It's not that I want to spend time

It's not that I want to spend time with you but you are king of this sultanate and your order means a lot to me so it is best for me that I don't go back to cottage." She paused to see his face, hint of victory smirk smeared on his face... She cleverly continue "But I rather spend my night under the tree because even I don't want to force you to spend time with me. You are the king so if you want to spend time with me then I will come to boat with you otherwise I can spend night under the tree." She responded cunningly.

He meanly squinted his eyes and responded "I am really tired and frustrated with your attitude so I even don't want to spend time with you anymore but your safety is my responsibility, I can't leave you alone here and if you go back then people will laugh at you, so unfortunately, I have no choice other than order you to accompany me to the boat."

Scoundrel she murmured silently.

"As you wish Jillela-Hi" She replied sarcastically, slight hint of blush glowed her face and sparkled her moist long lashes of her eyes in the dim fire lights which Abdul arranged on throughout their way.

Jalal got mesmerized seeing her radiance glow, her anger spread and completely blushed her cheeks and nose, and her moist, long eyelashes were making her doe like beautiful eyes look very innocent. 'Yah Allah apne isko badi fursat se banaya hoga... she is so beautiful!!! She has amazing powerful grace and at the same time she looks so innocent just like a child, her beauty is beyond any comparison, without any expensive jewelries and in simple cotton outfit, I can't take my eyes off her, I have never wished anything more than her... God why are you so unfair to me??? Why is she not a princess???'

He was so charmed by her, he overlooked everything and forwarded his hand lovingly towards her and then softly whispered "Come Radha, Walk with me."

His genuine tone softened her a little, she slowly gave her hand with smile and calmly but genuinely said "Shahenshah hope you will not regret later for holding my hand."

While walking towards the boat Jalal replied lovingly "Radha just to hold your hand, I can fight anyone in this world. You are too precious." I can't live without you anymore...he silently thought.

"Too much flirting!!!" She softly laughed and replied too quickly while taking his sweet talk lightly as a joke.

"Radha, I am very serious." He said in impassive tone while gazing at her.

Seriousness in his sound gave her a surprising shock. She instantly looked up at him. His intense romantic penetrating constant stare tickled her, she couldn't control the pinch of blush and hint of smile on her face. Oh god...again his eyes are pulling me towards him. Why my heart desires this beast???

"Shahenshah if you really feel that to just hold my hand you can fight with anyone, then you owe me an apology for your harsh behavior."

"I apologized to a bandi (maid) in front of so many begums today. Wasn't it enough for you Radha?" Jalal asked tetchily.

"It sounds like apologizing was not a big thing for you but apology to a low cheap class maid was a big thing." She snapped back at him bitterly and took her hand away from his and started to walk briskly.

"You know Radha you are impossible to talk to, just for your information... Jalaluddin Muhammad has never apologized to anyone in his life in front of the court. So keep your mouth shut and walk." He frustratingly responded.

"Truth is always bitter" She muttered in low tone and swiftly started to walk.

She is too arrogant and annoying...he murmured.

Radha thought, I think I was too rude to him... He forwarded his hand lovingly towards me, also he did apologize to me in front of so many people but I don't understand why he acts weird. Sometimes I feel like he has split personality.

Both of them walked in silence for few minutes, Radha waited for Jalal to catch up to her and then she asked "Shahenshah, can I ask you something?"

He gave her dry gaze and nodded his head and murmured "Hmmm..."

"Shahenshah, sometimes I don't understand you at all, at times you are so loving, caring, brave, kind hearted like a fairytale prince charming and sometimes you are so vicious, cruel, egoistic, and heartless like some beast or monster. Sometimes you make me feel like I am queen of your heart and sometimes you make me feel like my value is not more than the sole of your leather shoes. Why are you so weird?" She asked softly but in a complaining tone.

"I do agree with you Radha, I do have dual personality, sometimes I am only Jalal and sometimes I am a Shahenshah..." He responded quizzingly.

"So you agree sometimes you act like a Beast. Got it!!! So tell me who is the Beast, Shahenshah or Jalaluddin Muhammad???" She snapped at him with her question.

