I tugged on his shorts again, but h

I tugged on his shorts again, but he caught my wrist and he growled against my lips. “Calla, hon . . .”
“I’m not an invalid, Jax. I want to do this.”
He didn’t move for what felt like an eternity and then he took my hand and slipped it under the band of his shorts. Well, good to see he was definitely on board.
His body shuddered as my hand wrapped around his thickness and he let go of my wrist, hooking his fingers on his shorts. He got them down his thighs as I kissed his neck.
Easing up, I pushed him down with my other hand and he stared up at me from where he was sprawled on his back. My gaze tracked over him as I slowly moved my hand. God, he was gorgeous. Every stretch of rough skin, every tightly rolled muscle, and every imperfection.
His hips jerked as my thumb smoothed over his tip, and I smiled, remembering him showing me that and how much he liked it.
“God, Calla,” he groaned as he reached up, tangling his fingers in the ends of my hair. “You’re driving me crazy.”
I grinned. “I haven’t even done anything.”
“Oh, you’re doing plenty enough. You’re—” His words ended in a deep groan, because I’d slid down and lowered my mouth over him. “Fuck, Calla . . .”
There’d been a slight twinge of discomfort from the sliding part but nothing major and it sure as hell didn’t deter me from what I wanted to do for him. My mouth slid over him, and the hand in my hair clamped down on the back of my neck. His thumb moved along the base of my skull as I lifted my head, licking and sucking until his hips were moving in small, barely controlled thrusts. His hand tightened on my neck and I could feel the flutters in his base, the slight pulses. His breathing turned ragged, and as I went as deep as I could, which probably wasn’t very much, he let out a hoarse shout.
At the last moment, he dragged me off him and up. The stitches in my side protested only a little. My hand was still around him and I felt his release as his back bowed and his hands tightened on my arms. I watched his muscles flex and roll, the cords stand out in his neck, and the tension flicker across his striking face as his hips slowed and then he settled, breathing heavily.
“Damn, Calla.” He pulled me up and laid that mouth on mine, kissing me so deeply I felt the warmth between my thighs and in my veins increasing as he eased me onto my back. The kiss slowed and he rested his forehead against mine. “You’re perfect, you know that?”
“No I’m not.” I smiled, though, because I liked that he thought that.
“Whatever. If I say it, it’s true.” I laughed softly as he drew away. “Be right back,” he said, and he was only gone for a moment, returning with a damp cloth. He cleaned us both up, and when he finished, he curved his body around mine.
“Sleepy time?” I asked.
His chuckle shook me. “Uh-huh.”
I smiled into the darkness. “What time is it anyway?”
“Don’t know,” he replied, kissing my shoulder. “Don’t care.”
“So you woke me up in the middle of the night just to . . . ?”
“Damn skippy.”
Laughing again, I snuggled into his warmth. “I love you.”
His chest rose sharply against my back and then he pressed languid kisses against my throat and cheek. “I love you, too.”
“Are you sure you’re going to be okay here?” Teresa asked as she pulled back from giving me a hug. “We can hang out. Jase is cool with that.”
I glanced over at where Jase was leaning against the wall just inside the townhouse. For the last hour, he’d been eyeing Teresa like he wanted to have her for dessert. So I doubted he was cool with that. I smiled at her. “I’m fine. I’m just going to chill out and watch TV the rest of the night and I don’t think Jax is going to work an entire shift. I think he said he’d be back around midnight.”
“We’ll be up late,” Jase replied. “So if you need anything, just call.”
“I bet you will be,” I replied dryly.
Grinning, he pushed off the wall and circled around Teresa’s waist from behind. He winked at me as he dipped his head, kissing her temple. “Come on, sweetheart, let’s hit the road.”
Teresa folded her hands over his arms as he started to walk backward, toward the door. “Don’t forget about tomorrow! If you and Jax are up for it, we all can go out to eat before we head back. All right?”
“I won’t forget.” I followed a rather desperate-looking Jase to the door. They’d been here for hours after Cam and Avery had left to go do whatever adorable couples do on their down time. “It should be fine. You guys have fun.”
Jase’s grin turned downright wicked. “We will.”
Teresa’s eyes rolled as he all but dragged her out of the door, but at the last moment she sprang free, ran back to where I stood at the threshold, and hugged me again. “I’m glad everything is going to be okay,” she whispered, and then she whirled around on her good leg.
Teresa took off and jumped from the top of the short set of cement steps. Jase, who was at the bottom, cursed as he caught her and staggered back a step. “Jesus, you’re going to give me a heart attack.”
She giggled as she wrapped her legs around his waist. When he turned to head to their car, she waved at me over his shoulder. I wiggled my fingers back, thinking they were going to give Cam and Avery a run for their money.
