Jalal is sitting next to Jodha, wai

Jalal is sitting next to Jodha, waiting for her to come back to sense. Jalal still was shocked with Jodha's suicidal attempt. He was still confused with his own extreme worry for Jodha... he was feeling really upset at Jodha for this drastic crazy decision. How could she think about leaving me like this?

Finally Jodha opened her eyes and saw Jalal holding her hand with his dreadful face. She realized that she has survived and didn't know how to react to this situation. Jalal and Jodha were looking at each other...

Finally Jalal broke silence with sarcasm "Welcome back to life Jodha begum..."

Jodha pulled her hand away from Jalal and sit on the bed with little frustration she said "Why did you save my life?"

With this question Jalal's controlled temper went out of the roof, his major weakness his anger... he lost his mind and he slapped her hard, and with loud angry voice he said "Jodha, you really wants to know, why I have save your life. What do you think of yourself? How could you take this drastic decision... you have not thought once about me, you have hurt me a lot today... I have never felt this much pain in my life. In our relation you have always decided everything from beginning... I have made many mistakes but I have always apologies. Let me tell you something... I wish you would have understand my unspoken words... You are very special in my life and yes you capable to make me cry, smile and hate... every small action of yours, have impact on my life. You have broken me into million pieces today... I have died many times in past few hours. Once again I am sorry for saving your life... going forward I will have no expectation from you. I will never request for my rights. You can live your life the way you want." Jalal got up with moist eyes and gaze at her with mixed hate and love emotions...

Before he leaves, Jodha with tears got up from the bed and regretfully said "Shenshah, please wait." She was feeling very weak and hardly able to stand.

Jalal notice her trembling, he swiftly walked back towards her and saved her from falling. He holds her from her waist... Jodha looked in his eyes with love without a blink, after few seconds she said in dim tone "SORRY" with heavy heart and tears in her eyes, she understood his pain and her mistake, and she knew she was completely wrong to take this drastic step.

Suddenly she realized what he has gone through... How vulnerable he sounded in his anger... she could feel how angry and sad he is... with all her strength she got and with surprised hugged him tight to comfort his wounds... both were in tears but hiding from each other... Jalal gulped his tears and Jodha wiped it then looked back at him.

She said in low tone "Shenshah, hame maaf kar digiye... pata nahi hame kya ho gaya tha... hum aapko kisi aur ke saath nahi dekh sakte. AApko Kanika ke itne paas dekh ke hum aapse bahot naraz the, aur aapki hame talak dene wali baat ne hame bahot taklif di... aap hame kese chodne ki baat kar sakte hai... Hume laga aap hume bilkul pasand nahi karte, aur ye ham bardast nahi kar sake, iss liye hamne ye kathor nirnay liya."

("Shenshah, Please forgive me, I don't know what happened to me, When I saw you taking interest in Kanika, my mind stop working and on top of it you asked for divorce... you gave me two options, either I accept you or give you divorce. I thought you don't care about me, you really want to get rid of me... because of all those negative thought I took that harsh decision.)

Jalal with little resentment "Jodha, you know my anger very well... you argue for every little things and this time you didn't even said a word about your feelings...Why didn't you talk to me? Humne to sirf talak ki baat ki thi... Par aap to hame hamesa ke liye chod ke ja rahi thi... ek bar bhi nahi socha hamre bare me." (I just asked for divorce but you decided to leave me forever, you never thought about me once how I will feel after you leave... How I will leave my life without you?)

Jodha moved little away from him and said "Hum aapko dukh pochana nahi chahte the... hume nahi pata tha ki humara jivan aapke liya itna mahatva purn hai. Shenshah, you have taken a very special space in my heart also... your smile brings happiness in my life...your anger gives me tremendous pain... Your every act has a big impact on my life...when you look at someone else with love my heart tatters in to pieces... I think I am in... Jodha realized and stopped suddenly and moved away from him. (Shenshah, I didn't mean to hurt you, you means a lot in my life.)

Jalal with smirk asked her mischievously "Jodha, you think...you are in... WHAT?"

