-No Name To My Desire-Chap 10KOLKAT

-No Name To My Desire-

Chap 10


KOLKATA

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'You should have got admitted last month itself Ammijan. Itna late karengi toh problem hona hi hai. Thank god tumor didn't burst. Do you have any idea Ammijan how much dangerous it could have been? It could have been...' Jodha was going on with her scolding session until Hamida Banu interrupted. 'Jodha...Jodha...bas bhi karo...our kitna datogi? ab toh main ro dungi...haan.' A mild laugh at the end made its way through the receiver. But that was hardly enough to appease Jodha's much roused temper. More than anger it was fear that had occupied Jodha's mind...fear to loose her Ammijan...fear to loose the person she love. Even the idea of loosing her was like a torment to her soul. A glimpse of the possible outcome of such negligence sends shiver down her spine.



'Yeh mazak ki baat nehi hai Ammijan...ap janti hai apka mere paas hona, mere liye kya maine rakhta hai...you know I will be lost without you...I...' Jodha had many more things to utter but a sudden surge of emotion choked her voice. A lone tear silently found its way down her cheek. In spite of not being in her presence, this sting in her beloved's heart didn't escape Hamida Banu's senses. 'Jodha...don't cry baby. I am absolutely fine. Nothing will happen to me. It's just a small operation. I will need to stay in hospital for few weeks then everything will be just as before. As simple as that. Tum samajh rahi ho na?' asked Hamida with a caring voice.

'Yes Ammijan' Jodha nodded as she wiped the tear drop from her cheek. 'Ammijan aap aj hi admit ho rahi hai na?'

'Yes dear am on my way to hospital. Doctor said operation aj hi karna parega. We can't waste any more time. By the way beta I need to tell you something. Listen to me very carefully.' Here seriousness engulfed Hamida Banu's voice. I won't be available on phone, so if you need anything at all, you can call Adgah Sahab. I have briefed him everything. Paise bhi de dia hai. Ask for it if you need. You don't need to hesitate at all. And one more thing...Jalal abhi bhi Kolkata me hi hai. So be very careful. Don't come out of your hotel unnecessarily. Am I clear?' Hamida Banu halted for a confirmation.

'Yes Ammijan I got it. I will be very careful. You just don't worry.' Jodha tried to pacify her Ammijan.

'Our mere pote ka khayal rakhna. Ekdam durust rehna chahiye woh. Samjhi?' Hamida Banu uttered with a teary voice.

'Jee Ammijan. Khud se jyada aapke pote ka khayal rakhhungi...happy?' Jodha asked in a teasing tone.

'Take care of yourself too.' Now Jodha could sense the heaviness in her Ammijan's voice. 'I will', she assured.

'Thik hai ab rakhti hoon...operation ke baad jaise hi doctor permission de...I will call you. By beta', with this Hamida wrapped her call up. Call ended, leaving Jodha with some unspoken words she wanted to tell her Ammijan. She kept staring at the black screen of mobile...trying to locate some marks of the person she just talked to. Jodha wanted to tell her Ammijan something she never told anyone...rather...she never got chance to tell anyone...something she was feeling like saying today...'will miss you ma'.



Jodha griped the phone and took it to her heart...closed her eyes for some time...a deep sigh escaped her body. Jodha was trying to push aside the turmoil going on in her mind since morning. For some unknown reasons she was not feeling well today. A strange pressure was building inside her head...churning weird thoughts to kill the peace of her mind. Jodha's heart was reiterating to her since morning...something bad is going to happen...something that will land her in trouble. She didn't share it with Ammijan. How can she...knowing her condition!!! But this thing was bothering her like hell. Still there was no way she could get rid of it. Hence she decided to leave it on its own and coax her mind with some reasonable excuses. 'It may be just an imagination of my much stressed psyche.' With this Jodha brushed aside her dreadful thoughts. But things would have been much better if she didn't.



Few minutes later...



'Mom where are you?' Rico stormed into the room. Lil master was carrying a football in his hand. He was visibly upset. Rico was playing in the corridor but a wrong kick pushed the ball to the sharp edge of a Vase-holder. As a result its prickly edge pierced into the skin of the ball, leaking it eventually...so much to the annoyance of Rico. 'Mom where are you?' He yelled again this time Jodha came out of the washroom.