I closed the door and made my way back over to the couch. Kind of tired from spending most of the day with my friends and Jax, I yanked the blanket around me and curled up on the end of the couch. It didn’t take me long to drift off to sleep and I did so, as cheesy as this sounds, on a cloud of happy thoughts.
Today had been good, great even. It had been normal—my new kind of normal—full of laughs, smiles, conversation, and kisses, lots of sweet kisses and then not so sweet. I could get used to this and I would. It would be hard when I went back to Shepherd, but we’d make it work. That cloud of happiness would keep on being all fluffy and awesome.
I didn’t know how long I slept, but I came to, lured out of sleep by the soft sweep of cool fingers along my cheek. Blinking open my eyes, I expected to see Jax beside me, thinking I’d slept longer than I had.
But it wasn’t Jax sitting next to me.
Heart leaping into my throat, I sat up so fast I pulled at the tender skin on the side of my stomach and winced. "Oh my god." Mom was here.

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Aku menarik pada celana pendek lagi, tapi dia menangkap pergelangan tangan saya dan dia berkata sambil menggeram terhadap bibirku. "Calla, hon...""Aku tidak valid, Jax. Saya ingin melakukan ini."Ia tidak bergerak untuk apa yang terasa seperti selamanya dan kemudian ia memegang tanganku dan menyelinap ke bawah band celana pendek. Yah, baik untuk melihat dia pasti di papan.Tubuhnya shuddered sebagai tanganku dibungkus di sekitar ketebalan nya dan ia melepaskan pergelangan tangan saya, mengaitkan jarinya pada celana pendek. Dia punya mereka turun pahanya seperti saya mencium lehernya.Easing, aku mendorongnya ke bawah dengan tangan yang lain dan Ia menatap ke saya dari mana ia tergeletak di punggungnya. Pandangan saya dilacak atasnya seperti yang saya perlahan-lahan bergerak tanganku. Allah, dia sangat cantik. Setiap peregangan kulit kasar, setiap otot erat digulung dan ketidaksempurnaan setiap.Pinggul tersentak sebagai ibu jari merapikan atas tips nya, dan aku tersenyum, mengingat Dia menunjukkan kepada saya bahwa dan betapa ia menyukainya."Tuhan, Calla," Dia mengerang seperti ia mencapai, kekusutan jarinya di ujung rambut saya. "Anda sedang mengendarai mobil saya gila."Aku menyeringai. "Aku bahkan tidak melakukan apa-apa.""Oh, Anda melakukan banyak cukup. Kau — "kata berakhir di mengerang dalam, karena aku meluncur turun dan menurunkan mulut saya atas dirinya. "Bercinta, Calla..."Telah ada sengatan sedikit ketidaknyamanan dari bagian geser tapi bukan masalah besar dan yakin sebagai neraka tidak menghalangi saya dari apa yang saya ingin lakukan untuknya. Mulutku meluncur di atasnya, dan tangan di rambut saya menutup di bagian belakang leher saya. Ibu jari pindah sepanjang dasar tengkorak saya saat aku mengangkat kepala saya, menjilati dan menghisap sampai pinggul bergerak dalam tekanan kecil, nyaris tak terkendali. Tangannya memperketat di leher saya dan saya bisa merasakan berdebar di pangkalan, pulsa sedikit. Pernapasan nya berubah compang-camping, dan saat aku pergi sedalam yang saya bisa, yang mungkin tidak sangat banyak, ia mengeluarkan serak berteriak.Pada saat terakhir, ia menyeret saya pergi kepadanya dan up. Jahitan di sisiku protes hanya sedikit. Tanganku masih di sekelilingnya dan saya merasa pembebasannya punggung membungkuk dan tangannya diperketat di lengan saya. Saya menyaksikan ototnya flex dan roll, tali berdiri keluar di lehernya, dan ketegangan kerlip di wajahnya mencolok seperti pinggul melambat dan kemudian ia menetap, bernapas berat."Sialan, Calla." Dia berhenti saya dan meletakkan mulut itu di atas tanganku, mencium saya begitu mendalam aku merasakan kehangatan antara paha saya dan di pembuluh darahku meningkat ketika ia menyelinap saya ke punggung saya. Ciuman melambat dan dia berhenti dahinya terhadap saya. "Kau sempurna, kau tahu itu?""Tidak saya tidak." Aku tersenyum, meskipun, karena aku suka bahwa ia berpikir bahwa."Apa pun. Bila aku mengatakannya, memang benar." Aku tertawa lembut seperti ia menarik kaki. "Akan segera kembali," katanya, dan