Naruto felt like such an idiot for

Naruto felt like such an idiot for being so possessive over Hinata. His walk home after dropping off Hinata at the Hyuga compound had made him feel like crap. Even he couldn't figure out why he felt so jealous at the thought of that guy always hanging around Hinata. He knew very well that Hinata loved him, a lot too. So why was he so possessive this night?

He wasn't stupid. He knew that men look at her, even when he was standing right there beside her. But he didn't mind that because he knew Hinata loved him. Whenever men leered at her when he was with her, he would quickly grab her hand and pull her to him and make sure that all those men knew that she was his and he will never let go. Sure he got mad sometimes when they wouldn't look away but that was easily fixed when he narrowed his eyes at them and his blue eyes would turn red and those men would turn around quickly.

But whenever he went to drop off Hinata at her place, that guard would piss him off. May be it was the fact that that Katsu guy kept on narrowing his eyes at him or the fact that his eyes would so obviously twinkle whenever he looked at her or even the fact that he got to be so closer to Hinata even at night than Naruto was to her. Its not like he thought Hinata would be unfaithful to him, heck no, he will be able to see pigs fly before that ever happened. But...he cant really explain it. It just frustrated him.

That night he lay awake on his small bed for hours, contemplating what he should do. Suddenly, he felt like he needed to tell her how he felt about her. He has been with her for two months now and he had known for most of it that he loved her. Yet he had not told her so as of yet.

He just didn't know how to say something like that to someone. He had seen in many movies how to do it. But he seriously doubted, knowing him, that he would ever make it as romantic and perfect. But she needed to know and he desperately wanted her to know it as well. But he was sure to get restless and nervous before he even said it to her. So his best guess was to do it at a place where he felt peace. A place that calmed him and he knew just the place.

That night Naruto had a few hours of peaceful sleep and was more than ready to do what he had wanted for a while now when he woke up the next morning.

The next morning when he made his way to the Hyuga compound, he felt good. He felt great really, and when he saw Hinata walk out the door as she made her way towards her, he felt even better. Seeing Hinata first thing in the morning was his favourite part of the day, right after spending the day with her. But it soon vanished when Katsu too turned his head to her and that stupid twinkle returned to his eyes and his glaring face turned to a soft smiling one.

Naruto felt the odd feeling of possessiveness from yesterday build up inside him and he wanted to control it because they were still at her house and he did not want to do anything that would embarrass her no matter how cute she looked when she was all red faced and fumbling around. So instead he glared at Katsu and reached his hand to pull her away from him.

"Lets go Hinata." he said and he pulled her towards him and hurriedly made his way to his destination. He didn't, however, fail to notice Hinata's unusual quietness or the way she seems to avoid eye contact with him. But that wasn't too uncharacteristic for her to be like that, so he disregarded it.

But he soon found himself needing a little fuelling so he made his way to Ichiraku's with a quiet Hinata beside him. Their breakfast was more than awkward today. Yes Hinata was a quiet person, but over the last two months she has really come out of her shell and he couldn't be happier about it. He loved getting to know a side of Hinata that nobody had the privilege to know. Not to mention he felt a little smug about knowing that part too when no one else did.

Like that part of her that would laugh really loudly whenever he tickled her because, get this, she was ticklish everywhere. Or the part of her that would very rarely initiate physical contact from him, such as reaching for his hand. He definitely loved the part of her that moaned his name when he deepened their kiss or the way she would angle her head when he pushed his tongue insider her mouth.

But right now, she was being rather quiet and he himself felt like he wanted to be quiet right now to gather his thoughts. He's never told a girl he loved her knowing that the relationship has a future. Sure he had said it to Sakura a hundred times, but with her it had always been the same thing. He always knew she loved Sasuke so he had known that even if he said it to her, she would never say it back. But now...now he's not the first one to say it and he knows that this relationship he had with Hinata will last, he just knows it. So the two remained in silence as they had their breakfast.

When Naruto finally felt like his eternal hunger had somewhat subsided, he turned to Hinata to find her staring at the counter top though it was clear that something was definitely bothering her. That's when he remembered his less than subtle attempt to let Katsu know that she was his. He turned to her abruptly, startling her in the process.

