Jodha gathered herself... She was f

Jodha gathered herself... She was feeling much lighter after pouring out her grief... Her bitterness and anger flowed out with her tears... she started to realize his intense remorse and his guilt which started to bother her... She started to feel that she was too harsh on him...Immediately her mellow heart wanted to soothe him... worriedly she went back to Jalal's chamber but he was not there. Maid informed her that Jalal is not in the palace... He went out for some political work and no one knows when he will come back.

Jodha disappointedly thought - 'Ohhh will I not be able to see him even today on this special day of Karva Chauth???' She regretfully thought and scolded herself...'I even didn't mention it to him that I am fasting for him...I should have told him about the auspicious occasion of Karva Chauth' then with sad face she went back to her chamber. She was also in the same helpless condition like Jalal.

After few hours, Jodha again went to his chamber to ensure for the last time if he was back. She wanted to see him before the final ritual of Karwa Chauth. But with disappointed heart she walked back to her room. She got dressed up like a newly wedded dulhan(bride) with solah shringar(full makeup) but without any interest. She remembered the day of her marriage. She had no interest in getting dressed then and today again she was feeling the same. Her expert hair designer and dresser, Reva dressed her up with all the shringar and red chania choli. And finally she looked at herself in the mirror and filled her maang with sindoor. Unwanted tears rolled out again from her delicate cheeks. Even in dull and gloomy face she looked better than any poet's dream and imagination. She had a fake smile on her face.

Jodha was standing in the balcony waiting for moon to come and subconsciously Jalal too. Finally the moon came before Jalal reached.

Entire day Jalal was cursing himself for what he had done. His empty stomach and heart were filled with hatred and guilty for himself. Hours had passed in his guiltiness. He just wanted to see her sparkling, innocent and mischievous eyes. He wished many times to God to give her peace and happiness. Day passed and it was almost night time. Finally he decided to go back to the palace.

Hungry and depressed Jalal came back to the palace. Robotically he walked towards Jodha's chamber instead of his. Jodha was standing near his painting and looking at it, then she looked back at the moon. She folded her hands to pray for Jalal, for his long life and said loudly- "Hame maaf kar dijiye... Aapke hote hue hum aapki tasveer ko dekh kar hamara vrat todenge... Hum nahi chahte aapke haath se hamara vrat toote... Hame phir se uss pal ki yaad maar dalegi, jab aapne bhari sabha mein hamare mooh tak mithai lakar Rukaiya begum ko vo mithai khilai thi aur Rukaiya Begum ki jhuthi mithai hume khilai thi... Uss baat ko hum kitna bhi chahen bhool nahi sakte..." (Please forgive me Jalal... Even after your presence I am breaking my fast looking at your painting rather than at you... But I don't want you to break my fast... remembering that moment again will kill me, when in front of the whole darbar you fed my part of sweet to Begum Rukaiya and made me eat the remaining part of her sweet...)

Jalal was standing by the door hearing her talking to herself. Her conversation gave shiver inside his entire body. His weak body trembled in pain.

Finally Jodha looked through a sieve towards the moon and turned back to see Jalal's painting. But instead of his painting she saw him standing at the door crying silently. He wiped his tears to clear his vision... Jalal walked closer to see her through the sieve. They both looked at each other through a sieve without a blink. Jodha's sad and dull face suddenly filled up with glow. He was stuck there looking at her. Many depressing events in a day and empty stomach brought enormous stress on his brain. His vision got fuzzy. He felt everything was moving around him...but he tried to balance himself. To control his balance he moved towards the sofa and sat on it. He barely made it there and got knocked out for few seconds. Seeing this Jodha yelled- "Jalal..." She ran to support him.

Jalal opened his eyes and said- "I am fine... I just felt a little dizzy..."

Jodha saw his sorrowful eyes and knew how his entire day was. Jodha got up swiftly to get a glass of water and tried to feed him. But he stopped her hand forcefully. Seeing his condition and eyes expression she asked him with tears- "Kya aapne bhi vrat rakha hai???" (Are you fasting Shahenshah???)

Jalal was surprised because no one knew that he was fasting. He didn't reply to her. She asked him again, firmly- "Hume bataiye kya apne vrat rakha hai??" (Tell me, are you fasting??)

