajah nahi...shyad isko hi nirakar kehte hai... bas hamare dil me ek hi ehsaas bacha hai.. Ki aapke dard ko seh nahi sakta... Aapke ghaav hamre dil me dard dete hai...Aaapke aaso humare dil me kato ki tarah chubte hai... In tin dino me humne apne aap ko kanah ki bhakti me sop diya tha...Shayad iss sansar me kuch bacha hi nahi hamare liye...Pata nahi kyu par Hume aapki aankho me dekhne se dar lagta hai... kahi firse ...nafrat and finally her tears came out with sob ... Jalal was shocked to hear state of her mind and heart... He trembled... her peaceful voice complete shack him to the core... He realized that his ruthless behavior completely shattered her... He has lost her somewhere... She didn't sounded upset... she didn't sounded angry... He never thought she will change to this drastically... She went in to some type of coma... Jalal finally... with all his strength... moved his entire body towards her... He was in extreme pain but that pain was nothing compare his heart was feeling... He grab her both shoulder and hugged her tight... Jodha control her feeling not to move her hand... His guilt... his love... his warmth... finally melt her heart little more for him... She finally snack her hand through his broad chest to his back and hugged him tight... and cried out loud... His warm hug melted jodha's emotion ...Her rock hard heart melting like a mom for him... her heart has completely forgive him but still her mind was juggling... He cupped her face and said Jodha tum muje jo saja dena chaho de sakti ho... Par muje meri Jodha vapas chahiye...
Jodha with tears lowering her eyes... Shenshah... hume Jane dijye... apke khane vakt ho gaya hai... Jalal with deep voice: Jodha look in my eyes... Jodha's face is still lowered... she is looking down... Jalal asked her again...please Jodha... hamari Ankho me dekho... No response from Jodha... She is still looking down... Jalal lift her face from her chin...firmly asked Jodha look in my eyes... finally she slowly lift her eyes and both of them were eyeing each other with profound affection... Jalal saw in her eyes deep intense love for him... at last pleasant smile spared on his face ...although his shoulder started to bleed due to strain on it...Her emotionless eyes are filled with his love again...It was impossible for him to control any longer...He slowly came very near her face... cupped her face again and kissed on her cheek and he tried further to kiss on her lips but ...before he kiss her she stopped him put figure on his lips and said hame maaf kar dijye shenshah par hamre dil ne abhi iski ijaajat nahi di... Hamare itne nazdik aane ke liye aapko hamara dil phir se jitna padega...
Jalal with smirk: Jo hukum malika e Hindustan ka...Hame pata hai hamari jungle billi humse jayada vakt door nahi reh sakti...
She saw blood in his shoulder... She got panick...With angry tone: AApko ek baar me kuch samaj me kyu nahi aata... chup chap yah par beth jjaiye... Aur khabar dar yaha se hilne ki bhi koshish ki to...She walk towards table to get medicine with murmur: Itna khoon beh raha hai aur Janab ko prem karne ki soch rahe hai...
her murmur brought pleasant smile came on his face... Jodha came back with lep... Jalal is sitting on the bed staring at her without a blink...
Jodha with annoy look ab aap gurte hi rahenge ya apna kurta utareng...
Jalal with smirk and murmur iss baar ye jungle billi ne sherni ka roop dhar liya hai... lagata hai Abhi kaccha muje kha jayegi...
Jodha: Kya kaha aapne... Jara thik se boliye...
Jalal: Nahi Nahi Jodha begum me aapko kese kuch bol sakta hu... Jalal tried to take off his kurta but his wounds were so deep he couldn't took of his kurta... Jodha saw him struggling and told him... Rukiya... Hum madad karte hai aapki...
Jalal with smirk: Jodha begum, soch lijye, aapse hamari nazdikiya bardast nahi hogi...
Jodha gave him angry look and said: Ab aap ek sabd bhi nahi bolenge... Jodha open his kurta dori and slowly took of his kurta...and saw his body filled with wounds... She had no idea that he was injured that bad... Seeing his wounds her eyes filled with water... Jodha took lep and put in on his wound...as soon as it touches his body...Jalal scream in pain...It was burning...
He took lep from her hand and said... I am fine... their no need for this lep...
Jodha: Aap bacho ki tarah jid mad kijye... Ye malam se aapke ghav jaldi bhar jayenge...
Jalal: Nahi ye lep bahot jalan karta hai... Hum aese hi thik ho jayenge...
Jodha: thik he to phir, hume lagta hai aap aese hi thik ho jayenge, to aapko ab hamari koi aavshkyta nahi hai...aap aaram kijye hum chalte hai...