"I'm sorry I was in such a bad mood yesterday Hinata." he said to her and for a moment she looked like she was shocked at his words before she composed her self and quickly replied with a "Its alright Naruto-kun.".

He suddenly stood up from his chair and took hold of her small hand in his.

"Lets go." he declared as a wide smile spread across his face as he thought about where he planned to take her.

"Where are we going Naruto-kun?" she asked with a squeak as he pulled her along. He didn't answer her because it would be a surprise and he fully intended to see her reaction to it.

He started climbing the hill that he'd climbed a thousand times before with Hinata's hand tightly and securely in his. Somehow to Naruto, climbable the hill felt like a whole new experience today. A feeling he has never gotten before taking the same route to the top. When he suddenly stopped walking and faced her, she looked a little out of breath with a slight blush on her pale cheeks. She looked at him questioningly and all he did as an answer was grab her shoulders and turn her towards the view.

Naruto watched as her beautiful lavender eyes widened to an impossible extent and she took in the beautiful scene before her. While she did that, she remained totally oblivious to the man beside her as he stared at her. Hinata's mouth was slightly parted and her eyes were wide with shock and he did not think he has ever seen anything more beautiful than she is at this moment in his life.

"It's beautiful Naruto-kun." she whispered and he saw, more than heard, the words slip out of her pink lips.

"isn't it? I spent long hours here as a child." he said as he sat down on the ground and patted the ground beside him motioning for her to sit down beside him. She sat down beside him, though she did not take her eyes away from the sight she is still enjoying.

"Alone?" she asked and he heard the sadness in her voice as she came to the realization.

"When people used to call me names and things, I would just come up here and spend hours here." he said as his painful childhood replayed in his head. He wanted Hinata to know everything about him. Things that made him happy, sad, shocked, pained. He wanted her to know everything. As if she had read his mind, Naruto felt Hinata move and push herself flush against his side as she leaned on his body. But when he turned around to look at her, her blush from before had doubled in colour and she kept on staring at the scene before her.

He smiled at her even though she was not looking at him. The fact that he spent hours on end here as a child crying and the fact the he was here right now with her as she tried her best to let him know that she will always be here with him from now on and that he does not need to be alone anymore, made his heart give a pleasant squeeze.

He felt so stupid to have acted to selfishly possessive over her yesterday when she so clearly loved him to no end. When she had not so much as looked at another man with the same sparkling eyes as the way she looks at him.

"Hinata?" he called her softly. Her body moved slightly as she shivered a little. He rarely felt the cold sometimes because of the Kyuubi and he wondered if its really that cold out today. He didn't give it much thought as he quickly shrugged out of his jacket and wrapped it around her shoulders.

"You...you'll be cold." she said and he gave her another one his assuring smiles.

"I'm fine. Kurama's chakra usually keep me pretty warm." he said as he sheepishly scratched the back of his head. The next moment his hand was back down at his side and his smile faded from his face. "Hinata?" he called her name again.

"Hmm?" she hummed as a reply. He took a deep breath before speaking again. He wanted this moment to be perfect because he had given her so many perfect moments in the last two months. He just doesn't seem to realize that whatever the moment he decides to tell her he loves her would be seen as a perfect moment in her eyes.

"...I love you." he finally said and she froze in his arms and he felt all movement stop, even her breathing. She turned her head towards him a moment later, her eyes as wide as saucers. Hes giving her all kinds of surprises today.