"Depends Radha, When Shahenshah is in war, he is a beast and thirsts for blood but in Diwan E Khaas Shahenshah acts like a father to his awwam, he is loving, caring, and kind." He paused to see her expressions but before he could continue she quickly asked "What about Jalaluddin Muhammad?"

He darkly smirked at her curiosity and answered sharply "When Jalal is in bed with a woman, he is mesmerizing, charming, loving and gentle but when someone disrespects women Jalal is worse than a beast."

"Shahenshah, you are too good in playing with words, I am so confused, I can't understand what's filled in your heart for me hatred...love...care...or respect?" She asked indolently.

"Radha, only your heart can answer your question about what's in my heart. But I doubt your heart will find answer because no one has found my heart yet." He answered mysteriously.

"Ummm...So... Am I queen of your heart or sole of your shoes?" she smirked at him and teasingly said "Answer carefully Shahenshah..." she felt like patting her back with pride by asking him confusing question.

His lips curved with most romantic flattery smirk... He replied in sensual whisper "Oh... Radha, You are one and only Sole owner of my heart."

Her mouth opened with Awww... shock... She couldn't accept what she just heard, it took her few second to understand what he just said, she thought... 'Oh my god... Is he making fun of me??? Is he jesting??? Does he really know what he just said???' Her heart skipped a few beats, she looked at him with shocking unbelievable... dubious ... Skeptical expression and tried to read his face.

Seeing her reluctant expression he laughed out loud and said "Oh Radha... you really are so innocent and confused, I was just joking... I don't even know the meaning of SOLE OWNER OF MY HEART... I am not that romantic kind."

She sighed out with relieved breath and squinted her eyes and annoyingly said "Shahenshah, It's not funny, don't laugh and I hate it when you avoid answering my questions."

He replied in serious tone "You're insisting, then listen, you are not a queen of my heart or the sole of my shoes, I am also confused and I can't define your place in my life Radha."

"May be I don't even exist anywhere... No actually, I can define clearly, I am a palace worker and you are a king. That's it... " She unsuccessfully tried to hide her sadness in her sarcastic tone...

He squeezed her hand softly and requested in soft tone "Radha, please can we talk about something else."

"As you wish JillElahi." she sarcastically continued and asked "So Shahenshah, what are you going to do with the painting you have purchased."

"Oh... Your painting... Ummm... I will hang it on the center wall of Rukaiya begum's chamber." He replied teasingly.

I hate that bitch...she thought.

"The queen of your heart Rukaiya Begum, seems like you are missing her... it is obvious you miss her." She couldn't hide the jealousy in her tone.

"Radha... Why are you so jealous of Rukaiya begum, have you fallen in love with me?" He asked her bluntly.

She instantly replied hesitantly "Are you out of your mind Shahenshah...Love and you... No way!!! Impossible... and There is nothing comparable between Rukaiya begum and me. And Rukaiya begum is the last person in the world I will be jealous of."

Jalal secretly smirked seeing her so jealous...He replied impassively "I agree Radha. There is no comparison between Rukaiya and you."

What does he mean?? Is he saying Rukaiya begum is better than me or I am better than her??? Oh god he is so clever ... It's the best to keep quiet and not ask him.

After few minutes' walk, she genuinely asked in a complaining tone "Shahenshah I am too tired because entire day I have worked so much and last few days I worked day and night on those paintings, I didn't get proper sleep so feeling extremely exhausted. Do you know just to please you, we all maids woke up in the middle of the night and got ready, then carried all the stuff to our stalls to set it up early. I have no energy left to walk anymore, how far do we have to walk??" She looked and sounded very tired.

