Chapter 9: jodha and jalal has lunc

Chapter 9: jodha and jalal has lunch together!

Sudden realization of being lost in the moment totally shook Jodha... Seeing Jalal's dark passionate desireful eyes, her face got filled with fear...she pulled herself back and two steps away from him. (She prayed to god... hey Krishna help me, what have I done?)

Jalal got confused seeing Jodha stepping back with a fearful face.

Before she could say anything, Jalal pinned her to the tree, holding her both hands tightly and stared at her with little resentment and strong desire for more. Jodha was not able to look at him directly, her eyes were down; she was feeling extremely guilty for her denial. She knew it was her fault because she didn't control herself and led him to this intense level.
Jalal held her face and lifted her chin up, he wanted look into her eyes and read her eyes once again. She slowly lifted her eyes up. Uninvited tears pricked out of her eyes with a little fear and lots of guilt in them. Seeing her in denial stage, Jalal merely asked her "Why are you testing my patience Jodha?"

Jodha stayed quiet, she had no answer to his question. He felt hurt, his ego got awfully bruised. With each passing second his patience was converting into anger. His head spin with refusal... He looked torn and extremely frustrated... His expression turns little by little dark and bleak; gradually his patience was diluted and converted in to rage... At last, with extreme fury, He shouted loudly "Jodha, It is so impossible to understand you, you are the one who allowed me to come so close to you, so why this rejection now?"

She stayed quiet as she had no answer to his question; she didn't respond to anything, her silence created fire inside him. With dangerous frustration, Jalal holds her shoulders harshly and pushed her away from himself and walked off.

Jalal's fury was at the mountain. Jodha got completely traumatized seeing his reaction. Jalal walked off and went near the pond. He took some stones in anger and started throwing them in the pond. Suddenly, he was feeling very empty and lonely.

Jodha decided to talk to him, she fearfully and cautiously went near the pond and in low tone she said "Shenshah" she paused briefly for a response from him but Jalal didn't respond and without looking at her, he started walking away from her.

Jodha called him again in pleading tone "Shenshah, please listen to me."

But he ignored her again. Jodha ran behind him and held his hand to stop him. He looked back with immense resentment and screamed "Get out from here, I don't want to see your face, I have no interest in having any conversation with you."

Jodha was still standing while holding his hand. Finally Jalal pushed her hand away with a jerk and before she could say anything he rode off towards the palace.

His anger was at the mountain... he felt like killing everyone, he was unable to handle her rejection, and he had never felt insulted like this before, ever. He always got what he wished for, many queens left their kingdoms to stay with Jalal. All of his begums were crazy for his one gaze, but there was something in Jodha which was completely different from others. Her every sentence, every word, every tear was affecting him intensely. This was the first time in his life that he was feeling defeated. He wanted to hurt her so much but he couldn't do that.

Jodha also rode back to the palace. She straight away went to see Jalal in his chamber but his guard stopped her at the entrance, she waited for Jalal's permission to go inside his chamber, Jalal saw her standing helplessly, while looking in her eyes he denied her request to meet him. She felt distinguish sting and antagonism in his eyes. She felt really guilty for making him feel this way and she wanted to make things right.

Jalal was completely shaken by what was happening between him and Jodha. He had realized and knew very well now that he was losing his control over his heart, His restless mind and heart both were broken and shattered. He cancelled all his meetings and requested Atgah Saheb, to take care of his political duties for the day. He wanted to stay alone for the day.

Seeing him that vulnerable she was feeling guilty...Jodha wanted to apologies him somehow, so she decided to cook his favorite dish for him for lunch. She made the entire meal for both of them. Maha Manga noticed this and was surprised to see Jodha cooking for Jalal.

After getting everything ready she went to Jalal's chamber and told Jalal's special bandi to go inside and ask if Shenshan is ready for his lunch and instructed her not to mention her name.

Jalal was deeply lost in his thought... He recalled their first kiss, first hug, how he carried her in his arms, their peaceful sleep, cuddling each other, all those beautiful moments they shared were repeating in his mind over and over again just like a movie. Remembering those beautiful moments his anger cooled down a little. The maid came inside and asked him "Shenshah, Are you ready to eat lunch?" and without looking at her he absentmindedly replied "Bring it in."

Jodha came in Jalal's chamber with all the food and started serving the food.
Jalal was still lost in his thoughts; he was standing near the window watching the birds flying in the sky. He didn't notice Jodha's presence; suddenly he heard the familiar sound of Jodha's payal and realized Jodha was there, he swiftly turned back towards her. She cheerfully smiled at him while serving food.