'Rico...why are you shouting like this? What happened?' asked Jodha in an annoyed tone.

'Mom look what happened...' he showed the ball to his mother. Jodha took the ball and rolled a quick glance on it but she didn't found anything wrong. 'What's wrong with it?' this question of his mother roused anger in lil boy. 'Mom can't you see...isme leak ho gaya hai.' Rico's words were wrapped in disappointment. Sensing his boy's mood, Jodha gave another look at the ball. This time she inspected it thoroughly. Finally she got the point!!! Ball was leaking at one part...in fact it has already lost its shape to some extent. 'Aapko toh kuch bhi nehi pata', uttered Rico with a pouty face. This innocent accusation of Rico amused Jodha. In a moment all her annoyance was swept away. She gave her boy a playful look. 'Kya kare Mom Rico ki tarah smart nehi hai na...isiliye' uttered Jodha faking a sad face. Now that made lil master all red. 'Mom!!!' a shy Rico hid his face in Jodha's belly. A broad smile appeared on her face.

'Oho...mera Spiderman sharmata bhi hai...' Jodha teased her son by pinching him on waist. The duo burst into giggles. Jodha came down on her knees and hugged Rico...'my baby'.

'Mom...don't call me baby!!! Am not a baby!!! Am a grown up man. And I need a new ball now.' Rico told his mom in a firm voice as he pulled out of the hug.

'Man-wan toh firbhi thik hai...but no new ball now. Balls hotel me nehi milte hai and we are not going outside.' Jodha gave her final words and walked up to the cupboard. But Rico was not the one who could be ruled over so easily.

'Mom yahan mere sath khelneko koyee bhi nehi hai...ab ek ball bhi nehi raha toh...' Rico halted his line here. The reason behind it could easily be sensed in his heavy tone. This moved Jodha. She can face anything but not her son's tears. Jodha rushed to her boy.

'Rico...Mom to mazak kar rahi thi...see main cupboard se paise nikal rahi thi.' Jodha tried to manaofy her lil master, without even realizing she just stepped on the trap laid by her own son. Immediately after Jodha's confession, the sad cover on Rico's face disappeared in a lightening speed. He chuckled, 'then let's go Mom.'

It took no time for Jodha to get hold of the real matter. She pulled his ear lightly and faking an angry tone uttered, 'Badmash!!! Ma se nautanki!!!' Rico giggled...so does his mother. Jodha rubbed her nose on Rico's cheek, making him giggle further.



Within a few minutes mother-son duo left for the shop to get a new football. Forgoing her Ammijan's warning Jodha stepped out of the hotel that too with her son. A decision she was going regret very soon.

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 2:

-Tidak Nama To My Desire- Chap 10 KOLKATA ------------- 'Anda seharusnya mendapat mengakui bulan lalu itu sendiri Ammijan. Itna akhir karengi toh masalah hona hi hai. Terima kasih Tuhan tumor tidak meledak. Apakah Anda memiliki gagasan Ammijan berapa banyak yang berbahaya itu bisa saja? Itu bisa saja ... 'Jodha yang terjadi dengan sesi memarahi dia sampai Hamida Banu terganggu. 'Jodha ... Jodha ... bas bhi karo ... kami Kitna datogi? ab toh ro utama dungi ... haan. " Tertawa ringan pada akhirnya membuat jalan melalui penerima. Tapi itu tidak cukup untuk menenangkan banyak marah membangunkan Jodha itu. Lebih dari kemarahan itu ketakutan bahwa telah menduduki pikiran Jodha ini ... takut kehilangan Ammijan nya ... takut kehilangan orang yang dia cintai. Bahkan gagasan kehilangan nya seperti siksaan untuk jiwanya. Sekilas tentang kemungkinan hasil dari kelalaian tersebut mengirimkan menggigil bawah tulang punggungnya. "Yeh Mazak ki baat hai Nehi Ammijan ... ap janti hai apka hanya hona paas, mere liye kya maine rakhta hai ... kau tahu aku akan hilang tanpa Anda ... Saya ... 'Jodha memiliki lebih banyak hal untuk mengucapkan tapi gelombang tiba-tiba emosi mencekik suaranya. Air mata tunggal diam-diam menemukan jalan di pipinya. Meskipun tidak berada di hadapannya, sengatan di hatinya tercinta tidak luput indra Hamida Banu itu. 'Jodha ... jangan menangis bayi. Saya baik-baik saja. Tidak akan terjadi padaku. Ini hanya operasi kecil. Aku harus tinggal di rumah sakit selama beberapa minggu maka semuanya akan sama seperti sebelumnya. Sesederhana itu. Tum samajh rahi ho na? " tanya Hamidah dengan suara peduli. "Ya Ammijan 'Jodha mengangguk sambil menyeka air mata jatuh dari pipinya. 'Ammijan aap aj hi mengakui ho rahi hai na? " "Ya sayang am dalam perjalanan ke rumah sakit. Dokter mengatakan operasi aj hi karna parega. Kita tidak bisa membuang-buang waktu lagi. By the way beta saya harus memberitahu Anda sesuatu. Dengarkan aku sangat hati-hati. " Berikut keseriusan ditelan suara Hamida Banu itu. Saya tidak akan tersedia pada ponsel, jadi jika Anda butuh sesuatu sama sekali, Anda dapat menghubungi Adgah Sahab. Saya telah diberitahu dia segalanya. Paise bhi de dia hai. Meminta untuk itu jika Anda membutuhkan. Anda tidak perlu ragu sama sekali. Dan satu hal lagi ... Jalal abhi bhi Kolkata me hi hai. Jadi berhati-hatilah. Jangan keluar dari hotel Anda tidak perlu. Apakah saya jelas? " Hamida Banu dihentikan untuk konfirmasi. "Ya Ammijan aku mendapatkannya. Saya akan sangat berhati-hati. Anda hanya tidak khawatir. " Jodha mencoba untuk menenangkan Ammijan nya. 'hanya pote ka nomor khayal rakhna kami. Ekdam durust Rehna chahiye woh. Samjhi? " Hamida Banu diucapkan dengan suara berkaca-kaca. "Jee Ammijan. Khud se jyada Aapke pote ka nomor khayal rakhhungi ... bahagia? " Jodha bertanya dengan nada menggoda. "Jaga dirimu juga." Sekarang Jodha bisa merasakan berat dalam suara Ammijan nya. "Aku akan ', katanya meyakinkan. "Thik hai ab rakhti hoon ... operasi ke baad jaise hi dokter izin de ... saya akan menghubungi Anda. Dengan beta ', dengan Hamidah ini membungkusnya memanggil. Panggilan berakhir, meninggalkan Jodha dengan beberapa kata-kata tak terucapkan dia ingin memberitahu Ammijan nya. Dia terus menatap layar hitam mobile ... mencoba untuk menemukan beberapa tanda dari orang yang dia baru saja berbicara dengan. Jodha ingin mengatakan sesuatu Ammijan dia tidak pernah mengatakan kepada siapa pun ... bukan ... dia tidak pernah mendapat kesempatan untuk memberitahu siapa pun ... sesuatu yang dia merasa seperti mengatakan hari ini ... 