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Naruto merasa seperti idiot karena sangat posesif atas Hinata. Berjalan pulang setelah mengantar Hinata di kompleks Hyuga yang membuat dia merasa seperti sampah. Bahkan ia tidak tahu mengapa ia merasa sangat cemburu memikirkan orang selalu berkeliaran Hinata. Dia tahu dengan baik bahwa Hinata mencintainya, banyak juga. Jadi mengapa Apakah dia sangat posesif malam ini?Dia tidak bodoh. Dia tahu bahwa laki-laki melihat dia, bahkan ketika ia berdiri di sana di sampingnya. Tapi dia tidak keberatan bahwa karena dia tahu Hinata mencintainya. Setiap kali pria leered kepadanya ketika dia ada bersamanya, ia akan dengan cepat mengambil tangannya dan menarik dia kepadanya dan pastikan bahwa semua orang-orang tahu bahwa ia nya dan dia tidak pernah membiarkan pergi. Yakin ia marah kadang-kadang ketika mereka tidak memalingkan wajahnya tapi itu dengan mudah diperbaiki ketika ia menyipitkan mata mereka dan matanya biru akan berubah menjadi merah dan orang-orang akan berbalik dengan cepat.Tapi setiap kali dia pergi sampai drop off Hinata di rumahnya, penjaga itu akan jengkel kepadanya. Mungkin itu adalah fakta bahwa pria Katsu terus penyempitan matanya pada dia atau fakta bahwa matanya akan jadi jelas binar setiap kali dia memandang atau bahkan kenyataan bahwa ia harus menjadi begitu dekat dengan Hinata bahkan di malam dari Naruto padanya. Tidak seperti dia pikir Hinata akan setia kepadanya, heck tidak, ia akan mampu melihat babi terbang sebelum yang pernah terjadi. Tapi... dia cant benar-benar menjelaskan hal itu. Itu hanya frustrasi kepadanya.Malam itu ia berbaring terjaga di tempat tidurnya kecil untuk jam, merenungkan apa yang harus dilakukan. Tiba-tiba, dia merasa seperti ia perlu menceritakan bagaimana ia merasa tentang dirinya. Ia telah bersamanya selama dua bulan sekarang dan dia telah dikenal untuk sebagian besar bahwa ia mencintainya. Namun dia tidak memberitahunya begitu seperti yang belum.Dia hanya tidak tahu bagaimana untuk mengatakan sesuatu seperti itu kepada seseorang. Ia telah melihat dalam banyak film bagaimana melakukannya. Tapi ia serius meragukan, mengetahui-nya, bahwa ia akan pernah membuatnya sebagai romantis dan sempurna. Tetapi dia perlu tahu dan dia sangat ingin dia tahu itu juga. Tapi dia yakin untuk mendapatkan gelisah dan gugup sebelum ia bahkan berkata kepadanya. Jadi perkiraan terbaik nya adalah untuk melakukannya di tempat di mana ia merasa damai. Tempat yang menenangkan dia dan dia tahu tempat yang tepat.Malam itu Naruto punya beberapa jam tidur damai dan lebih siap untuk melakukan apa yang ia telah inginkan untuk sementara waktu sekarang ketika ia bangun keesokan paginya.Keesokan harinya ketika ia membuat perjalanan ke Hyuga senyawa, ia merasa baik. Ia merasa benar-benar hebat, dan ketika ia melihat Hinata berjalan keluar pintu ketika dia membuat perjalanan ke arahnya, ia merasa lebih baik. Melihat Hinata hal pertama di pagi hari adalah bagian favorit hari, tepat setelah menghabiskan hari dengan dia. Tapi itu segera menghilang ketika Katsu terlalu berbalik kepalanya kepadanya dan binar bodoh itu kembali ke matanya dan wajahnya mencolok yang berpaling kepada lembut tersenyum satu.Naruto merasa perasaan aneh posesif dari kemarin membangun di dalam dia dan dia ingin mengontrol karena mereka masih di rumahnya dan dia tidak ingin melakukan apa pun yang akan mempermalukan dia tidak peduli betapa Lucunya dia tampak ketika dia merah menghadapi dan meraba-raba sekeliling. Jadi, bukannya dia melotot Katsu dan mencapai tangannya