With anguished voice he shouted, "Why did you come to my chamber without my permission?"

Jodha playfully replied "I don't need anyone's permission to come to my husband's chamber."

Jalal got shocked with her answer and audacity , he replied with sarcastic tone, "Oh Jodha begum, so now you realized that I am your husband??"

She grinned at him and said teasingly "When did I deny that you are my husband?" She paused and smirked at him mischievously and then continued "Don't you see I am fulfilling my duty; I have cooked all this food for you."

Jalal's anger was slowly melting away seeing her cheerful impish face, "Do you know wife's duty?" he snapped,

Jodha replied sarcastically, "Shenshah, Actually this is my first experience, how would I know all my duties?? But you have more than 500 begums, you seems very knowledgeable in that area...why don't you teach me my all duties?" she sounded very much playful.

Jalal's anger almost vanished but still he was feeling bitter.

Jalal in his arrogant tone replied "I have told my favorite begum Rukaiya to teach you wife's duties. You are not that important, why would I waste my time on you?"

His words... favorite begum gave deep sting in her heart... Jodha gazed at him exasperatedly and immediately she replied in furious tone "You know what, let me call your favorite begum to feed you this food, Ohh... I forget that I am worthless begum... You should spend your quality time with your special chief and favorite begum... Sorry I have wasted your precious time."

She glance at him dryly... then with anger she got up from the chair to walk towards the door and before she could go out Jalal grabbed her hand and pulled her close wrapping his hands on her waist and teasingly said, "Oh! My new begum is jealous of my favorite Rukaiya begum!"

Jodha while looking towards the other side from Jalal irritably said "I am not jealous of anyone, leave me alone, and let me go. Don't waste your precious time Shenshah." She tried to come out of his grip but the more she tried the more strongly he gripped onto her wrist. Jodha with frustration looked at him and said bitterly "Shenshah, you can do anything with anyone; it doesn't affect me at all. You are not important in my life as well, I am happy with my Kanah."

His lips curved with amusing smirk seeing her jealous and frustrated, he pulled her a little more closely towards him and whispered in her ear "So why did you cook food for me begum Jodha? I think you do care about me, and you like me as well. Your word doesn't reach to your eyes ... I see deep longing for me in your eyes... I have noticed as soon as you see me your pale face sparkle with glow. "

