White clouds hovered above me as my

White clouds hovered above me as my eyes fluttered open for a brief second. I heard loud whooping and sharp beeps. Everything felt distant and out of place, like I was listening to myself from another room with cotton balls shoved in my ears.
“She’s awake,” I heard my mother say. “Or at least she was.”
“She can’t see me,” a deep voice whispered.
“She won’t remember any of this. Just hold her hand, and talk to her. I’ll be outside.”
A soft click added to the mechanical noises, and I felt a deep warmth spread through my fingers.
“I miss you so much, angel.”
I know that voice.
“So much sometimes that it hurts to breathe.”
He shouldn’t be sad. I’m right here.
“I shouldn’t be here, but I couldn’t stay away, not today,” he whispered. “You did it, Lailah. You made it through, just like I knew you would. Now, you’ll have the life you deserve. It’s all I ever wanted for you.”
I tried to speak, but nothing came out—no words, no sound. I had nothing but good intentions. I wanted to tell him that it would be us, together, not just me. We would have the life we deserved.
“Please remember me when you look at the ocean waves or dip your toes in the water. Know that my love for you will never cease. It will only grow with each passing year. When you cross that last dream off your list, remember how we made pizza in the cafeteria kitchen and when we danced under the rain in your hospital shower. Remember late-night pudding debates, and when we made love for the first time, we felt our souls collide. Never forget the never-ending ways in which I love you and know that I will never stop fighting for you, no matter where I am or what I’m doing. I’ll always keep your wings in flight.”
A chair creaked, and as I tried to force my tired eyes open again, I felt gentle lips brush across my forehead.
“I love you, Lailah,” he said softly.
I drifted deeper out of consciousness, wondering if my dream Jude would be there when I woke up.

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

Awan putih melayang di atas saya seperti membuka mata saya terbang untuk kedua singkat. Aku mendengar bunyi keras rejan dan tajam. Semuanya merasa jauh dan mendorong keluar dari tempat, seperti aku sedang mendengarkan diri dari ruangan lain dengan bola kapas di telingaku."Dia terjaga," Aku mendengar ibuku mengatakan. "Atau setidaknya dia adalah.""Dia tidak melihat saya," berbisik suara yang mendalam."Dia tidak akan mengingat hal ini. Hanya memegang tangannya, dan berbicara dengannya. Aku akan di luar."Klik lembut ditambahkan ke suara-suara mekanik, dan aku merasa dalam kehangatan menyebar melalui jemariku."I miss u begitu banyak, malaikat."Aku tahu bahwa suara."Begitu banyak kadang-kadang yang sakit untuk bernapas."Ia seharusnya sedih. Saya di sini."Saya tidak boleh di sini, tapi aku tidak bisa tinggal, tidak hari ini," ia berbisik. "Anda melakukannya, Lailah. Anda membuatnya melalui, sama seperti aku tahu kau. Sekarang, Anda akan memiliki kehidupan yang layak Anda dapatkan. Ini adalah semua aku pernah ingin untuk Anda."Saya mencoba untuk berbicara, tetapi tidak ada-ada kata-kata, tidak ada suara. Aku punya apa-apa kecuali niat baik. Aku ingin mengatakan padanya bahwa itu akan menjadi kami, bersama-sama, bukan hanya aku. Kita akan memiliki kehidupan yang kita pantas.“Please remember me when you look at the ocean waves or dip your toes in the water. Know that my love for you will never cease. It will only grow with each passing year. When you cross that last dream off your list, remember how we made pizza in the cafeteria kitchen and when we danced under the rain in your hospital shower. Remember late-night pudding debates, and when we made love for the first time, we felt our souls collide. Never forget the never-ending ways in which I love you and know that I will never stop fighting for you, no matter where I am or what I’m doing. I’ll always keep your wings in flight.”A chair creaked, and as I tried to force my tired eyes open again, I felt gentle lips brush across my forehead.“I love you, Lailah,” he said softly.I drifted deeper out of consciousness, wondering if my dream Jude would be there when I woke up.