“She hasn’t seen him since the nigh

“She hasn’t seen him since the night of the auction.”
“Wrong,” snaps Jude. “She ran into him last week when she was Christmas shopping. He just happened to wander into the same boutique. Scared her to death.”
“She should have called the police then,” Eric says to him.
“I know, honey,” Jude says through clenched teeth.
My mouth is opening and closing, but I can’t put words together. “She didn’t tell me,” I say weakly. Why didn’t she tell me? I would have done anything to protect her. I would have—
“You have other priorities,” Jude says, staring daggers at me. After a moment, he crosses his arms over his chest. “Okay. I’m going to say something to you, and I want you to understand where this is coming from. I only saw your sister for a few sessions, and I haven’t seen her or heard about her case for two months. So I’m not saying this as her therapist.” His chin rises defiantly. “I’m saying this as Romy’s friend.”
My heart stutters. “I’m listening.”
“Romy is one of the most sensitive, loving people I know. She’s going to make a great counselor, because she wants to help people. Not as a job, but because that’s the way she is.”
I try to swallow the lump in my throat. I know this about her. I love this about her. “Okay.”
“For whatever crazy reason, she cares about you. More than she cares about herself, I think. She hasn’t wanted to make you choose between her and your sister, and she doesn’t want to stress you out.”
“Stress me out?” Romy does the opposite for me. “I haven’t done anything to make her feel that way!”
Jude gives me a look of utter contempt. “That’s not what I hear. How many times have you bombed out of Romy’s place to run to your sister?” He holds his hands up when I open my mouth to argue. “No, I know Catherine’s needed you, and Romy gets that. But you have made Romy feel like she was getting between you and your sister. Tell me you don’t downplay your relationship with Romy in front of Catherine. Tell me you don’t avoid touching Romy when you’re all together. At some level, Caleb, you’ve made your priorities really clear.”
I take a step back, my thoughts a whirlwind as I think of all the times I’ve wanted to wrap my arms around Romy, all the times I’ve wanted to draw her near or kiss her but haven’t because Katie was right there. I’ve been telling myself I could save that for later, that I could keep what I have with Romy just for us, but now I realize how it must have felt to Romy—like I was pushing her away. Every. Single. Time. Fuck. Why didn’t she say anything?
Jude nods as he sees the realization sink in.  “And because of all that, when she ran into Alex last week, she decided not to tell you.”
“I told her she should,” says Eric, examining his nails.
Jude gives him a honey, shut up look that would make me laugh if I wasn’t ready to start shouting. Romy decided not to tell me she’d seen Alex. She told these two guys instead … because I’ve been so focused on Katie.
She didn’t think I was strong enough to be there for her, too. Or she didn’t think I cared enough to do it. FUCK. I shove my hands in my pockets to keep from punching something.
Jude’s eyes meet mine. “Today, Romy was driving back to her apartment from her internship, and she saw a red Acura in her rearview,” he says in a deadly quiet voice. “She told herself it wasn’t him. She wanted to believe she’d run into him last week by chance, and that she was overreacting. Still, she decided to stop on Main Street to pick up some coffee—and to get the red Acura off her tail.”
“But it was him,” I choke out.
Jude nods. “She called the police when she recognized him.” He leans forward. “As he pulled in behind her.”
“Fuck,” I whisper.
“Indeed,” says Eric. “We think he wanted to bully her into withdrawing the personal protection order. But Romy’s good. She was carrying a copy of both the order and the proof that he’d been served with it in her purse.”
“Right now I’m wishing she was carrying something else, too,” says Jude. “He was pounding on her window when the cops pulled up.”
Eric gives me an evil smile. “And his arraignment is tomorrow. I’m really looking forward to it.” When he sees my confusion, he adds, “I’m her lawyer. And I’m going to make sure that asshole spends his Christmas in jail.”
“He was following her,” I say hollowly. I suddenly remember that day she drove us out to Amy’s for Thanksgiving—she nearly ran a red light because she was so focused on something behind us, and she was so nervous afterward. “He probably has been for a while. And she kept it from me.”
How did I let this happen?
“She came to the co-op today,” I say, thinking back to her wide eyes, her pale face, how cold her hands were as she laid them on my warm skin. “I knew she was upset, but she didn’t tell me why.” I didn’t give her much of a chance to, either.
“She was scared out of her mind,” Jude says, the cold light of accusation in his eyes. “Romy needed you, Caleb.”