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

Bab 9: jodha dan jalal memiliki makan siang bersama-sama!Realisasi mendadak hilang pada saat itu benar-benar mengguncang Jodha... Melihat Jalal's bergairah desireful mata gelap, wajahnya mendapat penuh dengan ketakutan... ia menarik dirinya kembali dan dua langkah darinya. (Ia berdoa kepada Tuhan... Hei Kresna membantu saya, apa yang telah saya lakukan?)Jalal bingung melihat Jodha melangkah kembali dengan wajah mengerikan.Sebelum dia bisa mengatakan apa-apa, Jalal disematkan padanya pohon, memegang dia kedua tangan erat dan menatapnya dengan sedikit kebencian dan keinginan yang kuat untuk lebih. Jodha itu tidak mampu melihatnya secara langsung, matanya turun; Dia merasa sangat bersalah penolakan nya. Dia tahu itu dia kesalahannya karena dia tidak mengendalikan dirinya sendiri dan membawanya ke tingkat ini intens.Jalal diadakan wajahnya dan mengangkat dagunya, ia ingin melihat ke dalam matanya dan membaca matanya sekali lagi. Ia perlahan-lahan ditinggikan matanya. Air mata tanpa diundang ditusuk dari matanya dengan sedikit takut dan banyak kesalahan di dalamnya. Melihat dia dalam tahap penyangkalan, Jalal hanya bertanya padanya "Mengapa Anda menguji kesabaran saya Jodha?"Jodha tinggal tenang, dia tidak memiliki jawaban untuk pertanyaan-nya. Dia merasa sakit hati, egonya mendapat sangat memar. Dengan kedua kesabarannya mengubah menjadi kemarahan. Kepala berputar dengan penolakan... Dia tampak sangat frustrasi dan robek... Ekspresi berubah sedikit demi sedikit gelap dan suram; secara bertahap kesabarannya diencerkan dan menjadi marah... Akhirnya, dengan kegeraman yang ekstrim, dia berteriak lantang "Jodha, sehingga mustahil untuk memahami Anda, Anda adalah orang yang memungkinkan saya untuk datang begitu dekat dengan Anda, jadi mengapa penolakan ini sekarang?"Dia tinggal tenang seperti ia tidak memiliki jawaban untuk pertanyaan-nya; Dia tidak merespon apa pun, dia api dibuat hening dalam dirinya. Dengan frustrasi berbahaya, Jalal memegang bahunya kasar dan menjauh dirinya sendiri dan berjalan pergi.Jalal's kemarahan pada gunung. Jodha benar-benar mendapat trauma melihat reaksinya. Jalal berjalan pergi dan pergi dekat kolam. Ia mengambil beberapa batu dalam kemarahan dan mulai melemparkan mereka di kolam. Tiba-tiba, ia merasa sangat kosong dan kesepian.Jodha memutuskan untuk berbicara kepadanya, dia ketakutan dan hati-hati pergi dekat kolam dan nada rendah dia mengatakan "Shenshah" Dia berhenti sebentar untuk respon dari dia tetapi Jalal tidak merespon dan tanpa memandang dia, dia mulai berjalan menjauh dari mereka.Jodha memanggilnya lagi di memohon nada "Shenshah, silakan mendengarkan aku."Tetapi ia mengabaikan dia lagi. Jodha berlari di belakangnya dan memegang tangannya untuk menghentikannya. Dia menoleh ke belakang dengan besar kebencian dan berteriak "Keluar dari sini, saya tidak ingin melihat wajah Anda, saya telah tertarik memiliki setiap percakapan dengan Anda."Jodha masih berdiri sambil memegang tangannya. Akhirnya Jalal mendorong tangannya dengan brengsek dan sebelum ia bisa mengatakan apa-apa dia naik kereta ke istana.Kemarahannya pada gunung... ia merasa seperti membunuh semua orang, ia tidak mampu menangani penolakan nya, dan ia tidak pernah merasa terhina seperti ini sebelumnya, pernah. Ia selalu mendapatkan apa yang dia berharap, banyak queens meninggalkan kerajaan mereka untuk tinggal dengan Jalal. Semua begums nya yang gila untuk tatapan satu, tetapi ada sesuatu dalam Jodha yang sama sekali berbeda dari orang lain. Nya setiap kalimat, setiap kata, setiap air mata mempengaruhi dia intens. Ini adalah pertama kalinya dalam hidupnya bahwa ia merasa dikalahkan. Dia ingin menyakiti dia begitu banyak tapi dia tidak bisa melakukan itu.Jodha juga naik kembali ke istana. Dia langsung pergi untuk melihat Jalal serambi nya tetapi penjaga berhenti padanya di pintu masuk, dia menunggu Jalal's izin untuk masuk ke dalam ruang nya, Jalal melihat dia berdiri tak berdaya, sambil melihat di matanya dia membantah permintaannya untuk bertemu dengannya. Dia merasa membedakan sting dan antagonisme di matanya. Dia merasa benar-benar bersalah untuk membuat dia merasa cara ini dan dia ingin membuat hal-hal yang benar.Jalal benar-benar terguncang oleh apa yang terjadi antara dirinya dan Jodha. Dia telah menyadari dan tahu dengan sangat baik sekarang bahwa ia kehilangan kekuasaannya atas hatinya, gelisah pikiran dan hati baik itu rusak dan hancur. Ia membatalkan semua pertemuan dan