And I don’t want to believe I deser

And I don’t want to believe I deserve not to have you. And I swear to God, I’ll spend the rest of my life making this up to you.”
Her lower lip trembled.
Maggie’s hand tightened on hers. “Do you still love him?”
She choked on her response. “I’m afraid I can’t do it anymore.”
Maggie’s eyes burned with a fierceness that shot sparks. “Yes, you can. You can do it again, and again, and again. If you love him enough.”
Her husband stepped down from the mic and made his way toward her. The carefully built wall rocked on its foundation. “It was always you. You made me whole again.”
And then, he knelt before her and placed his hands against her belly.
“My baby,” he whispered. “I was afraid I had nothing to give. But I do. And I want to give it all to you.”
The wall trembled with a shattering force and crashed around her.
Alexa made her choice.
She pulled him up and stepped into his arms. He held her close, his mouth to her ear, his hands around her back, as he whispered his promise to never hurt her again. A round of applause broke the silence, with loud hoots and high fives.
Maggie grinned. “About time you came to your senses, big brother.”
Nicholas grabbed his sister and brought her into the embrace. His face reflected a lightness and peace Alexa had glimpsed before, but never seen burn bright.
“I hope you know I intend to be godmother of this baby.”
Alexa laughed. “God help us all if it’s a girl. She’ll be dressed in baby leather and brought to underwear shoots.”
“And if it’s a boy, I’ll teach him the proper way to make a woman happy.”
Nick placed a kiss on his wife’s lips. “Oh, you’ll get both, Maggs. I think I’ll take my wife home and start practicing on a second.”
Alexa’s eyes widened. “A second? First I have to get past the morning sickness and weight gain and labor.”
“Piece of cake. I’ll be there through the whole thing.”
“Only if you wear that Mets jersey.”
Nick smiled. “Actually, I’ve thought about your arguments on the subject. Maybe you’re right. Maybe the Mets deserve another fan in their arena.”
She lifted her eyes up to the sky.
“Thank you, Earth Mother,” she whispered.
Alexa made a mental note to give the book of spells to Maggie. Something told her Maggie’s life was about to change. And she’d need all the help she could get.
As if he knew what she was thinking, Nick kissed her. “Let’s go home.”
She wrapped her arms around him and allowed him to lead her back to the light.

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Dan aku tidak ingin percaya aku pantas bukan untuk Anda. Dan aku bersumpah demi Tuhan, aku akan menghabiskan sisa hidupku membuat ini terserah Anda.Bibir bawah gemetar.Maggie tangan memperketat di miliknya. "Apakah Anda masih mencintai dia?"Dia tersedak tanggapannya. "Aku takut aku tidak bisa melakukannya lagi."Maggie mata terbakar dengan keganasan yang memicu tembakan. "Ya, Anda bisa. Anda dapat melakukannya sekali lagi, dan lagi, dan lagi. Jika Anda cukup mengasihi dia."Suaminya mengundurkan diri dari mic dan membuat jalan terhadapnya. Hati-hati dibangun dinding mengguncang pada berdirinya. "Itu selalu Anda. Kau membuatku utuh lagi."Dan kemudian, ia berlutut di depannya dan meletakkan tangannya terhadap perutnya."Saya bayi," ia berbisik. "Saya merasa takut aku punya apa-apa untuk memberikan. Tapi aku melakukan. Dan saya ingin memberikan itu semua untuk Anda. "Dinding gemetar dengan kekuatan yang menghancurkan dan jatuh di sekelilingnya.Alexa membuat pilihan Nya.Dia berhenti padanya dan melangkah ke dalam tangannya. Ia memegang erat-erat, mulutnya ke telinganya, tangannya di sekitar punggungnya, karena ia berbisik janjinya untuk tidak pernah menyakiti dia lagi. Putaran tepuk tangan memecah keheningan, dengan teriakan keras dan balita tinggi.Maggie tersenyum. "Waktunya Anda datang untuk indra Anda, kakak."Nicholas menyambar saudara perempuannya dan membawanya ke dalam merangkul. Wajahnya tercermin ringan dan damai Alexa melihat sekilas sebelumnya, tetapi tidak pernah terlihat membakar cerah."Saya berharap kau tahu aku berniat untuk menjadi ibu dari bayi ini."Alexa tertawa. "Tuhan menolong kita semua apakah seorang gadis. Dia akan mengenakan kulit bayi dan dibawa ke pakaian tunas."“And if it’s a boy, I’ll teach him the proper way to make a woman happy.”Nick placed a kiss on his wife’s lips. “Oh, you’ll get both, Maggs. I think I’ll take my wife home and start practicing on a second.”Alexa’s eyes widened. “A second? First I have to get past the morning sickness and weight gain and labor.”“Piece of cake. I’ll be there through the whole thing.”“Only if you wear that Mets jersey.”Nick smiled. “Actually, I’ve thought about your arguments on the subject. Maybe you’re right. Maybe the Mets deserve another fan in their arena.”She lifted her eyes up to the sky.“Thank you, Earth Mother,” she whispered.Alexa made a mental note to give the book of spells to Maggie. Something told her Maggie’s life was about to change. And she’d need all the help she could get.As if he knew what she was thinking, Nick kissed her. “Let’s go home.”She wrapped her arms around him and allowed him to lead her back to the light.