This has nothing to do with the bab

This has nothing to do with the baby, Zoe," he said softly, interrupting her and earning a groan of frustration.

"Of course it does, Trevor. Up until a couple of days ago you didn't want anything more than a sexual relationship with me," she said softly, but he didn't miss the slight tremble in her voice and it killed him that he'd hurt her.

"We both agreed to that arrangement, Zoe," he reminded her gently. "I'm not the only one who was willing to settle, sweetheart, but I promise you I stopped looking at you like you were just a convenience a long time ago."

"And now you want to get married," she said flatly.

"Yes," he said without hesitation. "More importantly I want you."

She worried her bottom lip even as her eyes watered and he knew she was softening. He just had to show her how much she meant to him and everything would be okay.

"I can't do it, Trevor," she said, shaking her head. "I can't go from being nothing to you to suddenly being your wife. How do I know that anything will change? I can't be married to a man who's never even held my hand in public or acknowledged me in any other way than just his tenant."

As much as he hated to admit it, she had a point. For the past couple of months he'd been pretending that the best thing in his life didn't exist and that hadn't been fair to either one of them. Now that he gave it some thought he realized his current plan was kind of ridiculous. It would never work if she didn't trust that he meant what he was telling her. Ignoring her the way he had in public, and god was he a fucking moron, and then getting married was never going to work. He needed to show her how much he loved her and he needed her to know that he saw her as more than just his little tenant.

She was absolutely everything to him.

"That's a good point," he said, standing up.

"I'm glad you understand, Trevor. I think it's best if we-"

"How's your head?" he asked, interrupting her.

"Doesn't hurt that much," she admitted.

"Are you hungry?" he asked, knowing that she must be starving.

"Yes, but I think-"

"We should go out on a date tonight? I totally agree," he said, cutting her off because he had a feeling that she was about to suggest something he wouldn't like.

"A date?" she repeated, sounding a bit confused.

"Yeah, a date," he said, grabbing her hands and pulling her to her feet while she still looked confused as hell. He gave her a little nudge to get her moving in the direction of the stairs. "You know where I pick you up, you keep me waiting for a half hour, we go out, and I charm you while you hang on my every word. We eat, we talk and then at the end of the night you invite me in for a cup of coffee and I pretend to think it over since I'm such a gentleman," he said, choosing to ignore her little snort of disbelief as he guided her towards the stairs.

"But-"

"No, buts," he said, giving her another nudge to get her up the stairs. "Get your little butt up there and put something on that will drive me out of my mind."

"But-"

"Go," he said, giving her another nudge that thankfully got her moving. "The sooner you get dressed the sooner you can start fawning over me like a proper date and remember just because I agreed to go out on this date with you doesn't mean that I'm easy. I expect you to do a little work to get me out of my pants."
He couldn't have his future wife thinking he was easy after all.

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Hal ini tidak ada hubungannya dengan bayi, Zoe,"katanya lembut, mengganggu dia dan mendapatkan mengerang frustrasi."Tentu hal itu terjadi, Trevor. Sampai beberapa hari lalu Anda tidak menginginkan apapun lebih daripada hubungan seksual dengan saya,"katanya lembut, tapi dia tidak melewatkan gemetar sedikit di suaranya dan itu membunuhnya bahwa ia akan menyakiti dirinya."Kami berdua setuju untuk bahwa pengaturan, Zoe," Dia mengingatkan dia lembut. "Saya tidak satu-satunya yang bersedia untuk menetap, sayang, tapi aku berjanji aku berhenti melihat Anda seperti Anda hanya kenyamanan lama.""Dan sekarang Anda ingin menikah," katanya tegas."Ya," katanya tanpa ragu-ragu. "Lebih penting lagi saya ingin Anda."Dia khawatir bibir bawah bahkan ketika matanya disiram dan dia tahu dia adalah lembek. Dia hanya untuk menunjukkan betapa dia maksudkan kepadanya dan semuanya akan baik-baik saja."Saya tidak bisa melakukan itu, Trevor," katanya, gemetar kepalanya. "Saya tidak bisa tidak apa-apa untuk Anda tiba-tiba menjadi istri Anda. Bagaimana saya tahu bahwa sesuatu akan berubah? Saya tidak bisa menikah dengan seorang pria yang pernah diadakan tanganku di depan umum atau diakui saya dengan cara lain daripada hanya penyewa nya."Sebanyak yang dia benci mengakuinya, dia punya titik. Selama beberapa bulan ia telah telah berpura-pura bahwa hal terbaik dalam hidup-nya tidak ada dan yang belum pernah adil untuk salah satu dari mereka. Sekarang ia memberikannya beberapa berpikir ia menyadari rencananya saat ini adalah agak konyol. Ini akan pernah berhasil jika ia tidak percaya bahwa ia maksudkan apa yang ia mengatakan padanya. Mengabaikan dirinya dengan cara ia di depan umum, dan Allah adalah ia tolol sialan, dan kemudian menikah tidak pernah akan bekerja. Ia diperlukan untuk menunjukkan betapa banyak dia mengasihi Rahel dan ia membutuhkan ia tahu bahwa ia melihatnya sebagai lebih dari sekadar penyewa nya sedikit.Dia adalah benar-benar segala sesuatu kepadanya."Itu adalah titik yang baik," katanya, berdiri."Saya senang Anda mengerti, Trevor. Saya pikir yang terbaik jika kita-""Bagaimana Apakah Anda kepala?" Dia bertanya, mengganggu dirinya."Tidak menyakiti yang banyak," akunya."Apakah Anda lapar?" Dia bertanya, mengetahui bahwa dia harus kelaparan."Ya, tapi aku berpikir-""Kita harus pergi pada kencan malam ini? Saya setuju,"katanya, memotong dia karena ia memiliki perasaan bahwa ia hendak menyarankan sesuatu ia tidak suka."Tanggal?" ia mengulangi, terdengar sedikit bingung."Ya, tanggal," katanya, meraih tangannya dan menarik dia kakinya sementara dia masih tampak bingung sebagai neraka. Dia memberikan sentuhan kecil untuk mendapatkan-nya bergerak ke arah tangga. "Kau tahu mana aku menjemput Anda, Anda membuat saya menunggu selama setengah jam, kami pergi keluar, dan aku pesona Anda sementara Anda tergantung pada setiap kata. Kita makan, kita berbicara dan kemudian pada akhir malam Anda mengundang saya untuk secangkir kopi dan aku berpura-pura untuk memikirkan hal itu karena saya seorang pria,"katanya, memilih untuk mengabaikan snort nya sedikit tidak percaya karena dia dibimbing dia menuju tangga."Tapi-""Tidak, tapian," katanya, memberikan dorongan nya lain untuk mendapatkan dia menaiki tangga. "Dapatkan Anda sedikit pantat atas sana dan mengenakan sesuatu yang akan membuatku dari pikiranku.""Tapi-""Pergi," katanya, memberikan dorongan nya lain yang untungnya punya nya bergerak. "Semakin cepat Anda mendapatkan berpakaian semakin cepat Anda dapat mulai menjilat atas saya seperti tanggal yang tepat dan ingat hanya karena aku setuju untuk pergi out pada tanggal ini dengan Anda tidak berarti bahwa aku mudah. Saya berharap Anda untuk melakukan sedikit pekerjaan untuk mendapatkan saya keluar dari celana saya."Ia tidak bisa memiliki isteri masa depannya yang berpikir dia adalah mudah setelah semua.