Jalal with mischievous tone: Rukiye Jodha begum, Apki to ek nazar hi kafi hai hame zakhmi karne ke liye... ye lep kya chiz hai...
Jodha smirk a little with her victory: She took a bowl of lep and started to put on Jalal's wound... Jalal is looking at her without a blink...His entire body was burning...In pain his eyes shedding tears...but he didn't move for a second... Jodha's hand were shivering...His wounds were deep but he didn't even said a word... Her face filled with his pain and tears rolled out from her eyes... Jalal's inner and outer both wounds got the medicine... he was feeling much relieved...
Dasi came inside with mild khichdi as per Jodha's instruction...
Jodha took bowl of Khichdi near Jalal, as soon as he saw Khichdi... Jalal with angry tone... Kya samaj rakha he aapne hum ye khayenge... Pure das ghante se humne kuch khya nahi aur aap hame ye bimaro ka khana khilaogi...
Jodha with smile: Ha ab ek hafte ke liye aapko yahi khana khana hai...
Jalal with anger: Har baat pe aap hum par hukum nahi chala sakti ... hum ye khana nahi khayenge... Ye bhi koi khane ki chij hai...
Jodha with smile: pata shenshah... Apki saltant me jayada tar log isi khane ko pane ke liye kitni mehnat karte hai...poore din mojoori karke yehi khana milta hai unhe... Aur is dal aur chawal se unka poora jivan chalta hai... aur ha kisi bhi surat me anan ka apman nahi karna chahiye...
Jalal realized his mistake immediately: Jodha begum, Aap sach keh rahi hai...Hamari riyaya issi khane se jinda hai...to hume bhi vohi khana chahiye... Hamari riyaya hamari santan hai...to jo unko milta hai vohi hume khana chahiye... Aaj se hum hafte me tin baar yahi khana hum khayenge...
Jodha got surprised and shocked... Suddenly change Jalal ... He is thinking so much deep for Riyaya... Ruthless Shenshah suddenly became a father of his saltant... Her tears came out in happiness... She forward spoon of khichdi to feed him... and at the same time both recall DWK...scene...How Jalal fed Rukaiya sweet... Jalal with very serious tone: Jodha begum, hume maaf kar dijye... Jodha lowered her eyes and continue feeding him... there was silence for long in the room... Jodha still had sting in her heart... Finally Jalal finished his dinner... Jodha: Aap aaram kijye hum thodi der me Kanah ki Aarti karke vapas aate hai... Jalal: Jodha begum, hum Agdha Sahib and Abdul se kuch jaruri baat ke liye milna chahte hai... Unhe hamre paas bhej dijye... Jodha with firm voice: Shenshah, AAp abhi aaram kijye... Kisi ko milne ki avshyakta nahi hai...kal subah mil lijye ga... Jalal looked at Jodha and smile at her...
Jalal went to sleep again...Jodha is sitting next him and staring at him ... he is sleeping in peace... his strong and powerful personality...looked so innocent while sleeping... Jodha's hand robotically went on his head to caress his hair... Jalal felt her touch in his sleep... pleasant smile came on his face... he swiftly opened his eyes... which embarrassed Jodha... She also swiftly took her hand off his head... Jalal gave her mischievous look and asked her... Jodha begum kya aapne hume maaf kardiya... Jodha didn't answer... Jalal to kya aapne khana kha liya...She respond Ji shenshah... Jalal: Kesi lagi apko khichdi Jodha begum... Jodha: achhi thi... Jodha was shocked...Apko kese pata chala humne kya khaya... humare piche jasoos rakhe hai aapne...
Jalal smirk... Hume pata tha ki aap aaj Khichdi hi khayegi... Hum bhi apko pehchante hai...Jodha smiled at Jalal... They both went to sleep...
Six days passed by... Jodha is taking care of Jalal... Staying with him entire day... she came to know his many little habits, she never noticed before...he eats every two hour... he brush his teeth three time a day... he does five time namaz... many more little things...they both came more and more close to each other... but Jodha could not forget about DWK insult... Jalal's health is getting better... Jalal's love and respect for her was growing deeper and deeper... The way she took care of him he was amused...every little things ...his medicine... his cloths... his food...even she was controlling his sleep... she helped him in walking...exercising... She learned how to make lep...Jalal completely became depended on her... Physically they were distant but emotionally they came much closer than before...
It was killing both of them inside their distance... they were so near but so apart from each other... Jodha was taking care of him like a nurse... there was a lot silence between them... Jalal tried many time but Jodha wounds were so deep she just smiled at him and avoid talking about it...