meminta Atgah Saheb, untuk mengurus tugasnya politik untuk hari. Dia ingin tinggal sendirian untuk hari.Melihat dia yang rentan dia merasa bersalah...Jodha ingin minta maaf dia entah bagaimana, sehingga ia memutuskan untuk memasak hidangan favorit nya baginya untuk makan siang. Dia membuat seluruh makanan bagi mereka berdua. Maha Manga melihat ini dan terkejut melihat memasak untuk Jalal Jodha.Setelah mendapatkan semuanya siap dia pergi ke chamber Jalal's dan mengatakan Jalal's bandi khusus untuk masuk dan meminta jika Shenshan siap untuk makan siang dan memerintahkan kepadanya untuk tidak menyebutkan namanya.Jalal sangat hilang dalam pemikirannya... Dia ingat mereka ciuman pertama, pelukan pertama, bagaimana ia membawanya dalam pelukannya, tidur mereka damai, memeluk satu sama lain, Semua momen-momen indah mereka berbagi yang berulang dalam pikirannya berulang-ulang seperti film. Mengingat saat-saat indah kemarahannya didinginkan sedikit. Pembantu datang dalam dan bertanya kepadanya "Shenshah, Apakah Anda siap untuk makan siang?" dan tanpa memandang dia nya melamun menjawab "Membawa."Jodha datang Jalal di ruang dengan semua makanan dan mulai melayani makanan.Jalal masih hilang dalam pikiran; Dia sedang berdiri di dekat jendela menonton burung-burung yang terbang di langit. Dia tidak menyadari kehadiran Jodha's; tiba-tiba ia mendengar suara akrab Jodha Zulfan dan menyadari Jodha berada di sana, ia dengan cepat berbalik kembali ke arahnya. Dia riang tersenyum padanya sambil menyajikan makanan.Dengan suara sedih ia berteriak, "Mengapa kau datang ke kamar saya tanpa izin saya?"Jodha Main-Main menjawab "Aku tidak membutuhkan izin siapa pun untuk datang ke bilik suamiku."Jalal mendapat terkejut dengan jawaban dan keberanian, dia menjawab dengan nada sarkastik, "Oh Jodha begum, jadi sekarang Anda menyadari bahwa saya suamimu??"Dia tersenyum padanya dan berkata bercanda "Ketika melakukan saya menolak bahwa Anda adalah suami saya?" Dia berhenti sejenak dan smirked dia nakal dan kemudian melanjutkan "Tidakkah kau lihat saya memenuhi tugas saya; Saya telah memasak semua makanan ini untuk Anda."Jalal's kemarahan perlahan-lahan mencair pergi melihat wajahnya impish ceria, "Apakah Anda tahu istri tugas?" bentak,Jodha menjawab dengan sinis, "Shenshah, sebenarnya ini adalah pengalaman pertama saya, bagaimana saya mengetahui semua tugas saya?? Tapi Anda memiliki lebih dari 500 begums, Anda tampaknya sangat luas di daerah itu... kenapa kau tidak mengajarkan saya saya semua tugas?"Dia terdengar sangat menyenangkan.Jalal's kemarahan hampir lenyap tetapi masih ia merasa pahit.Jalal nada sombong nya menjawab "Aku sudah mengatakannya begum favorit saya Rukaiya untuk mengajarkan Anda istri tugas. Anda tidak terlalu penting, mengapa akan buang waktu pada Anda?"Kata-kata... favorit begum memberikan sting mendalam dalam hatinya... Jodha menatap dia napas exasperatedly dan segera dia menjawab dengan marah nada "Anda tahu apa, biarkan saya telepon begum favorit Anda untuk memberi makan Anda makanan ini, oh... Aku lupa bahwa aku tak berharga begum... Anda harus menghabiskan waktu berkualitas dengan begum kepala dan favorit Anda khusus... Maaf saya telah menyia-nyiakan waktu berharga Anda."Dia melirik dia dryly... kemudian dengan kemarahan Dia bangkit dari kursi berjalan kearah pintu dan sebelum dia bisa pergi Jalal menyambar tangannya dan menariknya dekat membungkus tangan di pinggang dan bercanda mengatakan, "Oh! Begum baru saya cemburu begum Rukaiya favorit saya!"Jodha sambil memandang ke arah sisi lain dari Jalal kesal berkata "Aku tidak cemburu pada siapa pun, Tinggalkan aku sendirian, dan biarkan aku pergi. Jangan buang waktu berharga Anda Shenshah." Dia mencoba untuk keluar dari pegangannya tapi semakin ia mencoba lebih kuat ia mencengkeram ke pergelangan tangannya. Jodha dengan frustrasi memandangnya dan berkata pahit "Shenshah, Anda bisa melakukan sesuatu dengan siapa pun. itu tidak mempengaruhi saya sama sekali. Anda tidak penting dalam hidup saya juga, saya senang dengan saya Kanah. "Bibirnya melengkung dengan seringai lucu melihat dia cemburu dan frustrasi, ia menariknya sedikit lebih erat mendekat dan berbisik di telinganya "jadi mengapa melakukan Anda memasak makanan untukku begum Jodha? Saya pikir Anda peduli tentang saya, dan Anda seperti saya juga. Kata-kata Anda tidak mencapai mata Anda... Saya melihat kerinduan yang mendalam bagi saya di mata Anda... Saya telah melihat segera setelah Anda melihat saya Anda wajah pucat berbinar cahaya. "