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It's not that I want to spend time with you but you are king of this sultanate and your order means a lot to me so it is best for me that I don't go back to cottage." She paused to see his face, hint of victory smirk smeared on his face... She cleverly continue "But I rather spend my night under the tree because even I don't want to force you to spend time with me. You are the king so if you want to spend time with me then I will come to boat with you otherwise I can spend night under the tree." She responded cunningly.He meanly squinted his eyes and responded "I am really tired and frustrated with your attitude so I even don't want to spend time with you anymore but your safety is my responsibility, I can't leave you alone here and if you go back then people will laugh at you, so unfortunately, I have no choice other than order you to accompany me to the boat."Scoundrel she murmured silently."As you wish Jillela-Hi" She replied sarcastically, slight hint of blush glowed her face and sparkled her moist long lashes of her eyes in the dim fire lights which Abdul arranged on throughout their way.Jalal mendapat terpesona melihat radiance nya cahaya, kemarahan menyebar dan benar-benar tersipu nya pipi dan hidung, dan nya lembab, panjang bulu mata membuat nya doe seperti mata indah terlihat sangat tidak bersalah. ' Yah Allah apne isko badi fursat se banaya hoga... dia begitu indah! Ia memiliki kasih karunia kuat yang luar biasa dan pada saat yang sama dia tampak begitu polos seperti seorang anak, kecantikannya berada di luar perbandingan apapun, tanpa setiap perhiasan mahal dan di sederhana cotton pakaian, aku tidak bisa mengambil mataku dari dia, aku tidak pernah berharap apapun lebih daripada dia... Allah Mengapa Apakah Anda begitu tidak adil bagi saya??? Mengapa Apakah dia tidak seorang putri???'Dia begitu terpesona oleh dia, ia diabaikan segalanya dan diteruskan tangannya penuh cinta terhadap dia dan kemudian lembut berbisik "Datang Radha, kaki dengan saya."Nada asli nya melunak dia sedikit, ia perlahan-lahan memberi tangannya dengan senyum dan tenang tapi benar-benar berkata "Shahenshah harapan Anda tidak akan menyesal kemudian untuk memegang tanganku."Sambil berjalan kearah perahu Jalal menjawab dengan kasih "Radha hanya untuk memegang tanganmu, aku bisa melawan siapa pun di dunia ini. Anda terlalu berharga." Aku tidak bisa hidup tanpa Anda lagi... diam-diam pikirnya."Terlalu banyak menggoda!!!" Ia lembut tertawa dan menjawab terlalu cepat saat mengambil Pembicaraannya manis ringan sebagai lelucon."Radha, aku sangat serius." Dia berkata dalam nada pasif sambil menatap dia.Seriousness in his sound gave her a surprising shock. She instantly looked up at him. His intense romantic penetrating constant stare tickled her, she couldn't control the pinch of blush and hint of smile on her face. Oh god...again his eyes are pulling me towards him. Why my heart desires this beast???"Shahenshah if you really feel that to just hold my hand you can fight with anyone, then you owe me an apology for your harsh behavior.""I apologized to a bandi (maid) in front of so many begums today. Wasn't it enough for you Radha?" Jalal asked tetchily."It sounds like apologizing was not a big thing for you but apology to a low cheap class maid was a big thing." She snapped back at him bitterly and took her hand away from his and started to walk briskly."You know Radha you are impossible to talk to, just for your information... Jalaluddin Muhammad has never apologized to anyone in his life in front of the court. So keep your mouth shut and walk." He frustratingly responded."Truth is always bitter" She muttered in low tone and swiftly started to walk.She is too arrogant and annoying...he murmured.Radha thought, I think I was too rude to him... He forwarded his hand lovingly towards me, also he did apologize to me in front of so many people but I don't understand why he acts weird. Sometimes I feel like he has split personality.Both of them walked in silence for few minutes, Radha waited for Jalal to catch up to her and then she asked "Shahenshah, can I ask you something?"He gave her dry gaze and nodded his head and murmured "Hmmm...""Shahenshah, sometimes I don't understand you at all, at times you are so loving, caring, brave, kind hearted like a fairytale prince charming and sometimes you are so vicious, cruel, egoistic, and heartless like some beast or monster. Sometimes you make me feel like I am queen of your heart and