Jalal's change of attitude towards

Jalal's change of attitude towards Hamida & inner talk
Jalal is walking towards Diwan e Khaas and saw Hamida banoo sitting on the bench peacefully with close eyes... Her face has immense calmness... Ray of sunlight was making her face glorious... His feet stopped robotically... he was astonished ... Jalal has never seen his Ammi Jaan relaxing like this... She always run around to finish different tasks... her list of work is sometime bigger than his work... She works till late night and wake up early in the morning... He never saw her doing anything for her own enjoyment... Seeing her resting in afternoon, a little surprising smile spread on his face ... He is standing there and seeing his mother's divine face...
While watching he lost in deep thoughts, everything has change since Jodha came to his life... he can see everything so clearly... he always kept distance from his ammi jaan but suddenly my heart wants my mother ... I am coming closer and closer to Ammi Jaan and getting detached from Badi Ammi. I always felt Ammi Jaan doesn't love us... I always felt she ignore us... I don't know when and why, I started to compare her with (maham)badi ammi ... Little by little I close my heart with bitterness towards ammi jaan ... It always hurt me, she picked her duty first than her own kids... but lately it feels what she has done was right ... I felt in the past that she was selfish but My vision has change now... my heart understand her sacrifice... her love... The way I look everything is so different and clear... I can see, she is a selfless person... who has sacrifice her motherhood... took hatred from her kids for their betterment... I still remember her helpless vulnerable eyes... when she went out for weeks leaving us in the palace. She always juggled between her kids and her duty towards sultanat... I have never given importance which she deserves...
Jalal recall her cheerful face with tears in DWK today... How grateful she was when he announced... He never saw this much contented feeling on her face before... The way she was relaxing felt like she took withdrawal from her duty... Suddenly he had intense crave and desire for motherly love ...
Unknowing... Magnetically... his heart moved towards her... He walked by the bench very slowly and sat in front of her on his knees bend down and put his head on her lap like a little child...
Hamida with little shock opened her eyes... and with amusement saw his son resting on her lap... Her heart started to beat fast... She forgot to breathe for a moment... in unexpected shocked, blissful tears rolled from her eyes... She didn't know at first how to act... Slowly, she put her hand on his head and started to caress on his hair for a minute... she was longing for this moment for ages... her unsatisfied dried motherhood feelings awake after the ages with hopes... She never had anticipated receiving this love from his son ... She never thought even in her dream that he will come back to her one day like this... She knew that he had started to respect her but she had no hope for love from him... She slowly lifted his face to see in his eyes... Both looked at each other... she saw his ten year old lost son in his innocent eyes... who is longing for her mother for years... his look gave a pinch in her heart... Her lonely life suddenly filled with love... She was much lonelier than Jalal... She lost her husband years ago and responsibility took her kids away from her... She had accepted this was her destiny...
Finally Jalal broke their silence and with his thick emotional tone... Ammi Jaan, Are you alright? Hamida with tears... "I don't know"... I can't take this much happiness... Feels like I am in dream... I can't believe my son is resting in my lap... Jalal gave her cute innocent smile and said... Ammi Jaan hame maaf kar dijye... Kaash aaj jo hum samaj rahe hai pandra (15) saal pehle samaj pate... Ammi Jaan hume aapki kurbani ka ehsaas hai... Pata nahi par kese humne apne dil ko pathar bana diya... aur hum apse door hote hi chale gaye... Aur achanak aaj kese hum aapke paas khiche chale aaye... Hamida wiped his tears with smile and hold him from his shoulder and both got up and she said with tears... Jalal, hum bahot akele hai... vada karo ki humse ab kabhi door nahi jaoge... They both hugged with smile on their face... They both sat on the bench next to each other...
Jalal asked: Ammi Jaan, Jo aman apke chehre pe aaj hai vo humne kabhi nahi dekha... aaj pehli baar aapko do peher me intminaan se aaram karte hue dekha...
Hamida with cheerful grin: Sach kahe to aaj hum itne khush he ki humari khushi ka koi andaja nahi hai... Aaj Diwan e Khaas me tumne jo ellan kiya usne sab badal diya... Hame koi ummid nahi thi ki kabhi tum riyaya ke bare apne dil se sochoge... tumme jo badlav hai use kayam rakhana... Aaj jo kiya hai uske liye me fakra se tumhe Shenshah bulana chahungi... Aaj tum sahi mayane me Shenshah ban gaye ho... Jalal with blush looked at her and said ammi jaan hamari mulakat ka vakt ho gaya hai... Hum chalte hai... Khuda Hafiz... Jalal walk towards DWK... Hamida is watching him with full of contentment...