'akan merindukanmu ma'. Jodha dikeluhkan telepon dan membawanya ke hatinya ... memejamkan mata selama beberapa waktu ... napas dalam-dalam lolos tubuhnya. Jodha berusaha untuk menyingkirkan gejolak yang terjadi di pikirannya sejak pagi. Untuk beberapa alasan yang tidak diketahui dia tidak merasa baik hari ini. Tekanan yang aneh sedang membangun di dalam kepalanya ... berputar pikiran aneh untuk membunuh ketenangan pikiran. Hati Jodha yang sedang mengulangi padanya sejak pagi ... sesuatu yang buruk akan terjadi ... sesuatu yang akan mendarat dia dalam kesulitan. Dia tidak berbagi dengan Ammijan. Bagaimana bisa dia ... mengetahui kondisinya !!! Namun hal ini mengganggu dia seperti neraka. Masih ada cara dia bisa menyingkirkan itu. Oleh karena itu dia memutuskan untuk meninggalkan sendiri dan membujuk pikirannya dengan beberapa alasan yang masuk akal. "Ini mungkin hanya sebuah imajinasi saya banyak menekankan jiwa." Dengan Jodha menepis pikiran mengerikan itu. Tapi hal-hal akan jauh lebih baik jika dia tidak. Beberapa menit kemudian ... "Ibu mana?" Rico menyerbu ke dalam ruangan. Lil guru membawa sepak bola di tangannya. Dia tampak sangat marah. Rico sedang bermain di koridor tapi tendangan yang salah mendorong bola ke tepi yang tajam dari Vas pemegang. Akibatnya tepi berduri yang menembus ke dalam kulit bola, bocor akhirnya ... jadi banyak gangguan dari Rico. 'Ibu mana? " Dia berteriak lagi kali ini Jodha keluar dari kamar kecil. "Rico ... kenapa kau berteriak seperti ini? Apa yang terjadi? ' tanya Jodha dengan nada kesal. "Ibu lihat apa yang terjadi ..." ia menunjukkan bola ke ibunya. Jodha mengambil bola dan berguling sekilas di atasnya, tetapi dia tidak menemukan sesuatu yang salah. "Apa yang salah dengan itu?" pertanyaan ini ibunya membangkitkan kemarahan anak lil. 'Ibu tidak bisa Anda lihat ... isme kebocoran ho gaya hai. " Kata-kata Rico terbungkus kekecewaan. Merasakan suasana anak nya, Jodha memberikan melihat lagi bola. Kali ini dia diperiksa secara menyeluruh. Akhirnya ia mendapat titik !!! Bola bocor di salah satu bagian ... sebenarnya telah kehilangan bentuknya sampai batas tertentu. 'Aapko toh kuch bhi Nehi pata', diucapkan Rico dengan wajah cemberut. Ini tuduhan yang tidak bersalah dari Rico geli Jodha. Dalam sekejap semua kekesalannya hanyut. Dia memberikan anaknya terlihat lucu. "Kya kare Mom Rico ki ​​tarah Nehi pintar hai na ... isiliye 'diucapkan Jodha memalsukan wajah sedih. Sekarang guru lil membuat semua merah. 'Mom !!!' a Rico pemalu menyembunyikan wajahnya di perut Jodha itu. Senyum lebar muncul di wajahnya. "Oho ... mera Spiderman sharmata bhi hai ... 'Jodha menggoda anaknya dengan mencubit dia di pinggang. Duo ini meledak tawa. Jodha turun berlutut dan memeluk Rico ... 'saya bayi. "Ibu ... jangan panggil aku bayi !!! Saya tidak bayi !!! Seorang pria dewasa. Dan aku butuh bola baru sekarang. " Rico mengatakan ibunya dengan suara tegas sambil ditarik keluar dari pelukan itu. "Man-wan toh firbhi thik hai ... tapi tidak ada bola baru sekarang. Balls Hotel me Nehi milte hai dan kami tidak pergi ke luar. " Jodha memberikan kata-kata terakhirnya dan berjalan ke lemari. Tapi Rico bukanlah orang yang bisa memerintah begitu mudah. ​​"Ibu yahan hanya sath khelneko koyee bhi hai ... Nehi ab ek bola bhi Nehi raha toh ..." Rico menghentikan baris di sini. Alasan di balik itu bisa dengan mudah merasakan nada yang berat. Ini pindah Jodha. Dia bisa menghadapi apa pun kecuali air mata tidak anaknya. Jodha bergegas ke anaknya. "Rico ... Mom untuk Mazak kar rahi thi ... lihat lemari utama se paise nikal rahi thi." Jodha mencoba manaofy menguasai lil nya, tanpa menyadarinya dia hanya menginjak perangkap diletakkan oleh anaknya sendiri. Segera setelah pengakuan Jodha itu, penutup sedih di wajah Rico menghilang dalam kecepatan cahaya. Dia tertawa, 'maka mari kita pergi Mom. " Butuh waktu untuk Jodha untuk mendapatkan materi yang sesungguhnya. Dia menarik telinganya ringan dan pura-pura nada marah diucapkan, 'Badmash !!! Ma se nautanki !!! ' Rico terkikik ... begitu juga ibunya. Jodha menggosok hidungnya di pipi Rico, membuatnya tertawa lebih lanjut. Dalam beberapa menit ibu-anak duo berangkat ke toko untuk mendapatkan sepak bola baru. Forgoing nya peringatan Ammijan yang Jodha melangkah keluar dari hotel itu juga dengan anaknya. Keputusan dia akan menyesal segera.