untuk menarik dia darinya."Mari kita pergi Hinata." katanya dan ia menariknya ke arahnya dan buru-buru meneruskan perjalanannya menuju tujuannya. Dia tidak, namun, gagal untuk melihat Hinata di biasa ketenangan atau cara dia tampaknya menghindari kontak mata dengan dia. Tapi itu tidak terlalu seperti biasanya baginya untuk menjadi seperti itu, sehingga ia diabaikan itu.Tapi dia segera menemukan dirinya membutuhkan sedikit memicu sehingga dia melakukan perjalanan ke Ichiraku dengan tenang Hinata sampingnya. Sarapan mereka adalah lebih canggung. Ya Hinata adalah orang yang tenang, tapi selama dua bulan terakhir dia benar-benar telah datang dari shell nya dan dia tidak bisa lebih bahagia tentang hal itu. Dia mencintai untuk mengenal sisi Hinata yang tak punya hak untuk tahu. Bukan untuk menyebutkan ia merasa sedikit sombong tentang mengetahui bagian itu juga ketika tidak ada orang lain lakukan.Seperti bagian dari dia yang akan tertawa benar-benar keras setiap kali dia menggelitik dia karena, mendapatkan ini, dia adalah geli di mana-mana. Atau bagian dari dirinya yang sangat jarang akan memulai kontak fisik, seperti mencapai untuk tangan-Nya. Dia benar-benar mencintai bagian dari dirinya yang mengerang nama-Nya ketika ia memperdalam ciuman mereka atau cara dia akan sudut kepalanya ketika ia mendorong nya insider lidah mulutnya.Tapi sekarang, dia menjadi agak tenang dan dia merasa seperti dia ingin menjadi tenang sekarang untuk mengumpulkan pemikirannya. Dia tidak pernah mengatakan seorang gadis dia mencintai dia mengetahui bahwa hubungan memiliki masa depan. Yakin ia berkata itu untuk Sakura seratus kali, tetapi dengan hal itu selalu menjadi hal yang sama. Dia selalu tahu dia menyukai Sasuke sehingga ia tahu bahwa bahkan jika dia berkata kepadanya, dia akan pernah mengatakan itu kembali. Tapi sekarang... sekarang dia bukanlah yang pertama untuk mengatakan itu dan dia tahu bahwa hubungan ini ia dengan Hinata akan bertahan, dia hanya tahu itu. Jadi dua tetap dalam diam karena mereka telah sarapan mereka.Ketika Naruto akhirnya merasa seperti nya kelaparan yang kekal telah agak mereda, ia menoleh ke Hinata untuk menemukan dia menatap counter atas meskipun jelas bahwa sesuatu pasti mengganggu dirinya. Saat itulah ia ingat nya kurang halus upaya untuk membiarkan Katsu tahu bahwa dia adalah nya. Ia berbalik ke dia tiba-tiba, mengejutkan dalam proses."Saya minta maaf aku sedang dalam mood yang buruk kemarin Hinata." katanya kepadanya dan untuk saat-saat dia tampak seperti dia terkejut kata-kata sebelum ia terdiri dirinya dan cepat menjawab dengan "yang baik-baik saja Naruto-kun.".Dia tiba-tiba berdiri dari kursi dan memegang tangannya kecil dalam karyanya."Mari kita pergi." ia menyatakan sebagai senyum lebar yang tersebar di seluruh wajahnya ketika ia berpikir tentang mana ia berencana untuk membawanya."Mana kita pergi Naruto-kun?" Dia bertanya dengan mencicit seperti ia menariknya sepanjang. Ia tidak menjawab dia karena itu akan menjadi kejutan dan ia sepenuhnya dimaksudkan untuk melihat reaksinya untuk itu.Dia mulai mendaki bukit bahwa ia telah naik seribu kali sebelum dengan Hinata di tangan erat dan aman dalam. Entah bagaimana untuk Naruto, climbable bukit merasa seperti keseluruhan baru mengalami hari ini. Perasaan yang dia tidak pernah mendapat sebelum mengambil rute yang sama ke atas. Ketika ia tiba-tiba berhenti berjalan dan menghadapi dia, dia tampak sedikit napas dengan sedikit blush di pipi pucat. Dia memandang dirinya questioningly dan semua yang dia lakukan sebagai jawaban ambil bahunya