Chapter 7Thank U so much Preet for

Chapter 7

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Recap: Jalal also awake with sudden kiss and loosen his grip, they both swiftly got up. Radha was feeling awkwardly nervous, she couldn't see in Jalal's eyes, somehow she got succeed in sneaking out from his gaze... Jalal was watching her panicky reaction and her running to collect clothes and toys with that she took big flower vase and was running out of the chamber... But before she could leave Jalal called her back... she came back slowly with her face lowered... with smirk Jalal said "Radha, where are you taking this big vase..." Radha's eyes widen in surprise, she was so nervous that she didn't realize that she was taking the big vase, she put vase back slowly and ran out of his chamber... Jalal smirked hearing sound of her kamarbandh... He sat on the couch and closed his eyes to enjoy the moment...

Jalal's Inner Thoughts

His intense eyes were engrossed on her while she walked out of his chamber. Her blushed, puzzled and embarrassed face made him laugh.

He sat on sofa resting his head with closed eyes and overwhelmed with deep emotions. Her one little smile was making him feel heavenly.

Suddenly, her teary, painful & wounded eyes came in front of his eyes. His own words were giving him pain now and constantly his mind interrogated him, "Why Radha's smile and tears have so much impact on you?"

He has never ever felt what he was feeling at that moment. One minute he felt immense pain and second minute he was smiling. He was totally lost.

"Oh god... she is so innocent, selfless, celestial and pure, why is she so beautiful? Her lips are so soft and one little touch of her lips has shaken my entire body. I can still feel her divine aura surrounding me, why am I getting so fascinated? Her magnetism is so strong and powerful; she has captured my mind and heart with strong grip... how badly I want to make her mine... I have never desired anyone like this... even winning a war doesn't give this much pleasure... just being with her I feel so complete."

"Even though, I know I can't get married with her but she can be one of my concubines, if she agrees to be mine I will treat her like Mallika of my heart", but instantly another thought made him sad... "she will never accept me, unless I marry her officially. She is a such a strong headed, untamable, fearless woman and clear about what she wants and not afraid to speak her mind, even after seeing my anger, she is still so obstinate and has no fear before arguing with me. Even Rukaiya doesn't dare to talk to me this way... Why do I always see deep hatred in her eyes with flashes of love for me? Why I feel she is also puzzled like me? May be she is also suppressing her feelings, I think I should at least propose to her. After seeing her, I have no interest left in any other woman. "

"Day by day she has started impacting my political work too. Even in diwan e khaas I am lost only in her thoughts. Her fasting gave me so much pain, which she has no idea about! When her hands burned, I felt pain in my entire body. Gradually, she is becoming my weakness; when she wanted to leave the palace I became so desperate to stop her from leaving that I went to ammi jaan for help!"

"She can only be mine and I WILL make her mine. I will propose to her decently to become my concubine. If she refuses then I will find some other way to get her... but I will definitely make her mine, I am Shenshah E Hindustan and she will have to surrender herself to me."

With deep breath, he sighed out loud... "Oh Radha!!! What have you done to me?"


Radha's Inner Thoughts


Radha ran into Rahim's chamber with heavy blush on her face. Her breath caught in her throat... "Oh Kanha! What is happening to me? Why can't I stop smiling?" She started to clean up and organize the room, her mind was also catching up with her speed of work. "Why am I feeling so content? Why do I feel like singing? Dancing? Why am I so excited? I feel like I have butterflies in my stomach!!! Oh god... I am feeling so wonderfully happy!!!! Why his eyes always draw me towards him? Whenever he gazes at me powerfully I forget myself. Why do I always feel so weak in front of him? He is capable of making me cry; his every word impacts me so much that I can't control my tears anymore. What is happening to me?" She recalled his words... "You are not going anywhere", "I will not let you go" her lips twitch with romantic smirk. She inhaled in deeply and said, "Oh he wants me, he really wants me."

Her expression darkened as soon as her subconscious woke her up with a query, "Then why he kicked me out? Why he questioned me with anger 'You still in the palace?' Did he really want me to go away from the palace or not? His one sentence gave me so much pain but why? Uff... he is so magically attractive and so mischievous, his strong muscular arms are like an iron and his one intense look can put a spell on any woman. How caring he is, I could see my pain in his eyes when my hands got burned and when I got unconscious he carried me to his chamber in front of so many people, just to save my life he did Gunah E Azim. Does he really care about me? Why is it that every time I see him my heart skips beats? I forget to breathe and my legs feel numb?"

