To the outside world it might have

To the outside world it might have seemed that Eleanor had everything
that any child could want—everything that could make her happy. But
she was not happy. Instead her childhood was very sad.
Almost from the day of her birth, October 11, 1884, people noticed
that she was an unattractive child. As she grew older, she could not help
but notice her mother’s extraordinary beauty, as well as the beauty of her
aunts and cousins. Eleanor was plain looking, ordinary, even, as some
called her, homely. For a time she had to wear a bulky brace on her back
to straighten her crooked spine. b
When Eleanor was born, her parents had wanted a boy. They were
scarcely able to hide their disappointment. Later, with the arrival of two
boys, Elliott and Hall, Eleanor watched her mother hold the boys on her
lap and lovingly stroke their hair, while for Eleanor there seemed only
coolness, distance.
Feeling unwanted, Eleanor became shy and withdrawn. She also
developed many fears. She was afraid of the dark, afraid of animals, afraid
of other children, afraid of being scolded, afraid of strangers, afraid that
people would not like her. She was a frightened, lonely little girl.
The one joy in the early years of her life was her father, who always
seemed to care for her, love her. He used to dance with her, to pick her
up and throw her into the air while she laughed and laughed. He called
her “little golden hair” or “darling little Nell.”
Then, when she was six, her father left. An alcoholic, he went to live
in a sanitarium1 in Virginia in an attempt to deal with his drinking
problem. Eleanor missed him greatly.
Next her mother became ill with painful headaches. Sometimes for
hours at a time Eleanor would sit holding her mother’s head in her lap
and stroking her forehead. Nothing else seemed to relieve the pain. At
those times Eleanor often remembered how her mother had teased her
about her looks and called her “Granny.” But even at the age of seven
Eleanor was glad to be helping someone, glad to be needed—and noticed.
The next year, when Eleanor was eight, her mother, the beautiful
Anna, died. Afterward her brother Elliott suddenly caught diphtheria2
and he, too, died. Eleanor and her baby brother, Hall, were taken to live
with their grandmother in Manhattan.
A few months later another tragedy struck. Elliott Roosevelt, Eleanor’s
father, also died. Within eighteen months Eleanor had lost her mother,
a brother, and her dear father.

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Dunia luar itu mungkin tampak bahwa Eleanor memiliki segalanyabahwa setiap anak inginkan-segala sesuatu yang bisa membuatnya bahagia. Tapiia merasa tidak bahagia. Sebaliknya kecilnya adalah sangat sedih.Hampir dari hari kelahirannya, 11 Oktober 1884, orang-orang melihatDia adalah anak yang menarik. Saat ia tumbuh lebih tua, dia tidak bisa membantutapi melihat ibunya keindahan yang luar biasa, serta keindahan nyaBibi dan sepupu. Eleanor sangat jelas melihat, biasa, bahkan, seperti beberapamemanggilnya, sederhana. Untuk waktu yang ia harus memakai penjepit besar di punggungnyauntuk meluruskan tulang belakang bengkok. bKetika Eleanor lahir, orangtuanya telah menginginkan anak laki-laki. Merekahampir tidak dapat menyembunyikan kekecewaan mereka. Kemudian, dengan kedatangan duaanak laki-laki, Elliott dan Hall, Eleanor menyaksikan ibunya memegang anak-anak pada dirinyalap dan penuh cinta stroke rambut mereka, sedangkan untuk Eleanor tidak tampak hanyakesejukan, jarak.Perasaan yang tidak diinginkan, Eleanor menjadi pemalu. Dia jugamengembangkan banyak ketakutan. Dia adalah takut gelap, takut hewan, takutanak-anak lain, takut dimarahi, takut orang asing, takut bahwaorang tidak akan seperti dirinya. Dia adalah seorang gadis kecil yang ketakutan, kesepian.Satu kegembiraan dalam tahun-tahun awal hidupnya adalah pada ayahnya, yang selalutampaknya merawatnya, mencintainya. Ia digunakan untuk berdansa dengan dia, untuk memilih diaup dan melemparkan dia ke udara sementara dia tertawa dan tertawa. Dia disebutnya "rambut keemasan kecil" atau "darling Nell sedikit."Kemudian, ketika dia berumur 6 tahun, ayahnya meninggalkan. Seorang alkoholik, ia pergi untuk tinggaldi sanitarium1 di Virginia dalam upaya untuk menangani minumnyamasalah. Eleanor kehilangan dia sangat.Berikutnya ibunya sakit dengan sakit kepala yang menyakitkan. Kadang-kadang untukjam pada suatu waktu Eleanor akan duduk memegang dia ibu yang kepala di pangkuannyadan membelai dahinya. Tidak ada yang lain tampaknya mengurangi rasa sakit. Dimasa-masa Eleanor sering ingat bagaimana ibunya telah menggodanyatentang penampilannya dan disebut nya "Granny." Tetapi bahkan di usia tujuhEleanor adalah senang akan membantu seseorang, senang diperlukan- dan melihat.Tahun berikutnya, ketika Eleanor adalah delapan, ibunya, yang indahAnna, meninggal. Selanjutnya kakaknya Elliott tiba-tiba terjebak diphtheria2dan, juga, meninggal. Eleanor dan adiknya, Hall, diambil untuk hidupdengan nenek mereka di Manhattan.Beberapa bulan kemudian lain tragedi melanda. Elliott Roosevelt, EleanorBapa, juga meninggal. Dalam delapan belas bulan Eleanor telah kehilangan ibunya,saudara, dan ayahnya sayang.