(This is one of my most favourite s

(This is one of my most favourite songs... I wish I could add Mp3 file... but I am not technically advance...I don't even know how to add picLOL)

Now she has lost her all patience... Her singing had extreme sadness... outside at the dasi's eyes started to shed her tears... All Jalal's personal servants were also surprised... entire day Jalal spend time for the preparation...
Jodha is still looking towards door... Dasi came inside and told Jodha to eat something but... she told her to wind up food and clean table... She doesn't feel like eating...Jodha is sitting in same position... her tears are flooding out of her eyes without stopping... Sorrow and pain started to turn in to negative thoughts... Where is shenshah? Is he playing with my emotions? All this was planned to shatter me... May be he is with Rukaiya begum and both of them laughing at my tears... her heart is not ready to accept that he can play games with her...but the situation was screaming out loudly that he is playing with her... Her heart was saying that... he loves me... She was having mixed thought... her heart was telling her Jalal is in love with her and can't betray her... and her mind was thinking he is playing with emotions... Night was getting darker and darker... only few candles were burning with Jodha's heart... Her anxiety was at the mountain... Her mind was completely captured by negative thoughts...
Jalal is in deep sleep...Not having clue what is happening to his most awaiting dream... Ruku is next to him sleeping with proud that he came to her... Half of the harem were getting jealous at Rukaiya and laughing at Jodha... Resham informed everyone that Jalal had taught Jodha begum a big lesson... he played with her ... invited her at his room ... Jodha is waiting for Jalal's in his room and Jalal is sleeping peacefully with Rukaiya begum...
Finally dark night passed with flood of tears and anxiety... It was early morning... Jodha was completely shattered... she was still sitting in same position looking at door with tears...
Jalal wake up from Maham's sleeping spell... He saw Rukaiya resting next to him...and become conscious... Night has passed and OMG Jodha...he got up abruptly with nervous face... He didn't understand what happened... how he went to sleep... what happened suddenly...Is he still in the dream or true... He didn't bother to wake up Rukaiya and Ran out of her room... He was so worried... and sad for Jodha... his dreamy evening and night passed... he felt like he has lost his world... He had million thoughts in minutes...
He entered in his room expecting big tornado...and looked at JODHA... He could tell she had shed tears entire night... Her face turned red and pale...her eyes were swollen... he could tell she didn't sleep for a minute... She was still looking at door without a blink... There was no reaction from her... felt like she was sleeping with open eyes and tears...Jalal was so scared to seeing her this condition... He went close to her and cupped her face and called her name... Jodha... Suddenly she wake up from her nightmare and realize Jalal has finally arrived...
She looked at him with immense pain and tears... without saying a word ... she got up from the bed with anger and started to walk away from him... Jalal grabbed her hand and said wait Jodha... Please listen to me... She looks at back to him with angry and fiery look said... Vow Shenshah... you really won everything today...you have played enough ...not any more. No more explanation... Your name will be at top on the history for your betrayal stories... You have broken your promise and my dreams... ... You can't love any one... You can't be loved by anyone... I hate you...You have proved that you are husband of 500 women's... You have right to break anyone's heart... You have done that successfully... hearing this hatred words in a shock Jalal loosed his grip and relived her hand... They both looked at each other with intolerable ache... Jodha ran out of his room...Jalal walked behind her but stopped looking at the gate to see bunch of begums outside his room...
News spread that Jalal went back to his room ... to see drama... half of harem women were outside waiting for Jodha... Jodha shocked to see harem women laughing and making fun of her... Pinaz begum stopped Jodha and asked her with taunt, how was your night begum Jodha? ... Other begums with laugh... Night with Shenshah's room and all of them laugh... another one said... Oh... Rukaiya begum had best night with Shenshah last night... other one said... " kuch logo uchi udan ka bahot shokh hota hai... jab muh ke bal girte hai tabhi pata chalta hai ... they all together mocking at Jodha... Jodha without any answer ran away from their...