sometimes you make me feel like my value is not more than the sole of your leather shoes. Why are you so weird?" She asked softly but in a complaining tone."I do agree with you Radha, I do have dual personality, sometimes I am only Jalal and sometimes I am a Shahenshah..." He responded quizzingly."So you agree sometimes you act like a Beast. Got it!!! So tell me who is the Beast, Shahenshah or Jalaluddin Muhammad???" She snapped at him with her question."Depends Radha, When Shahenshah is in war, he is a beast and thirsts for blood but in Diwan E Khaas Shahenshah acts like a father to his awwam, he is loving, caring, and kind." He paused to see her expressions but before he could continue she quickly asked "What about Jalaluddin Muhammad?"He darkly smirked at her curiosity and answered sharply "When Jalal is in bed with a woman, he is mesmerizing, charming, loving and gentle but when someone disrespects women Jalal is worse than a beast.""Shahenshah, you are too good in playing with words, I am so confused, I can't understand what's filled in your heart for me hatred...love...care...or respect?" She asked indolently."Radha, only your heart can answer your question about what's in my heart. But I doubt your heart will find answer because no one has found my heart yet." He answered mysteriously."Ummm...So... Am I queen of your heart or sole of your shoes?" she smirked at him and teasingly said "Answer carefully Shahenshah..." she felt like patting her back with pride by asking him confusing question.His lips curved with most romantic flattery smirk... He replied in sensual whisper "Oh... Radha, You are one and only Sole owner of my heart."Her mouth opened with Awww... shock... She couldn't accept what she just heard, it took her few second to understand what he just said, she thought... 'Oh my god... Is he making fun of me??? Is he jesting??? Does he really know what he just said???' Her heart skipped a few beats, she looked at him with shocking unbelievable... dubious ... Skeptical expression and tried to read his face.Seeing her reluctant expression he laughed out loud and said "Oh Radha... you really are so innocent and confused, I was just joking... I don't even know the meaning of SOLE OWNER OF MY HEART... I am not that romantic kind."She sighed out with relieved breath and squinted her eyes and annoyingly said "Shahenshah, It's not funny, don't laugh and I hate it when you avoid answering my questions."He replied in serious tone "You're insisting, then listen, you are not a queen of my heart or the sole of my shoes, I am also confused and I can't define your place in my life Radha.""May be I don't even exist anywhere... No actually, I can define clearly, I am a palace worker and you are a king. That's it... " She unsuccessfully tried to hide her sadness in her sarcastic tone...He squeezed her hand softly and requested in soft tone "Radha, please can we talk about something else.""As you wish JillElahi." she sarcastically continued and asked "So Shahenshah, what are you going to do with the painting you have purchased.""Oh... Your painting... Ummm... I will hang it on the center wall of Rukaiya begum's chamber." He replied teasingly.I hate that bitch...she thought."The queen of your heart Rukaiya Begum, seems like you are missing her... it is obvious you miss her." She couldn't hide the jealousy in her tone."Radha... Why are you so jealous of Rukaiya begum, have you fallen in love with me?" He asked her bluntly.She instantly replied hesitantly "Are you out of your mind Shahenshah...Love and you... No way!!! Impossible... and There is nothing comparable between Rukaiya begum and me. And Rukaiya begum is the last person in the world I will be jealous of."Jalal secretly smirked seeing her so jealous...He replied impassively "I agree Radha. There is no comparison between Rukaiya and you."What does he mean?? Is he saying Rukaiya begum is better than me or I am better than her??? Oh god he is so clever ... It's the best to keep quiet and not ask him.After few minutes' walk, she genuinely asked in a complaining tone "Shahenshah I am too tired because entire day I have worked so much and last few days I worked day and night on those paintings, I didn't get proper sleep so feeling extremely exhausted. Do you know just to please you, we all maids woke up in the middle of the night and got ready, then carried all the stuff to our stalls to set it up early. I have no energy left to walk anymore, how far do we have to walk??" She looked and sounded very tired.

