“Can you believe you’re really marr

“Can you believe you’re really married?”
No. That’s what I wanted to say. I couldn’t believe it. The whole thing was so bizarre. I couldn’t even remember the ceremony. All my mind could focus on was the feel of Miles’ hand in mine, the feel of his sweat that proved he was just as nervous as I was. But I couldn’t remember the words, couldn’t remember repeating them to Father Brian. Couldn’t remember anything about it until we were walking down the aisle again, his hand on the small of my back.
Well, that wasn’t exactly true. I remembered the kiss.
I remembered how soft his lips were. I remember thinking they shouldn’t be that soft. And then I remembered all thought disappearing, as he drew me closer to him and the tip of his tongue brushed against my lips. I remembered the way my body responded to him, the way my belly fluttered and my heart skipped a beat. I remembered that I wanted it to go on forever, and when he pulled away it was like he’d taken away a gift he never should have offered in the first place. And I remembered the little spark of surprise in his eyes, as he looked at me in the seconds after that kiss.
I touched my lips now, the memory almost overwhelming for a second.
“You okay?” Lisa asked.
“Yeah. I’m good.”
“Did you pack a bikini? I mean, I don’t suppose you’ll need many clothes on this little honeymoon, but it never hurts to pack a few essentials.”
“I have a bathing suit.”
“Tell me you didn’t pack that old, black one-piece that you wear every summer?” Lisa groaned without waiting for an answer because she knew me too well to expect a denial. “You really don’t get it, do you?”
“Get what?”
“This whole seduction game. Just because you got the guy, doesn’t mean you don’t have to keep working at it. You have to make the man happy he chose you.”
“I think Miles understands better than I do why he chose me.”
Lisa didn’t seem to hear me. She was too busy rooting around in her backpack. A second later she mumbled something I couldn’t hear and came back over, a small bag in her hands.
“Here,” she said, shoving it at me.
“What is this?”
“A wedding gift. Don’t open it until you get to the hotel, okay?”
“Lisa…”
“Go on, now,” she said, pushing me toward the door. “Your husband is waiting downstairs.”
I grabbed my overnight bag, nearly tripping over my own feet as she gave me another shove. I’d changed into a white pant suit that my aunts insisted was the proper attire for a honeymoon trip. The ceremony had only ended an hour ago, but Miles was in a hurry to get to Florida. Lisa followed me down the stairs, her back growing a little stiffer, her posture a little straighter, when she saw Miles talking to Colin at the bottom of the stairs. The dark-haired woman was there, too, her face still turned away from me. She hadn’t come to congratulate Miles and me after the ceremony like everyone else, choosing to remain in her seat as everyone else milled around, enjoying the refreshments my aunts had worked all night putting together. But she was here now, and Miles seemed to be deep in conversation with her.
Colin spotted us and touched Miles’ shoulder. He turned, his eyes unreadable as he watched me come toward him.
He seemed as frozen as I had been earlier. Colin moved around him and slid the bag from my shoulder, smiling politely as he said, “Let me take that.”
“Thank you.”
Lisa moved up beside him. “Such a gentleman,” I heard her say as the two of them moved off, stepping deeper into the entry hall.
But my eyes were glued to Miles. There was something about the way he was watching me that felt different. Like something had changed between us that he didn’t bother to explain to me. Maybe it was just the stress of the day. Or maybe I was seeing things where they didn’t exist. But he seemed more aware of me than he had been before.
He continued to stare at me even after I stepped onto the laminated floor of the entry hall. I smiled softly, not sure what else to do. And then the dark-haired woman moved around him and I suddenly realized who she was.
“We haven’t had a chance to meet,” she said with a smile of her own. “I’m Lila Gardner, Miles’—”
“Sister.” At the slight frown that word produced, I said, “I recognize you from pictures.”
Her eyebrows went up. “Didn’t realize you were that sentimental, brother,” she said, pushing her shoulder into his side.
“There’s a lot you don’t know about me, darling,” Miles said, as he slid his arm around her shoulders.
“I didn’t realize you were going to be here,” I said.
Lila looked up at Miles. “If it was up to my brother, I wouldn’t be. He didn’t bother to tell anyone about his nuptials. I actually found out from the internet. A well-timed call to Joan, and I was able to get here in time.”
“I’m glad you did. I told Miles we shouldn’t do this without his family.”
Miles’ eyes narrowed slightly. “And I told you we could do a bigger ceremony for them later. I just wanted to get married.”
I pressed my hand to his chest and moved closer to him. “Well, so did I.”

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 2:

"Bisakah Anda percaya bahwa Anda benar-benar menikah?"
Tidak. Itulah yang saya ingin mengatakan. Aku tidak percaya itu. Semuanya begitu aneh. Aku bahkan tidak bisa mengingat upacara. Semua pikiran saya bisa fokus pada adalah nuansa tangan Miles 'di tambang, nuansa keringatnya yang terbukti ia hanya gugup seperti aku. Tapi aku tidak bisa mengingat kata-kata, tidak ingat mengulangi mereka kepada Bapa Brian. Tidak ingat apa-apa tentang hal itu sampai kami berjalan menyusuri lorong lagi, tangannya di punggung saya.
Nah, itu tidak sepenuhnya benar. Saya ingat ciuman.
Aku ingat betapa lembut bibirnya. Aku ingat berpikir mereka tidak harus yang lembut. Dan kemudian aku ingat semua berpikir menghilang, saat ia menarik saya lebih dekat kepadanya dan ujung lidahnya menyapu bibirku. Aku ingat bagaimana tubuh saya merespon dia, cara perut saya bergetar dan hati saya berdetak kencang. Aku ingat bahwa aku ingin pergi selamanya, dan ketika ia menarik diri itu seperti dia dibawa pergi hadiah ia seharusnya tidak ditawarkan di tempat pertama. Dan aku ingat percikan sedikit kejutan di matanya, saat ia menatapku dalam detik setelah ciuman itu.
Aku menyentuh bibir saya sekarang, memori hampir tak tertahankan untuk kedua.
"Kamu baik-baik saja?" Tanya Lisa.
"Ya. Aku baik-baik. "
" Apakah Anda pak bikini? Maksudku, aku tidak kira Anda harus banyak pakaian di bulan madu ini sedikit, tapi tidak ada salahnya untuk berkemas beberapa penting. "
" Aku punya baju renang. "
" Katakan kau tidak berkemas yang lama, hitam one-piece yang Anda pakai setiap musim panas? "Lisa mengerang tanpa menunggu jawaban karena dia tahu aku terlalu baik untuk mengharapkan penyangkalan. "Anda benar-benar tidak mengerti, kan?"
"Mendapatkan apa?"
"Ini permainan rayuan seluruh. Hanya karena Anda punya orang itu, tidak berarti Anda tidak harus tetap bekerja di itu. Anda harus membuat orang senang dia memilih Anda. "
" Saya pikir Miles mengerti lebih baik daripada aku mengapa ia memilih saya. "
Lisa tampaknya tidak mendengar saya. Dia terlalu sibuk mencari-cari di dalam ranselnya. Sedetik kemudian ia menggumamkan sesuatu yang saya tidak bisa mendengar dan kembali lebih, tas kecil di tangannya.
"Di sini," katanya, mendorong hal itu padaku.
"Apa ini?"
"A hadiah pernikahan. Jangan buka sampai Anda mendapatkan ke hotel, oke? "
" Lisa ... "
" Pergilah, sekarang, "katanya, mendorong saya ke arah pintu. "Suami Anda sedang menunggu di bawah."
Aku menyambar tas semalam saya, hampir tersandung kaki saya sendiri karena dia memberi saya dorongan lain. Aku berubah menjadi setelan celana putih yang bibi saya bersikeras adalah pakaian yang tepat untuk perjalanan bulan madu. Upacara itu hanya berakhir satu jam yang lalu, tapi Miles sedang terburu-buru untuk sampai ke Florida. Lisa mengikuti saya menuruni tangga, punggungnya tumbuh kaku sedikit, postur tubuhnya sedikit lebih tegak, ketika dia melihat Miles berbicara dengan Colin di bagian bawah tangga. Wanita berambut gelap juga ada di sana, wajahnya masih berpaling dariku. Dia tidak datang untuk mengucapkan selamat Miles dan saya setelah upacara seperti orang lain, memilih untuk tetap di kursinya seperti orang lain giling sekitar, menikmati minuman bibi saya telah bekerja sepanjang malam menempatkan bersama-sama. Tapi dia ada di sini sekarang, dan Miles tampaknya asyik mengobrol dengan dia.
Colin melihat kami dan menyentuh bahu Miles '. Dia berbalik, matanya terbaca saat ia melihat saya datang ke arahnya.
Dia tampak seperti membeku seperti yang saya telah sebelumnya. Colin pindah di sekelilingnya dan meluncur tas dari bahu saya, tersenyum sopan saat ia mengatakan, "Biarkan aku mengambil itu."
"Terima kasih."
Lisa naik sampingnya. "Gentleman Seperti," Saya mendengar dia berkata seperti mereka berdua pindah off, melangkah lebih dalam ke ruang depan.
Tapi mata saya terpaku ke Miles. Ada sesuatu tentang cara dia menonton saya yang terasa berbeda. Seperti sesuatu yang telah berubah di antara kami bahwa dia tidak repot-repot untuk menjelaskan kepada saya. Mungkin itu hanya stres hari. Atau mungkin aku melihat hal-hal di mana mereka tidak ada. Tapi dia tampak lebih sadar saya daripada dia sebelumnya.
Dia terus menatap saya bahkan setelah saya melangkah ke lantai dilaminasi aula entri. Aku tersenyum lembut, tidak yakin apa lagi yang harus dilakukan. Dan kemudian wanita berambut gelap bergerak di sekelilingnya dan tiba-tiba aku menyadari siapa dia.
"Kami belum punya kesempatan untuk bertemu," katanya dengan senyum sendiri. "Aku Lila Gardner, Miles'-"
"Suster." Pada cemberut sedikit kata yang dihasilkan, saya berkata, "Saya mengenali Anda dari foto."
Alisnya naik. "Tidak menyadari Anda adalah bahwa sentimental, saudara," katanya, mendorong bahunya ke sisinya.
"Ada banyak yang tidak tahu tentang aku, Sayang," kata Miles, saat ia meluncur lengannya di bahu.
"saya tidak menyadari Anda akan berada di sini," kataku.
Lila menatap Miles. "Jika itu sampai saudara saya, saya tidak akan. Dia tidak repot-repot untuk memberitahu siapa pun tentang pernikahan nya. Aku benar-benar menemukan dari internet. Sebuah tepat waktu panggilan untuk Joan, dan saya bisa sampai di sini dalam waktu. "
" Aku senang kau lakukan. Saya mengatakan Miles kita tidak harus melakukan ini tanpa keluarganya. "
Mata Miles 'menyipit sedikit. "Dan saya bilang kita bisa melakukan upacara yang lebih besar untuk mereka nanti. Aku hanya ingin menikah. "
Aku menekan tanganku ke dadanya dan bergerak mendekat kepadanya. "Nah, begitu juga I."