She turned back shyly and said with low voice, "Shenshah, I think I am in... she paused for few seconds and continued again "I think I am in pain and I need to sleep... She playfully giggled and moved back to the bed...

Jalal gazed at her beautiful innocent smile...his anger completely vanished, then he sit on the bed near Jodha, with love softly kissed on her forehead with affection. After a few seconds he said in very firm and serious tone "Jodha please promise me no matter what happens in future you will never take this extreme step in your life life."

Jodha replied with serious tone "Shenshah, I promise you, I will never do something like this unless it is a matter or my self-protection."

Jalal smirk and said "Jodha, I will protect you my entire life, you will never have to worry about that."

Jalal caringly said "Jodha, you need to relax and take rest... tomorrow, you are going to ride with me on my horse... I will not leave you alone for a minute."

They both sleep rest of the night and in the morning they took blessing from Panditji and left Asharam.

Jodha and Jalal were riding on same horse... they both were feeling fresh and cheerful. She felt little awkward and shy sitting so close to him, his one hand was encircled to her waist,

Jalal pulled her little more closer to him and whisper in her ears "Jodha begum, to kya keh rahi thi Aap kal, Aap hume kisi aur ke saath nahi dekh sakti... Aesa kyu hota hai Apko."

She thinking irritably, he is too smart and knows everything and still asking me, he has not admit his love yet and playing with me... hmmm

Jodha looked at back at him with annoyance "Shenshah, hame pata nahi." (Shenshah, I don't know!")

Jalal teasingly said "Oh to aapko Jalan hoti hai." ("Ohhh Looks like you are jealous.")

Jodha with little anger "hmmm, Hame kisi se jalan nahi hoti, samje aap." (" No way, I am not jealous of anyone.")

"Accha to aap Kanika se aur hamse itna naraz kyu thi... Hum to unke itne karib bhi nahi the..." (Ohhh.. hmmm I see... then why you so mad at me and Kanika, I didn't even touch her that way.")



As soon as she heard Kanika, she lost her temper and witts, she looked back frustatedly and said "Vo hame Kanika pehle se pasand nahi hai iss liye, Aur aap to juth mat boliye, hamne dekha tha kaise us ke sath aap has has ke bate kar rahe the... uske sath holi khelni thi na appko... Uska rajvanshi vastra aur ghehne bhi bahut pasand aii thi na... Aaj tak aapne humare vastra ki tarif nahi ki... Aur us kanika se malam bhi lagva ya tha... Apko koi sharm barma hai ki nahi... apna kutra bhi utar ke beth gaye the uske samne... Apko vo itni hi pasand aa gayi thi to usse bhi shadi kar leni thi na... begum ki ginti me ek aur badh jaati... aapki Kanika."
("Shenshah, I just don't like Kanika, and Don't lie!!!! I saw, how you were parsing that devil Kanika.. Ohhhh Kanika I love your Rajvanshi outfit and what a beautiful necklace... Looks so good on you. I don't even remember you ever said anything about my clothes. Ohh ... also, how shameless you are, took off your top without any hesitant, and that witch put medicine on your chest... You know what... you made a big mistake Shenshah, why didn't you marry that Kanika, One more would have add in to your list of begums... and you can call her 'Only yours Kanika'. she said everything without a breath... with fuming anger)

Seeing her frustated face, Jalal couldn't hold his laugh... he laughed out loud and said "To hamari begum ko Kanika se itni Jalan ho rahi hai." (Oh.. so that means you are jealous of Kanika.)

Jodha squinted her eyes and said "Aap phir se suru ho gaye... hame aapse baat nahi karni... Aur hum kisise kyu jale." (You started again, I am not going to talk to you... and No.... I am not jealous of any one.")

"Ohh!!! So Rukaiya begum aur hamari najdikiya se aapko koi taklif nahi hai." Jalal said teasingly (hmmmm so Jodha begum, you saying that you have no problem with me and Rukaiya so close... hugging each other...")

Jodha looked back at Jalal with anger and said "Hume yaha se abhi niche utariye, hum palki me beth ke aayenge." ("Stop horse now, I don't want to ride with you anymore... I will come in palkhi.")