Jalal again didn't answer. Now Jodha didn't need an answer. She knew he was fasting. Seeing his condition she forgot her sorrow. And with anger she scolded him- "Kyu rakha vrat aapne??? Kisne bola tha??? Har do ghante me aapko chote bachon ki tarah bhukh lagti hai... Aur aaj poora din aapne kuch nahi khaya..." (Why did you keep the fast and with whose permission??? Who asked you to do so??? Don't you know you have a habit of eating like a child in every two hours... Then why didn't you eat the whole day???)

Seeing him silent she frustratingly asked him again "Kya apne pani bhi nahi piya??" (You didn't even drink water???)

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Jodha gathered herself... She was feeling much lighter after pouring out her grief... Her bitterness and anger flowed out with her tears... she started to realize his intense remorse and his guilt which started to bother her... She started to feel that she was too harsh on him...Immediately her mellow heart wanted to soothe him... worriedly she went back to Jalal's chamber but he was not there. Maid informed her that Jalal is not in the palace... He went out for some political work and no one knows when he will come back.Jodha disappointedly thought - 'Ohhh will I not be able to see him even today on this special day of Karva Chauth???' She regretfully thought and scolded herself...'I even didn't mention it to him that I am fasting for him...I should have told him about the auspicious occasion of Karva Chauth' then with sad face she went back to her chamber. She was also in the same helpless condition like Jalal.Setelah beberapa jam, Jodha lagi pergi ke chamber nya untuk memastikan untuk terakhir kalinya jika ia kembali. Dia ingin melihat dia sebelum akhir upacara Karwa Chauth. Tapi dengan hati yang kecewa ia berjalan kembali kekamarnya. Dia mendapat berpakaian seperti baru menikahi dulhan(bride) dengan solah shringar(full makeup) tetapi tanpa bunga. Dia teringat hari pernikahannya. Ia tidak tertarik dalam berpakaian kemudian dan hari ini lagi dia merasa sama. Desainer ahli rambut dan rias nya, darisuhadi berdandan dirinya dengan semua shringar dan choli merah chania. Dan akhirnya dia melihat dirinya di cermin dan maang nya dipenuhi sindoor. Air mata yang tidak diinginkan digulirkan lagi dari pipi yang halus. Bahkan di wajah kusam dan suram dia tampak lebih baik daripada penyair segala impian dan imajinasi. Dia memiliki senyum palsu di wajahnya.Jodha berdiri di balkon menunggu bulan untuk datang dan sadar Jalal terlalu. Akhirnya bulan datang sebelum Jalal tercapai.Seluruh hari Jalal adalah mengutuk dirinya sendiri untuk apa yang dilakukannya. Nya perut kosong dan hati yang penuh dengan kebencian dan bersalah untuk dirinya sendiri. Jam telah berlalu di guiltiness nya. Dia hanya ingin lihat matanya berkilau, tidak bersalah dan nakal. Dia berharap banyak kali kepada Tuhan untuk memberikan dia kedamaian dan kebahagiaan. Hari berlalu dan itu hampir waktu malam. Akhirnya ia memutuskan untuk kembali ke istana.Hungry and depressed Jalal came back to the palace. Robotically he walked towards Jodha's chamber instead of his. Jodha was standing near his painting and looking at it, then she looked back at the moon. She folded her hands to pray for Jalal, for his long life and said loudly- "Hame maaf kar dijiye... Aapke hote hue hum aapki tasveer ko dekh kar hamara vrat todenge... Hum nahi chahte aapke haath se hamara vrat toote... Hame phir se uss pal ki yaad maar dalegi, jab aapne bhari sabha mein hamare mooh tak mithai lakar Rukaiya begum ko vo mithai khilai thi aur Rukaiya Begum ki jhuthi mithai hume khilai thi... Uss baat ko hum kitna bhi chahen bhool nahi sakte..." (Please forgive me Jalal... Even after your presence I am breaking my fast looking at your painting rather than at you... But I don't want you to break my fast... remembering that moment again will kill me, when in front of the whole darbar you fed my part of sweet to Begum Rukaiya and made me eat the remaining part of her sweet...)Jalal was standing by the door hearing her talking to herself. Her conversation gave shiver inside his entire body. His weak body trembled in pain.Finally Jodha looked through a sieve towards the moon and turned back to see Jalal's painting. But instead of his painting she saw him standing at the door crying silently. He wiped his tears to clear his vision... Jalal walked closer to see her through the sieve. They both looked at each other through a sieve without a blink. Jodha's sad and dull face suddenly filled up with glow. He was stuck there looking at her. Many depressing events in a day and empty stomach brought enormous stress on his brain. His vision got fuzzy. He felt everything was moving around him...but he tried to balance himself. To control his balance he moved towards the sofa and sat on it. He barely made it there and got knocked out for few seconds. Seeing this Jodha yelled- "Jalal..." She ran to support him.Jalal opened his eyes and said- "I am fine... I just felt a little dizzy..."Jodha saw his sorrowful eyes and knew how his entire day was. Jodha got up swiftly to get a glass of water and tried to feed him. But he stopped her hand forcefully. Seeing his condition and eyes expression she asked him with tears- "Kya aapne bhi vrat rakha hai???" (Are you fasting Shahenshah???)Jalal was surprised because no one knew that he was fasting. He didn't reply to her. She asked him again, firmly- "Hume bataiye kya apne vrat rakha hai??" (Tell me, are you fasting??)Jalal again didn't answer. Now Jodha didn't need an answer. She knew he was fasting. Seeing his condition she forgot her sorrow. And with anger she scolded him- "Kyu rakha vrat aapne??? Kisne bola tha??? Har do ghante me aapko chote bachon ki tarah bhukh lagti hai... Aur aaj poora din aapne kuch nahi khaya..." (Why did you keep the fast and with whose permission??? Who asked you to do so??? Don't you know you have a habit of eating like a child in every two hours... Then why didn't you eat the whole day???)Seeing him silent she frustratingly asked him again "Kya apne pani bhi nahi piya??" (You didn't even drink water???)