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Ini bukan berarti saya ingin menghabiskan waktu dengan Anda, tapi Anda adalah raja kesultanan ini dan pesanan Anda berarti banyak bagi saya jadi yang terbaik bagi saya bahwa saya tidak kembali ke pondok. "Dia berhenti sejenak untuk melihat wajahnya, sedikit kemenangan seringai dioleskan di wajahnya ... Dia cerdik melanjutkan "Tapi aku lebih suka menghabiskan malam saya di bawah pohon karena bahkan aku tidak ingin memaksa Anda untuk menghabiskan waktu dengan saya. Anda adalah raja jadi jika Anda ingin menghabiskan waktu dengan saya maka saya akan datang ke perahu dengan Anda kalau tidak aku bisa bermalam di bawah pohon. "Dia menjawab licik. Dia kejam menyipitkan matanya dan menjawab "Saya benar-benar lelah dan frustrasi dengan Sikap Anda jadi saya bahkan tidak ingin menghabiskan waktu dengan Anda lagi tapi keselamatan Anda adalah tanggung jawab saya, saya tidak bisa meninggalkan Anda sendirian di sini dan jika Anda kembali maka orang akan menertawakan Anda, jadi sayangnya, saya tidak punya pilihan lain dari urutan yang Anda menemani saya ke perahu. " Scoundrel gumamnya dalam hati. "Ketika Anda ingin Jillela-Hi" Dia menjawab sinis, sedikit sedikit blush bersinar wajahnya dan berbinar bulu mata panjang lembab nya matanya di lampu redup api yang Abdul diatur di sepanjang perjalanan mereka. Jalal mendapat terpesona melihatnya pancaran cahaya, kemarahan menyebar dan benar-benar tersipu pipi dan hidung, dan lembab, bulu mata yang panjang yang membuat doe nya seperti mata yang indah terlihat sangat polos. "Yah Allah apne Isko badi fursat se Banaya Hoga ... dia begitu indah !!! Dia memiliki kasih karunia yang kuat luar biasa dan pada saat yang sama ia terlihat begitu polos seperti anak kecil, kecantikannya adalah perbandingan luar apapun, tanpa perhiasan mahal dan pakaian katun sederhana, saya tidak bisa mengalihkan pandangan dari dia, saya tidak pernah berharap sesuatu yang lebih dari dia ... Tuhan kenapa kau sangat tidak adil bagi saya ??? Mengapa dia tidak putri ??? " Dia begitu terpesona olehnya, ia diabaikan segala sesuatu dan diteruskan tangannya dengan penuh kasih ke arahnya dan kemudian lembut berbisik "Ayo Radha, Berjalanlah dengan saya." Nada asli Nya melunak nya sedikit, ia perlahan-lahan memberikan tangannya sambil tersenyum dan dengan tenang tapi benar-benar mengatakan "Shahenshah harap Anda tidak akan menyesal kemudian untuk memegang tanganku." Sambil berjalan menuju perahu Jalal menjawab dengan penuh kasih "Radha hanya untuk memegang tangan Anda, saya bisa melawan siapa pun di dunia ini. Anda terlalu berharga. " Aku tidak bisa hidup tanpa Anda lagi ... dia diam-diam berpikir. "Terlalu banyak menggoda !!!" Dia lembut tertawa dan menjawab terlalu cepat saat mengambil bicara manis ringan sebagai lelucon. "Radha, saya sangat serius." Dia mengatakan dalam nada tenang sambil menatap ke arahnya. Keseriusan dalam suara nya memberinya kejutan mengejutkan. Dia langsung menatapnya. Intens menembus tatapan konstan romantis menggelitik, dia tidak bisa mengendalikan sejumput memerah dan sedikit senyum di wajahnya. Oh Tuhan ... lagi matanya menarikku ke arahnya. Mengapa hatiku keinginan binatang ini ??? "Shahenshah jika Anda benar-benar merasa bahwa hanya memegang tangan saya, Anda dapat bertarung dengan siapa pun, maka Anda berutang permintaan maaf untuk perilaku keras Anda." "Saya meminta maaf kepada bandi (pembantu) di