She was standing by the window all lost in his magic charm and suddenly a flying bird passed through her face which woke her up from the spell. Suddenly her subconscious gasped and with extremely horrified jolt with sharp shock at what the hell, she was thinking; her entire body started shivering in fear of her own thoughts. With a distress she muttered in loud tone "NOOO!!!, I hate him', I really do hate this merciless cruel womanizer." She scolded herself with disgusting sick feelings.

"Radha don't forget you are Jodha and Jodha doesn't cry. You are here for revenge and your goal is to make him crazy for you, not go crazy for him. How can I think about him like this?"

She closed her eyes and murmured, "I hate you Jalal! Oh god! Please forgive me, I am so horror-struck at myself, how can I think like this about that devil womanizer monster, I know for sure now Jalal, You are a true player. How long will you hide behind a mask? The second I see your real face, you will face the real Jodha. I can't wait for Salima begum to come back. As soon as she comes it will be time for my assessment. Will Jalal let me go or he will change law? Changing law just for me will be my first victory."

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Two hours passed while she scrambled with her thoughts. It was almost time for Rahim's lunch. Rahim came inside the chamber running and excitedly screaming "Choti Ammi... Choti Ammi" He jumped on Radha to hug her. Radha got surprised to see him so much cheerful and thrilled.

She carried him in her arms hugging, while kissing him she asked "Who brought you here from school" he screamed out loud Ammi Jaan came back and she came to pick me up early...

Radha hugged him and said "Really! Wow... I am so happy for you my little prince."

Radha's eyes caught Salima begum who was standing at the door watching and listening to Rahim and Radha's conversation. After seeing Salima begum, Radha put Rahim down from her arms and did pranam to her.

Salima begum felt so contented and delighted seeing Rahim all happy, healthy and excited. Entire time while coming back from school Rahim was talking about his Choti Ammi only, which made Salima begum a little jealous but at the same time she was very pleased also.
She never even in her dreams thought that Radha and Rahim will get so close to each other so soon.

The way Rahim hugged and kissed Radha, it was surprising and amusing for her to see...

Salima's eyes got filled with tears and with lots of gratitude, she did Adaab to Radha and with very gratifying tone she said "Radha, I don't need to ask you anything about Rahim, he is so cheerful and happy which makes me envious, seems like Rahim found himself another mother. Thank you is not enough." finally her tears pricked out with full satisfaction and appreciation.

Radha respectively said "Please", "there is no need to say thank you, what Rahim has given me is beyond any words."

Salima warily and concerned "Radha", "Are you alright, seems like you have lost lots of weight in just few days, your face is so much smaller than before."

Radha trying to hide the fact "No Salima begum, I am very happy, Rahim has taken care of me more than I have taken care of him, you are lucky to have a child like Rahim."

Rahim was watching and listening to his praise and started blushing deeply, he ran towards Radha and hugged her on her knees and shyly said "Thank you Choti ammi."

Salima and Radha both smiled seeing Rahim all emotional.

Radha said "Rahim, can you talk to your Ammi Jaan, I will be back in few minutes."

Radha went inside and came out with her packed luggage and bags!

Seeing her baggage all packed Rahim's expression turned shocked... With loud tone he asked "Choti Ammi where are you going?"

Salima was also surprised and asked the same question, "Radha where are you going?"

Radha failed to control her tears anymore, broke down with sobs as she sat on her knees and hugged Rahim. She was sure Jalal will not change the law and this is probably the last time she is seeing Rahim, her motherly heart was crying out loud at the thought of detaching from him, her throat choked, she couldn't speak...

Rahim realized that his choti ammi is leaving him forever, he also broke down with tears and hugged her tight and said "You are not going anywhere...I will not let you go."

Hearing the same words from Rahim, suddenly Radha started smiling. Rahim with his small fingers wiped her tears...

Salima saw a jug of water nearby and got a glass of water for Radha and forwarded her hand with glass of water but before Radha could say anything Rahim said "Choti Ammi is fasting for days, she will not drink water."

Salima got surprised hearing that R