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Jodha berkumpul dirinya ... Dia merasa jauh lebih ringan setelah mencurahkan kesedihannya ... kepahitan dan kemarahan-Nya mengalir keluar dengan air matanya ... dia mulai menyadari nya penyesalan intens dan kesalahannya yang mulai mengganggunya ... Dia mulai merasa bahwa dia terlalu keras pada dia ... Segera hati mellow nya ingin menenangkan dia ... cemas dia kembali ke ruang Jalal tapi dia tidak ada. Pembantu memberitahunya bahwa Jalal tidak di istana ... Dia pergi keluar untuk beberapa pekerjaan politik dan tidak ada yang tahu kapan ia akan kembali. Jodha disappointedly berpikir - "Ohhh akan saya tidak bisa melihatnya bahkan hari ini pada hari istimewa ini dari Karva Chauth ??? " Dia menyesal berpikir dan memarahi dirinya sendiri ... "Aku bahkan tidak menyebutkan kepadanya bahwa saya berpuasa untuknya ... Aku harus mengatakan kepadanya tentang kesempatan yang baik dari Karva Chauth 'kemudian dengan wajah sedih dia pergi kembali padanya chamber. Dia juga dalam kondisi tak berdaya sama seperti Jalal. Setelah beberapa jam, Jodha lagi pergi ke kamarnya untuk memastikan untuk terakhir kalinya jika ia kembali. Dia ingin melihat dia sebelum ritual akhir Karwa Chauth. Tapi dengan hati kecewa dia berjalan kembali ke kamarnya. Dia berpakaian seperti seorang dulhan baru kawin (pengantin) dengan solah Shringar (full makeup) tapi tanpa bunga. Dia ingat hari pernikahannya. Dia tidak tertarik dalam mendapatkan berpakaian dulu dan sekarang lagi ia merasa sama. Ahli nya desainer rambut dan rias, Reva berpakaian tubuhnya dengan semua Shringar dan choli chania merah. Dan akhirnya dia melihat dirinya di cermin dan penuh maang nya dengan sindoor. Air mata yang tidak diinginkan digulirkan lagi dari pipi halus nya. Bahkan di wajah kusam dan suram dia tampak lebih baik daripada mimpi setiap penyair dan imajinasi. Dia memiliki senyum palsu di wajahnya. Jodha berdiri di balkon menunggu bulan untuk datang dan sadar Jalal juga. Akhirnya bulan datang sebelum Jalal mencapai. Seluruh hari Jalal mengutuk dirinya sendiri karena apa yang telah dilakukannya. Perut kosong dan hati yang penuh dengan kebencian dan bersalah untuk dirinya sendiri. Jam telah berlalu dalam tuduhan bersalah nya. Dia hanya ingin melihat mata berbinar, polos dan nakal nya. Dia berharap berkali-kali kepada Tuhan untuk memberikan kedamaian dan kebahagiaan nya. Hari berlalu dan itu hampir waktu malam. Akhirnya ia memutuskan untuk kembali ke istana. Lapar dan tertekan Jalal kembali ke istana. Robot ia berjalan menuju ruang Jodha bukannya nya. Jodha berdiri di dekat lukisan dan melihat itu, kemudian dia kembali menatap bulan. Dia melipat tangannya untuk berdoa bagi Jalal, untuk hidup panjang dan berkata loudly- "Hame maaf kar dijiye ... Aapke hote hue hum aapki Tasveer ko dekh kar Hamara vrat todenge ... Hum nahi chahte Aapke haath se Hamara vrat toote. .. Hame Phir se uss pal ki yaad