Jalal was so shattered and shocked with Jodha's words... He went back to his room without saying a single word to those stupid begums. Jalal was hurt to extreme... he talked to himself... she thinks that I have done this knowingly... she didn't even listen to me...she thinks I am faking my love for her... Jalal was hurt deep with horrendous accuse... Jodha begum " Apko hum pe itna bhi yakin nahi?" Sahi kaha aapne ...You don't love me...You don't trust me...
They both were shatter without any fault...
Abdul also find out the news that Shenshah spend night with Rukaiya begum... Abdul was very much surprised... He immediately went to Shenshah's room... Jalal was not in mood to talk with anyone but he didn't want to upset Abdul so he allowed him to come inside. Abdul asked Jalal... What happened...? Why you have spent night with Ruku instead of Jodha... Jalal with regret and anger told entire story to Abdul... and finally said to Abdul... I was wrong... Jodha begum doesn't love me... She doesn't trust me... Finally Jalal requested Abdul... that he wants stay alone... Abdul with sad expression... got up... but Jalal stopped him and instruct him to make arrangement for camping out by pond... for next two days... and Keep that as secret... he wants to be alone their... With heavy heart he said... I can't stay in the palace and especially in this room with all decoration and my demolish dreams... I don't want to see Jodha and face her again... I can't see her in pain and I can't see hatred in her eye for me... I don't think I will get peace anywhere...
He called Agdha sahib and instructs him that he will not be available for next two days...
Jodha walking back to her room with tears and offensive behavior from Harem begums... On the way back she saw Rukaiya sitting on sofa in her room... They both saw each other... Jodha had no interest talking to any one... She was way broken... had no more courage left to talk or listen... but how can Ruku miss this big opportunity... She sends out Hosiyaar to call out Jodha to her room... Jodha had no choice but to see her... She wiped her tears and got ready for another attack on her self-esteem. Rukaiya with proud smile...Saw Jodha's condition... So Jodha begum... You know your value in this Harem... you are an ordinary begum... Never ever compare yourself with me... I have told you that Jalal will come to his most precious, special, essential begum only... You are nothing but a showpiece in this palace... and winning trophy for Jalal... He will come to you to fool around with you and have fun but never thought again that he will give you importance as Khaas begum... Without a word Jodha walked out from her room...
She went to her room with tears... she is sitting by kanah's temple and complaining... Why he has shattered her dream? Cried out loud... She is talking to Kanah..thinking about entire day and night...and suddenly she realized about everything he did to please her... she remembered his eyes with immense pain and regret ... She realized she didn't even listened to him... In her anger she told him ruthless words... he looked horrified listening to those word? Why he was sad... if it was a planned game then he should be happy... He didn't seem to be happy from any way... Jodha decided to see Jalal and ask for further clarification... and apologies for her ruthless words. She knew she was wrong... He can't betray her... doesn't matter he slept with Rukaiya... but there is no way he purposely tired to hurt her... No he loves me and he loves me a lot... She felt she made a big mistake accusing him with out listening him ... She decided to talk and apologies to him, after Kanah's Pooja... Suddenly she came to final conclusion that she was wrong... he loves her... and he loves her more than she can think...swiftly her all liveliness came back... she felt fresh and relived with her own inside talk...
Jodha took shower and finished Kanah's prayer... again got dressed up beautifully... and went to see Jalal to his room... Jalal was not in his room... She asked his personal dasi... She said he is out for two days and they don't know where he went...She felt depressed and sad hearing this...
Abdul saw Jodha with sad expression...He went near Jodha... and respectfully said... Adab to her... She was not in mood to discuss anything with anyone but out of respect she smiled back at him. Abdul asked Jodha, if she was looking for Jalal. Suddenly with hope she asked him...yes!!! Do you know where Shenshah is? Abdul said yes I know, but he can't tell anyone where he is as per his orders? Then Abdul said... When he left he was very angry and sad... He left palace to just avoid facing with you Jodha begum... He was so restless he needed peace... so if you can give him peace... then you should know where you can find him...but don't hurt him anymore and be ready for his extreme resentment...
Jodha knew what he was saying... he gave her hint of his location and his condition without breaking his promise to Jalal. She said thank you with teary eyes with folded hand...

NEXT: JALAL'S EXTREME ANGER AND MOST AWAITING...SRRR