depan begitu banyak begums hari ini. Apakah tidak cukup bagi Anda Radha? " Tanya Jalal tetchily. "Kedengarannya seperti meminta maaf bukanlah hal yang besar bagi Anda, tetapi permintaan maaf kepada kelas murah pembantu rendah adalah hal yang besar." Dia tersentak kembali padanya pahit dan mengambil tangannya dari dan mulai berjalan cepat. "Kau tahu Radha Anda tidak mungkin untuk berbicara dengan, hanya untuk informasi Anda ... Jalaluddin Muhammad tidak pernah meminta maaf kepada siapa pun dalam hidupnya di depan pengadilan. Jadi tutup mulut dan berjalan. " Dia putus asa menjawab. "Kebenaran selalu pahit" Dia bergumam dengan nada rendah dan cepat mulai berjalan. Dia terlalu sombong dan menjengkelkan ... gumamnya. Radha berpikir, saya pikir saya terlalu kasar padanya ... Dia diteruskan nya tangan penuh kasih terhadap saya, juga dia meminta maaf kepada saya di depan begitu banyak orang tapi saya tidak mengerti mengapa dia bertindak aneh. Kadang-kadang aku merasa seperti dia telah berpisah kepribadian. Keduanya berjalan dalam diam selama beberapa menit, Radha menunggu Jalal untuk mengejar dan kemudian dia bertanya "Shahenshah, bisa saya menanyakan sesuatu?" Dia memberi tatapan kering dan mengangguk-nya kepala dan bergumam "Hmmm ..." "Shahenshah, kadang-kadang saya tidak mengerti sama sekali, kadang-kadang Anda begitu penuh kasih, peduli, berani, baik hati seperti seorang pangeran dongeng menarik dan kadang-kadang Anda begitu kejam, kejam, egois , dan berperasaan seperti beberapa binatang atau rakasa. Kadang-kadang Anda membuat saya merasa seperti saya ratu hati dan kadang-kadang Anda membuat saya merasa seperti saya nilai tidak lebih dari telapak sepatu kulit Anda. Mengapa kau begitu aneh? " Dia bertanya lembut tapi dengan nada mengeluh. "Saya setuju dengan Anda Radha, saya punya kepribadian ganda, kadang-kadang saya hanya Jalal dan kadang-kadang saya seorang Shahenshah ..." Dia menjawab quizzingly. "kadang-kadang Jadi, Anda setuju Anda bertindak seperti Beast. Got it !!! Jadi, katakan padaku siapa Beast, Shahenshah atau Jalaluddin Muhammad ??? " Dia membentaknya dengan pertanyaannya. "Tergantung Radha, Ketika Shahenshah adalah dalam perang, ia adalah binatang dan haus darah tetapi dalam Diwan E Khaas Shahenshah bertindak seperti seorang ayah untuk Awwam, ia adalah mencintai, peduli, dan baik." Dia berhenti sejenak untuk melihat ekspresi, tapi sebelum dia bisa melanjutkan dia cepat bertanya "Bagaimana Jalaluddin Muhammad?" Dia muram menyeringai rasa ingin tahunya dan menjawab tajam "Ketika Jalal adalah di tempat tidur dengan seorang wanita, ia memukau, menarik, penuh kasih dan lembut tapi ketika seseorang tidak menghormati wanita Jalal lebih buruk dari binatang. " "Shahenshah, Anda terlalu baik dalam bermain dengan kata-kata, saya jadi bingung, saya tidak bisa mengerti apa yang diisi hatimu untukku kebencian ... cinta ... perawatan ... atau rasa hormat? " Dia bertanya indolently. "Radha, hanya hati Anda dapat menjawab pertanyaan Anda tentang apa yang ada di hati saya. Tapi aku ragu hatimu akan menemukan jawabannya karena belum ada yang menemukan hati saya belum." Dia menjawab misterius. "Ummm ... Jadi ... Am I ratu hati atau sol sepatu Anda?" dia menyeringai ke arahnya dan menggoda mengatakan "Jawaban hati-hati Shahenshah ..." dia merasa seperti menepuk-nepuk punggungnya dengan bangga dengan memintanya pertanyaan membingungkan. Bibirnya melengkung dengan paling romantis pujian seringai ... Dia menjawab berbisik sensual "Oh ... Radha, Anda satu-satunya pemilik Sole hatiku. " Mulutnya dibuka dengan Awww ... shock ... Dia tidak bisa menerima apa yang baru saja ia dengar, butuh beberapa detik dia mengerti apa yang baru saja ia berkata, pikirnya ... 