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Jalal's perubahan sikap hamidah & batin bicara Jalal berjalan menuju Diwan e Khaas dan melihat hamidah banoo duduk di bangku damai dengan tutup mata... Wajahnya memiliki ketenangan yang sangat besar... Sinar matahari membuat wajah mulia... Kakinya berhenti robotically... ia tercengang... Jalal pernah melihat nya Ammi Jaan santai seperti ini... Dia selalu menjalankan sekitar untuk menyelesaikan tugas yang berbeda... daftar kerja kadang-kadang lebih besar dari karyanya... Dia bekerja sampai larut malam dan bangun pagi... Dia tidak pernah melihat dia melakukan apa pun untuk kesenangan sendiri... Melihat dia beristirahat di sore hari, sedikit mengejutkan smile menyebar di wajahnya... Dia berdiri di sana dan melihat wajah ilahi ibu-nya... Sambil menonton dia hilang dalam pemikiran yang mendalam, semuanya memiliki perubahan sejak Jodha datang hidupnya... dia dapat melihat segalanya begitu jelas... dia selalu memelihara jarak dari jaan ammi nya tetapi tiba-tiba hatiku ingin ibuku... Aku datang lebih dekat dan lebih dekat dengan Ami Jaan dan mendapatkan terlepas dari Badi Ammi. Aku selalu merasa Ammi Jaan tidak mencintai kita... Saya selalu merasa dia mengabaikan kita... Aku tidak tahu kapan dan mengapa, aku mulai membandingkan dirinya dengan Ami badi (maham)... Sedikit demi sedikit aku menutup hati saya dengan kepahitan menuju ammi jaan... Itu selalu menyakitiku, ia mengambil tugasnya pertama daripada anak-anaknya sendiri... tapi akhir-akhir ini rasanya apa yang telah dia lakukan benar... Saya merasa di masa lalu bahwa dia adalah egois tapi visi saya telah perubahan sekarang... hati saya mengerti dengan mengorbankan... cinta... Cara saya melihat segala sesuatu sangat berbeda dan jelas... Aku bisa melihat, dia adalah orang tanpa pamrih... yang telah mengorbankan ibu nya... mengambil kebencian dari anak-anaknya untuk kemajuan mereka... Saya masih ingat matanya rentan tak berdaya... ketika dia pergi untuk minggu yang meninggalkan kami di istana. Dia selalu juggled antara anak-anaknya dan tugasnya terhadap sultanat... Aku tidak pernah memberikan penting yang dia pantas... Jalal ingat wajahnya ceria dengan air mata di DWK hari ini... Betapa ia bersyukur bahwa ia adalah ketika ia mengumumkan... Dia tidak pernah melihat perasaan ini jauh lebih puas di wajahnya sebelum... Cara dia adalah menyegarkan merasa seperti dia mengambil penarikan dari tugasnya... Tiba-tiba ia intens mendambakan dan keinginan untuk keibuan cinta... Unknowing... Magnetically... his heart moved towards her... He walked by the bench very slowly and sat in front of her on his knees bend down and put his head on her lap like a little child... Hamida with little shock opened her eyes... and with amusement saw his son resting on her lap... Her heart started to beat fast... She forgot to breathe for a moment... in unexpected shocked, blissful tears rolled from her eyes... She didn't know at first how to act... Slowly, she put her hand on his head and started to caress on his hair for a minute... she was longing for this moment for ages... her unsatisfied dried motherhood feelings awake after the ages with hopes... She never had anticipated receiving this love from his son ... She never thought even in her dream that he will come back to her one day like this... She knew that he had started to respect her but she had no hope for love from him... She slowly lifted his face to see in his eyes... Both looked at each other... she saw his ten year old lost son in his innocent eyes... who is longing for her mother for years... his look gave a pinch in her heart... Her lonely life suddenly filled with love... She was much lonelier than Jalal... She lost her husband years ago and responsibility took her kids away from her... She had accepted this was her destiny... Finally Jalal broke their silence and with his thick emotional tone... Ammi Jaan, Are you alright? Hamida with tears... "I don't know"... I can't take this much happiness... Feels like I am in dream... I can't believe my son is resting in my lap... Jalal gave her cute innocent smile and said... Ammi Jaan hame maaf kar dijye... Kaash aaj jo hum samaj rahe hai pandra (15) saal pehle samaj pate... Ammi Jaan hume aapki kurbani ka ehsaas hai... Pata nahi par kese humne apne dil ko pathar bana diya... aur hum apse door hote hi chale gaye... Aur achanak aaj kese hum aapke paas khiche chale aaye... Hamida wiped his tears with smile and hold him from his shoulder and both got up and she said with tears... Jalal, hum bahot akele hai... vada karo ki humse ab kabhi door nahi jaoge... They both hugged with smile on their face... They both sat on the bench next to each other... Jalal asked: Ammi Jaan, Jo aman apke chehre pe aaj hai vo humne kabhi nahi dekha... aaj pehli baar aapko do peher me intminaan se aaram karte hue dekha... Hamidah dengan senyum ceria: Sach kahe untuk aaj hum itne khush ia ki humari khushi ka koi andaja hai nahi... Aaj Diwan e Khaas saya tumne jo ellan kiya usne sab badal diya... POV koi ummid nahi thi ki Meri tum riyaya ke telanjang apne dil se sochoge... tumme jo badlav hai menggunakan kayam rakhana... Aaj jo kiya hai uske liye saya fakra se tumhe Shenshah bulana chahungi... Aaj tum sahi mayane saya Shenshah ban gaye ho... Jalal dengan blush memandangnya dan berkata ammi jaan hamari mulakat ka vakt ho gaya hai... Hum chalte hai... Khuda Hafiz... Jalal berjalan menuju DWK... Hamidah yang mengawasi mereka dengan penuh kepuasan...