And I left her there. I left her there because my sister, who is constantly in crisis …

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"Dia tidak melihatnya sejak malam pelelangan.""Salah", bentak Yudas. "Ia berlari ke dia minggu lalu ketika ia masih Natal belanja. Dia hanya terjadi untuk berjalan ke butik sama. Takut Dia mati.""Ia harus telah menelepon polisi kemudian," Eric mengatakan kepadanya."Aku tahu, madu," kata Yudas dengan gigi terkatup.Mulutku pembukaan dan penutupan, tapi aku tidak bisa meletakkan kata-kata bersama-sama. "Dia tidak memberitahu saya," kataku lemah. Mengapa dia tidak memberitahu saya? Saya akan melakukan apa pun untuk melindunginya. Saya akan memiliki —"Anda memiliki prioritas lain," kata Yudas, belati menatapku. Setelah beberapa saat, dia melintasi tangannya di atas dada. "Oke. Aku akan mengatakan sesuatu kepada Anda, dan saya ingin Anda untuk memahami mana ini datang dari. Aku hanya melihat adik Anda untuk beberapa sesi, dan aku belum melihatnya atau mendengar tentang hal itu selama dua bulan. Jadi saya tidak mengatakan ini sebagai dia terapis." Dagu naik menantang. "Saya mengatakan ini sebagai penampilan Romy teman."Hatiku gagap. "Aku mendengarkan.""Romy adalah salah satu yang paling sensitif, mencintai orang yang saya tahu. Dia akan membuat seorang konselor yang besar, karena ia ingin membantu orang. Bukan sebagai pekerjaan, tetapi karena itu adalah cara dia. "Saya mencoba untuk menelan benjolan di tenggorokan. Aku tahu ini tentang dirinya. Saya suka ini tentang dirinya. "Oke.""Untuk alasan apapun gila, dia peduli tentang Anda. Lebih dari dia peduli tentang dirinya sendiri, saya pikir. Dia tidak ingin membuat Anda memilih antara dia dan kakak, dan dia tidak ingin Anda stres.""Stres saya?" Romy tidak sebaliknya bagi saya. "Aku tidak melakukan apa pun untuk membuatnya merasa seperti itu!"Yudas memberi saya melihat rasa penghinaan. "Itulah tidak apa yang saya dengar. Berapa kali telah Anda mengebom dari penampilan Romy tempat untuk lari ke adik Anda?" Ia memegang tangannya ketika saya membuka mulut untuk berdebat. "Tidak, aku tahu Catherine's diperlukan Anda, dan mendapat Romy. Tapi Anda telah membuat Romy merasa seperti dia mendapatkan antara Anda dan adik. Katakan Anda tidak mengecilkan hubungan Anda dengan Romy di depan Catherine. Katakan Anda tidak menghindari menyentuh Romy ketika Anda semua bersama-sama. Pada tingkat tertentu, Kaleb, Anda telah membuat prioritas Anda benar-benar jelas."Aku mengambil langkah ke belakang, pikiran saya angin puyuh saat aku memikirkan semua kali aku ingin membungkus lengan saya di sekitar Romy, Semua kali aku ingin menarik dia dekat atau mencium tetapi belum karena Katie di sana. Aku sudah memberitahu diriku aku bisa menghemat bahwa untuk kemudian, aku bisa menyimpan apa yang saya miliki dengan Romy hanya untuk kami, tapi sekarang aku menyadari betapa itu pasti merasa untuk Romy — seperti saya mendorong dia pergi. Setiap. Tunggal. Waktu. Persetan. Mengapa dia tidak mengatakan apa-apa?Yudas mengangguk sebagai dia melihat realisasi wastafel in. "dan karena itu, ketika ia berlari ke Alex pekan lalu, dia memutuskan untuk tidak memberitahu Anda.""Aku bilang dia harus," kata Eric, memeriksa kuku.Yudas memberikan nya madu, tutup mulut tampilan yang akan membuat saya tertawa jika saya tidak siap untuk mulai berteriak. Romy memutuskan untuk tidak mengatakan dia telah melihat Alex. Dia mengatakan kepada dua orang sebaliknya... karena aku telah begitu terfokus pada Katie.Dia tidak berpikir saya cukup kuat untuk berada di sana, juga. Atau ia tidak berpikir saya cukup peduli untuk melakukannya. PERSETAN. Saya mendorong tangan di saku untuk menjaga dari sesuatu meninju.Yudas mata bertemu saya. "Hari ini, Romy mengemudi kembali ke apartemen dari magang nya, dan ia melihat Acura merah di kaca nya," katanya dengan suara yang mematikan tenang. "Dia mengatakan dirinya bukan dia. Dia ingin percaya ia akan lari ke dia minggu secara kebetulan, dan bahwa ia adalah berlebihan. Namun, ia memutuskan untuk berhenti di jalan utama untuk mengambil kopi — dan untuk mendapatkan Acura merah dari ekor. ""Tapi dia," aku tersedak keluar.Yudas mengangguk. "Dia menelepon polisi ketika dia mengenalinya." Ia bersandar ke depan. "Sebagaimana ia menarik belakangnya.""Fuck," saya berbisik."Memang," kata Eric. "Kami pikir dia ingin menggertak ke penarikan urutan perlindungan pribadi. Tapi Romy baik. Dia membawa salinan dari urutan dan bukti bahwa dia telah disajikan dengan itu dalam tasnya.""Sekarang aku berharap dia membawa sesuatu yang lain, juga," kata Yudas. "Ia adalah berdebar pada jendelanya ketika polisi berhenti."Eric memberiku senyum jahat. "Dan dakwaan nya adalah besok. Aku benar-benar menantikan itu." Ketika ia melihat kebingungan saya, dia menambahkan, "saya pengacara. Dan aku akan memastikan bahwa bajingan menghabiskan Natal nya di penjara."Dia mengikuti dia," saya mengatakan hollowly. Aku tiba-tiba ingat hari itu dia menganiaya kami to Amy's untuk Thanksgiving — ia hampir berlari lampu merah karena ia begitu terfokus pada sesuatu di belakang kami, dan ia sangat gugup sesudahnya. "Ia mungkin telah untuk sementara. Dan ia terus itu dari saya.Bagaimana aku membiarkan hal ini terjadi?"Dia datang ke co-op hari ini," kataku, berpikir kembali ke matanya lebar, wajahnya pucat, bagaimana dingin tangannya itu seperti dia meletakkannya di kulit saya hangat. "Aku tahu dia marah, tapi dia tidak memberitahu saya mengapa." Saya tidak memberikan nya banyak kesempatan, baik."Dia adalah takut keluar dari pikirannya," kata Yudas, cahaya dingin tuduhan di matanya. "Romy diperlukan Anda, Caleb."Dan aku meninggalkan dia di sana. Aku meninggalkannya ada karena kakak saya, yang terus dalam krisis...