maar dalegi, jab aapne Bhari sabha mein hamare MOOH tak mithai Lakar Rukaiya begum ko vo mithai khilai thi aur Rukaiya Begum ki jhuthi mithai hume khilai thi ... Uss baat ko hum Kitna bhi chahen Bhool nahi sakte ... "(Maafkan saya Jalal ... Bahkan setelah kehadiran Anda saya berbuka puasa saya melihat lukisan Anda bukan pada Anda ... Tapi aku tidak ingin kau berbuka puasa saya ... mengingat saat itu lagi akan membunuhku, ketika di depan seluruh darbar Anda makan bagian saya manis Begum Rukaiya dan membuat saya makan sisa bagian dari manis ...) Jalal sedang berdiri di dekat pintu mendengar dia berbicara pada dirinya sendiri. Percakapannya memberi menggigil dalam seluruh tubuhnya. Tubuh yang lemah gemetar kesakitan. Akhirnya Jodha melihat melalui saringan menuju bulan dan berbalik untuk melihat lukisan Jalal itu. Tapi bukannya lukisannya dia melihat dia berdiri di pintu menangis diam-diam. Dia menyeka air matanya untuk membersihkan visinya ... Jalal berjalan mendekat untuk melihat dia melalui saringan. Mereka berdua saling memandang melalui saringan tanpa berkedip. Wajah sedih dan kusam Jodha tiba-tiba penuh dengan cahaya. Dia terjebak di sana menatapnya. Banyak kejadian menyedihkan dalam satu hari dan kosong perut membawa stres besar pada otaknya. Visinya punya kabur. Dia merasa semuanya bergerak di sekelilingnya ... tapi ia mencoba untuk menyeimbangkan dirinya sendiri. Untuk mengontrol keseimbangan ia bergerak menuju sofa dan duduk di atasnya. Dia hampir tidak dibuat di sana dan mendapat tersingkir selama beberapa detik. Melihat Jodha ini yelled- "Jalal ..." Dia berlari untuk mendukungnya. Jalal membuka matanya dan bilang- "Saya baik-baik saja ... Aku hanya merasa sedikit pusing ..." Jodha melihat mata sedih dan tahu bagaimana nya sepanjang hari itu. Jodha bangkit dengan cepat untuk mendapatkan segelas air dan mencoba untuk memberinya makan. Tapi dia berhenti tangannya paksa. Melihat kondisi dan matanya ekspresi dia bertanya dengan tears- "Kya aapne bhi vrat rakha hai ???" (Apakah Anda puasa Shahenshah ???) Jalal terkejut karena tidak ada yang tahu bahwa ia berpuasa. Dia tidak membalas dia. Dia bertanya lagi, firmly- "Hume bataiye kya apne vrat rakha hai ??" (Katakan padaku, apakah Anda berpuasa ??) Jalal lagi tidak menjawab. Sekarang Jodha tidak perlu jawaban. Dia tahu dia berpuasa. Melihat kondisinya dia lupa kesedihannya. Dan dengan marah dia memarahi dia- "Kyu rakha vrat aapne ??? Kisne bola tha ??? Har melakukan ghante saya aapko Chote bachon ki tarah bhukh lagti hai ... Aur Aaj Poor din aapne kuch nahi khaya ..." (Mengapa apakah Anda tetap cepat dan dengan izin yang ??? Siapa yang meminta Anda untuk melakukannya ??? Apa kau tidak tahu Anda memiliki kebiasaan makan seperti seorang anak di setiap dua jam ... Lalu kenapa tidak Anda makan sepanjang hari ???) Melihat dia diam dia putus asa bertanya lagi "Kya apne pani bhi nahi piya ??" (Anda bahkan tidak minum air ???)