dan mengubah-nya terhadap pandangan.Naruto menyaksikan matanya indah lavender melebar sampai mustahil dan dia mengambil dalam adegan cantik sebelum dia. Sementara dia melakukan itu, dia tetap benar-benar tidak menyadari orang sampingnya sebagai Dia menatapnya. Hinata di mulut adalah sedikit berpisah dan matanya yang lebar dengan kejutan dan ia tidak berpikir dia pernah melihat sesuatu yang lebih indah daripada dia saat ini dalam hidupnya."Itu adalah indah Naruto-kun." ia berbisik dan ia melihat, lebih daripada pernah mendengar, menyelinap kata keluar dari bibir merah muda."Bukankah itu? Aku menghabiskan berjam-jam di sini sebagai anak."katanya ketika ia duduk di tanah dan menepuk tanah sampingnya menunjuk baginya untuk duduk di sampingnya. Dia duduk di samping dia, meskipun dia tidak mengambil mata dari melihat dia masih menikmati."Sendirian?" Dia bertanya dan ia mendengar kesedihan dalam suara-Nya ketika ia datang ke realisasi."Ketika orang digunakan untuk memanggil saya nama dan hal-hal, saya akan hanya datang di sini dan menghabiskan jam di sini." katanya sebagai kecilnya menyakitkan yang diputar di kepalanya. Dia ingin Hinata mengetahui segala sesuatu tentang dirinya. Hal-hal yang membuatnya bahagia, sedih, terkejut, sedih. Dia ingin dia tahu segalanya. Seolah-olah dia telah membaca pikirannya, Naruto merasa Hinata bergerak dan mendorong dirinya siram terhadap sisi-nya sebagaimana Dia bersandar pada tubuh-Nya. Tetapi ketika ia berbalik untuk melihat dia, blush dari sebelum telah berlipat ganda dalam warna dan dia terus di menatap adegan sebelumnya.Dia tersenyum padanya meskipun dia tidak melihat kepadanya. Fakta bahwa ia menghabiskan berjam-jam pada akhir di sini sebagai seorang anak yang menangis dan fakta bahwa ia di sini sekarang dengannya sebagai dia mencoba yang terbaik untuk membiarkan dia tahu bahwa dia akan selalu di sini dengan dia sekarang dan bahwa dia tidak perlu untuk menjadi sendirian lagi, dibuat hatinya memberikan meremas menyenangkan.Dia merasa begitu bodoh untuk telah bertindak untuk egois posesif Afrodit kemarin ketika dia begitu jelas mencintai dia tanpa akhir. Ketika dia tidak begitu banyak seperti memandang orang lain dengan mata berkilauan sama sebagai cara Ia menatap kepadanya."Hinata?" Dia memanggilnya lembut. Tubuhnya bergerak sedikit seperti dia menggigil sedikit. Dia jarang merasa dingin kadang-kadang karena Kyuubi dan ia bertanya-tanya apakah yang benar-benar dingin hari ini. Dia tidak memberikan banyak memikirkannya ketika ia dengan cepat mengangkat bahu dari jaket dan membungkusnya di sekitar bahunya."Anda... Anda akan dingin." katanya dan ia memberikan satu lagi Dia tersenyum meyakinkan nya."Aku baik-baik saja. Cakra Kurama's biasanya membuat saya cukup hangat."katanya sambil dia malu-malu menggaruk belakang kepalanya. Saat berikutnya tangan kakek itu turun di sisinya dan senyumnya pudar dari wajahnya. "Hinata?" dia memanggil namanya lagi."Hmm?" dia hummed sebagai balasan. Dia mengambil napas dalam-dalam sebelum berbicara lagi. Dia ingin saat ini untuk menjadi sempurna karena ia sudah memberikan dia begitu banyak momen sempurna dalam dua bulan terakhir. Dia hanya tampaknya tidak menyadari bahwa apa pun saat ia memutuskan untuk menceritakan dia mengasihinya akan dilihat sebagai momen yang sangat tepat di matanya."...Aku mencintaimu."ia akhirnya mengatakan dan ia membeku dalam tangannya dan dia merasa semua berhenti gerakan, bahkan napasnya. Ia menoleh kepala ke arahnya sesaat kemudian, matanya selebar piring. Hes memberi dia segala macam kejutan hari ini.