The squeezing pressure moved up my

The squeezing pressure moved up my throat. I was happy for her—­thrilled to be exact, but I knew this had to be hard for her. The first night things were over between Jeremy and me had been the hardest. Because like with Erik, Jeremy had this almost magical ability of making me forget the bad moments. He excelled at that, so much so that it was also one of the reasons why I hadn’t left him. Now that I was older, I realized that was a hallmark of an abuser. They could be as charming as sin when required, and that made them as dangerous as a rattlesnake.
“How did Erik take it?” I asked.
A wobbly smile appeared. “Not very good.”
My stomach tumbled a little. “He didn’t—­”
“No! He didn’t. It was the opposite.” She wiped at her eyes with the back of her hands. I put a hand on her arm and squeezed. “He apologized and cried and begged . . .” She shook her head. “He got angry at the end, but I left before it could go any further.”
“Good.”
She looked up, meeting my eyes. “I’m sorry that I didn’t listen to you on Sunday and for what happened when I came back with Erik. I do think it was accident, but it shouldn’t have happened because when he gets angry, he doesn’t think.”
“Is that what made you break up with him?”
“Yes. And no.” She cleared her throat. “When Jase confronted him Wednesday morning and I found out that your knee was completely blown—­”
“Jase confronted him?” I cut in, feeling my eyes widen as I stared at her.
She nodded. “He showed up right before we were leaving for classes. I didn’t know he’d hurt you that badly.”
I waved that off, feeling my pulse pick up. “What did Jase say to him?”
“Not much really. Jase told him that if you ever ended up hurt again, that he’d pretty much put him in a grave. Erik was in a mood.” Reaching up, she tugged her ponytail down. “He mouthed off and called you . . . called you a nosy bitch who needed to stay away from me.”
I didn’t give two shits what Erik said about me, but my stomach fell out of my butt.
“Jase didn’t take to that well,” she continued. “Neither did Erik’s face when it was all said and done.”
Squeezing my eyes shut, I fought for breath as I flashed hot and cold. Images of Jase’s knuckles rushed through my head. He’d gone after Erik. Just like Cam had gone after Jeremy. In a way, history had totally repeated itself. Anger and disappointment and something else I didn’t want to acknowledge crashed together inside me.
“You okay?” Deb asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Things are going to be so much better now for you.” My voice was hoarse as I focused on what was important right now, which was Debbie, and not what Jase had done. “I really do mean that.”
“I know.” She hugged me tightly, and when she pulled away, the tears had dried. "My life start over now, and I only have good things to look forward to.

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

Tekanan meremas pindah tenggorokanku. Aku bahagia untuknya — senang tepatnya, tapi aku tahu hal ini harus menjadi sulit baginya. Malam pertama hal-hal yang lebih dari antara Jeremy dan saya telah yang paling sulit. Karena seperti dengan Erik, Jeremy mempunyai kemampuan hampir magis ini membuat saya lupa saat-saat yang buruk. Dia unggul di itu, begitu banyak sehingga itu juga salah satu alasan mengapa saya tidak meninggalkan-Nya. Sekarang bahwa saya masih remaja, aku menyadari bahwa ciri pelaku. Mereka bisa sebagai menarik sebagai dosa ketika diperlukan, dan yang membuat mereka berbahaya seperti seekor ular derik."Bagaimana Apakah Erik mengambil itu?" Saya bertanya.Senyum goyah muncul. "Tidak sangat baik."Perutku jatuh sedikit. "Dia tidak —""Tidak! Dia tidak. Itu sebaliknya." Ia menyeka matanya dengan punggung tangan. Aku meletakkan tangan di lengannya dan diperas. "Dia meminta maaf dan menangis dan memohon..." Ia menggelengkan kepalanya. "Dia punya marah pada akhir, tapi aku meninggalkan sebelum itu bisa pergi lebih jauh.""Baik."Dia mendongak, pertemuan mataku. "Aku menyesal bahwa saya tidak mendengarkan Anda pada hari Minggu dan untuk apa yang terjadi ketika saya datang kembali dengan Erik. Saya pikir itu adalah kecelakaan, tapi itu tidak boleh terjadi karena ketika dia marah, ia tidak berpikir.""Apakah itu apa yang membuat Anda putus dengan dia?""Ya. Dan tidak ada. Dia membersihkan tenggorokannya. "Ketika Jase dihadapkan padanya Rabu pagi dan saya menemukan bahwa lutut Anda benar-benar hancur —"“Jase confronted him?” I cut in, feeling my eyes widen as I stared at her.She nodded. “He showed up right before we were leaving for classes. I didn’t know he’d hurt you that badly.”I waved that off, feeling my pulse pick up. “What did Jase say to him?”“Not much really. Jase told him that if you ever ended up hurt again, that he’d pretty much put him in a grave. Erik was in a mood.” Reaching up, she tugged her ponytail down. “He mouthed off and called you . . . called you a nosy bitch who needed to stay away from me.”I didn’t give two shits what Erik said about me, but my stomach fell out of my butt.“Jase didn’t take to that well,” she continued. “Neither did Erik’s face when it was all said and done.”Squeezing my eyes shut, I fought for breath as I flashed hot and cold. Images of Jase’s knuckles rushed through my head. He’d gone after Erik. Just like Cam had gone after Jeremy. In a way, history had totally repeated itself. Anger and disappointment and something else I didn’t want to acknowledge crashed together inside me.“You okay?” Deb asked.“Yeah, I’m fine. Things are going to be so much better now for you.” My voice was hoarse as I focused on what was important right now, which was Debbie, and not what Jase had done. “I really do mean that.”“I know.” She hugged me tightly, and when she pulled away, the tears had dried. "My life start over now, and I only have good things to look forward to.