'Oh my god ... Apakah dia mengolok-olok saya ??? Apakah dia bercanda ??? Apakah dia benar-benar tahu apa yang baru saja ia berkata ??? " Hatinya melewatkan beberapa ketukan, ia menatapnya dengan luar biasa ... meragukan ... Skeptis ekspresi mengejutkan dan mencoba membaca wajahnya. Melihat ekspresi enggan padanya bahwa dia tertawa terbahak-bahak dan berkata "Oh Radha ... Anda benar-benar begitu tidak bersalah dan bingung, aku hanya bercanda ... Aku bahkan tidak tahu arti SENDIRI PEMILIK HATIKU ... Saya bukan tipe yang romantis. " Dia mendesah dengan napas lega dan menyipitkan matanya dan mengganggu mengatakan " Shahenshah, Ini tidak lucu, jangan tertawa dan aku benci kalau Anda menghindari menjawab pertanyaan saya. " Dia menjawab dengan nada serius "Kau bersikeras, kemudian mendengarkan, Anda bukan ratu hatiku atau telapak sepatu saya , saya juga bingung dan saya tidak dapat menentukan tempat Anda dalam hidup saya Radha. " "Mungkin aku bahkan tidak ada di mana saja ... Tidak benar, saya dapat menentukan dengan jelas, saya seorang pekerja istana dan Engkau adalah raja . Itu saja ... "Dia gagal mencoba untuk menyembunyikan kesedihannya dengan nada sarkastis nya ... Dia meremas tangannya lembut dan meminta dengan nada lembut "Radha, silahkan dapat kita berbicara tentang sesuatu yang lain." "Seperti yang Anda inginkan JillElahi." dia sinis melanjutkan dan bertanya "Jadi Shahenshah, apa yang akan Anda lakukan dengan lukisan yang Anda beli." "Oh ... lukisan Anda ... Ummm ... aku akan menggantungnya di dinding ruang tengah Rukaiya begum itu. " Dia menjawab menggoda. Aku benci jalang itu ... dia pikir. "Ratu hati Anda Rukaiya Begum, sepertinya Anda kehilangan dia ... jelas Anda merindukannya." Dia tidak bisa menyembunyikan kecemburuan dalam nada suaranya. "Radha ... Mengapa kau begitu cemburu Rukaiya begum, Anda telah jatuh cinta dengan saya?" Dia bertanya terus terang. Dia langsung menjawab ragu-ragu "Apakah Anda keluar dari pikiran Anda Shahenshah ... Cinta dan Anda ... Tidak ada cara !!! Mustahil ... dan ada yang sebanding antara Rukaiya begum dan saya. Dan Rukaiya begum adalah orang terakhir di dunia ini saya akan iri. " Jalal diam-diam menyeringai melihat begitu cemburu ... Dia menjawab tanpa ekspresi "Saya setuju Radha. Tidak ada perbandingan antara Rukaiya dan Anda." Apa maksudnya ?? Apakah dia mengatakan Rukaiya begum lebih baik dari saya atau saya lebih baik dari dia ??? Oh tuhan dia begitu pintar ... Ini yang terbaik untuk tetap diam dan tidak bertanya padanya. Setelah beberapa menit berjalan kaki, dia benar-benar bertanya dengan nada mengeluh "Shahenshah aku terlalu lelah karena sepanjang hari saya telah bekerja begitu banyak dan terakhir beberapa hari saya bekerja siang dan malam pada lukisan-lukisan, saya tidak mendapatkan tidur yang tepat sehingga merasa sangat lelah. Apakah Anda tahu hanya untuk menyenangkan Anda, kita semua pelayan terbangun di tengah malam dan bersiap-siap, kemudian membawa semua barang-barang untuk warung kita untuk memasangnya awal. Saya tidak memiliki energi yang tersisa untuk berjalan lagi, seberapa jauh kita harus berjalan ?? " Dia terlihat dan terdengar sangat lelah.