I don’t know about my feeling, hope

I don’t know about my feeling, hope to get the new one but it doesn’t coming. U assume that I have special feeling for u, but u don’t know who I’m. I have been some one special, do u know that she's not like you, she's more than you. All her kind more than yours.
I don't know what do you think about me, maybe u think that I have special feeling for you, I'm sorry coz it's not true. It's just your dream not mine. The day after tomorrow u will never seen that I have special feeling for you. You are very different than before. Not like when I saw you at the first time u look so cool, calm, and really smart and beauty. Maybe I must cast off you from my mind and I believe that someday I will get the new one.
Eventhough all people said that you are beauty and charming but I don't think like that, cause for me you are not different from other women.
Now I want to make u know that I don't have special feeling for you and hope I never see you again with your arogant. So I believe that u were assumed that U have smart brain, good personality, and many other.
Thank's God cause U have opened my eyes to saw the truth, If she's not the best for me, don't give me way to meet with her. I will be patience to wait my turn until I get my destiny.
Eventhough some people said that I have wierd attitude coz they are never know who I'm. I don't care what they argument. I believe that nobody can change my life without my secrefice.
Stop to infect me with your attitude and don't think that I will give you special feeling....
Sorry I must to say good bye..