ia hanya pergi untuk beberapa saat, kembali dengan kain lembab. Ia membersihkan kita baik sampai, dan ketika ia selesai, ia melengkung tubuhnya di sekitar tambang."Mengantuk waktu?" Saya bertanya.Tertawa nya mengguncang saya. "Uh-huh."Aku tersenyum ke dalam kegelapan. "Apa waktu itu pula?""Tidak tahu," Dia menjawab, mencium bahu saya. "Tidak peduli.""Jadi Anda membangunkan saya di tengah malam hanya untuk...?""Sialan skippy."Tertawa lagi, aku meringkuk dalam kehangatan nya. "Aku mencintaimu."Dadanya meningkat tajam terhadap saya kembali dan kemudian ia menekan lesu ciuman melawan tenggorokan dan pipi saya. "Aku mencintaimu, terlalu.""Apakah Anda yakin Anda akan menjadi baik-baik saja di sini?" Teresa meminta seperti ia menarik kembali dari memberiku pelukan. "Kita dapat bergaul. Jase sejuk dengan itu."Aku melirik ke atas mana Jase adalah bersandar di dinding persis di townhouse. Untuk jam, ia telah telah mengamati Teresa seperti dia ingin memiliki dia untuk pencuci mulut. Jadi saya meragukan Dialah sejuk dengan itu. Aku tersenyum padanya. "Aku baik-baik saja. Aku hanya akan untuk bersantai dan menonton TV sisa malam dan saya tidak berpikir Jax akan bekerja shift seluruh. Saya pikir dia mengatakan dia akan kembali sekitar tengah malam.""Kami akan bangun terlambat," Jase menjawab. "Jadi jika Anda membutuhkan sesuatu, sebut.""Aku yakin Anda akan," jawabku dryly.Menyeringai, ia mendorong off dinding dan berputar di sekitar pinggang Teresa dari belakang. Ia mengedipkan mata pada saya seperti dia mencelupkan kepalanya, mencium Candi-nya. "Ayo, sayang, mari kita berangkat."Teresa dilipat tangannya atas tangannya saat dia mulai berjalan mundur, menuju pintu. "Jangan lupa tentang besok! Jika Anda dan Jax untuk itu, kita semua bisa pergi keluar untuk makan sebelum kita kembali. Semua benar?""Aku tidak akan melupakan." Saya mengikuti Jase agak putus asa mencari ke pintu. Mereka telah di sini selama berjam-jam setelah Cam dan Avery meninggalkan untuk pergi melakukan apa pun pasangan menggemaskan lakukan pada waktu mereka turun. "Itu harus baik-baik saja. Kalian memiliki menyenangkan."Jase dari senyum berubah benar-benar jahat. "Kami akan."Teresa mata digulung sebagai dia tapi menyeretnya keluar dari pintu, tetapi pada saat terakhir dia melompat gratis, berlari kembali ke mana saya berdiri di ambang pintu, dan memeluk saya lagi. "Saya senang semuanya berjalan baik-baik saja," ia berbisik, dan kemudian ia berputar di sekitar pada kakinya yang baik.Teresa lepas landas dan melompat dari atas serangkaian langkah-langkah semen yang pendek. Jase, yang pada bagian bawah, dikutuk karena ia menangkap dia dan terhuyung-huyung kembali langkah. "Yesus, kau akan memberiku serangan jantung."Dia terkikik saat dia dibungkus kakinya di sekeliling pinggangnya. Saat dia berbalik untuk kepala ke mobil mereka, Dia melambaikan tangan saya atas bahunya. Saya wiggled jari-jari saya kembali, berpikir mereka akan memberikan Cam dan Avery kabur uang mereka.Saya menutup pintu dan membuat jalan kembali ke sofa. Agak lelah dari menghabiskan sebagian besar hari dengan teman-teman dan Jax, saya menarik selimut di sekitar saya dan meringkuk di ujung sofa. Tidak butuh waktu saya lama tertidur dan saya melakukannya, sebagai keju sebagai suara ini, pada awan pikiran bahagia.Hari ini telah baik, bahkan besar. Sudah normal — jenis baru normal — penuh dengan banyak tertawa, senyum, percakapan, dan ciuman, ciuman manis dan kemudian tidak begitu manis. Aku bisa terbiasa dengan hal ini dan saya akan. Ini akan menjadi keras ketika aku kembali ke gembala, tapi kami akan membuatnya bekerja. Awan kebahagiaan akan tetap di menjadi semua halus dan mengagumkan.Aku tidak tahu berapa lama aku tidur, tapi aku datang, logamnya dari tidur dengan usapan lembut jari-jari dingin sepanjang pipiku. Berkedip membuka mataku, aku berharap untuk melihat Jax sampingku, berpikir saya tidur lebih lama daripada yang saya miliki.Tapi itu bukan Jax duduk di sebelahku.Jantung melompat ke tenggorokanku, aku duduk begitu cepat saya ditarik pada kulit lembut di perutku dan meringis. "Oh Tuhan." Ibu adalah di sini.