I walked out in the rain a few hour

I walked out in the rain a few hours after I’d given her the contract because I couldn’t stop myself from wondering what she was thinking, and worrying if Sally was trying to convince her not to go ahead with it. I was also still pent up from not having fucked her. I’d been shocked when I’d found out she was a virgin. I still felt tense about the fact that she wanted me to take her virginity. Tense and proud. I wanted her badly, but I also wanted to stop myself from doing something that I shouldn't. I had been about to cross the line. I’d been inside of her. My mind had been so foggy, but I hadn’t wanted to continue. I hadn’t wanted to take her. Not then, not like that. I had to make sure I didn’t cross the line.
Though, I had to admit to myself that I could barely see the line anymore. It had become blurred in my mind. I was becoming caught up in my own trap. I was worried that I was going to give Mila four weeks, but she was going to try and hold me to more. I didn't know which way was up anymore. All I knew was that she was the guiding light in my sky. She was the beacon calling me home. And home was where I wanted to be.
The only problem was, I knew that once she entered my reality and found out who I really was, the dream she had of me would end. And, oh Lord, I didn't know if I was ready for that. I knew that I needed to be myself with her. I needed to show her the side of me that I’d kept hidden. And that meant taking a risk. Step one had started last night. In the lake. She'd had no choice but to succumb. I knew as soon as I’d touched her that it would give me the upper hand, but at that point, I didn't care. My body craved her too much. I needed her as badly as I needed air.
I headed towards the lake, even though I knew I shouldn’t. I should wait for her to come to me. I should wait for her answer. I knew that I should, but I wasn’t going to.
She sat there, with her feet in the water, not doing a thing, and all I could think was that this woman had changed my life. She'd changed the very universe I lived in—not by her actions or words, but with the curl of her lips as she smiled and the light in her eyes when she gazed upon mine.
"TJ?" she said as she glanced back, her voice like a Beethoven symphony to my ears.
"Yes, Mila," I said, walking towards her, my feet knowing the path to her body, while my heart still searched for the path to her soul.
"I didn't hear you come out," she said, standing up and turning towards me. Her hair fell forward as she bent down to brush something off her leg.
"I guess there are many things you didn't hear," I said and paused as I stared at her face, trying to memorize every inch for the time I wouldn't be with her.
"What else didn't I hear?" She frowned at me, looking confused.
You didn't hear the sound of my heart breaking when I lied to you, I thought as I stood there. I stared at her, my heart wanting to tell her all the things in my head, but I knew I couldn't. You didn’t hear the feeling of shame that fell to my stomach when I asked you to pretend to be my fiancée. You didn’t hear the excitement in my veins as I thought about waking you up every morning with my own special alarm clock.
"TJ," she said again and stepped forward. "What else didn't I hear?"
"You didn't hear the sound of your clothes coming off when I told you to get naked." I touched her shoulder, not able to resist touching her.
"You didn't ask me to get naked." She blushed then, a delicious pink-red hue that reminded me of her innocence. The feeling both delighted and destroyed me.
"That's because I don't ask, I tell," I said gruffly and my eyes narrowed as I stared at her. "Take your clothes off and get naked." I stared into her eyes, a fire burning in my soul as I commanded her to give herself to me completely. Once again, I could feel my world shifting as she stood there considering her next action. I knew what she was going to do. I knew, and I wasn't going to stop her. That was the magic of the situation. I was changing her life, just as much as she was changing mine. The only difference was I knew she would hate me once she found out.
Then I laughed and put my hand on hers. I had to laugh to let her know that while I wanted her, I wasn’t going to let it consume me. I wasn’t going to let my want for her body make me act irrationally. I needed to get her answer first.
“Have you made your decision?” I asked softly.
“I don’t know what to do.” She bit her lower lip and shook her head. “What should I do, TJ?”
“I can’t make your decision for you, Mila.” My voice was deep, some might say husky, as I looked down into her wide eyes. She was gazing at me with a question in her big brown eyes and her lips were slightly parted. “What’s your answer?” I said abruptly, needing to know so badly that it was killing me inside to not know.
“Why are you doing this really?” she asked me softly as she stepped towards me, licking her lips nervously. Her long blonde hair hung around her shoulders and small runaway wisps blew into her eyes. I leaned over and moved them gently behind her ear. She blushed at my touch and I made sure to let my fingers linger on her cheek for a few seconds. I could feel the heat emanating off of her skin onto my fingertips.
“I want you to experience the happiness, the joy, the goodness that you deserve.” My voice sounded too serious and I wasn’t altogether sure why I’d chosen those exact words. I myself wasn’t really sure why I was here, with her, about to do something I knew I shouldn’t do.
“I wish I could control what happens next,” she said, her voice breathless. I gazed down into her eyes and my heart stopped as I saw the emotion there. She was letting me in, baring her soul to me in a naked, vulnerable way. Her eyes reminded me of a young, innocent doe I’d seen in the woods one year when I’d gone deer hunting with a friend’s family. I’d felt guilty then and I felt guilty now as well.
“There’s not much that is going to happen next.” I sounded harsher than I’d intended. I didn’t know how to tell her that I was mad at myself and not at her. She wouldn’t understand the inner turmoil I was in. “We’re going to kiss and then you’re going to dump that loser of a ‘boyfriend’.” I put my hands on her waist and stilled them from going higher.
“He’s not my boyfriend,” she squeaked out as she closed her eyes and lifted her lips up to me, waiting. Her shoulders were thrust back indignantly and I stared down at the curve of her breasts and down to her long legs. She’d grown into a beautiful young woman. A very beautiful young woman that I knew I shouldn’t let myself indulge in.
“You’re damn right he’s not,” I growled before bending down and lightly pressing my lips against hers. They were so soft and sweet and she kissed me back eagerly as her fingers fumbled with my shirt. I grabbed her hands and clasped them in mine as I deepened the kiss, allowing my tongue to enter her mouth and taste the delicate hint of freshly picked strawberries that she’d just eaten. She moaned slightly as I sucked on her tongue and my hands moved up her waist, making their way up to her bra. All thoughts of Cody warning me to stay away from his sister were far from my mind.
“Oh, TJ,” she said as she grabbed my hand and moved it up and pressed it against her breast. “Oh, yes.”
“Oh, no.” I stopped and pulled back. Her eyes blinked open and she looked at me with a slightly bewildered and lost expression. She looked hot and flustered and I loved it, though I kept my grin to myself.
“What are you doing?” She pouted. “Why did you stop?”
“You didn’t think it would be this easy, did you?” I said with a smirk, feeling hot and bothered myself. “Nothing happens until I get your decision.”
“But, I just can’t pretend to be your fiancée, TJ. That’s not right.” She licked her lips nervously.
“You can’t?” I said softly, allowing my fingers to trace the curve of her lips. “Or you won’t?”
“I read the contract,” she said and swallowed. “What you’re asking—it’s too much.”

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

I walked out in the rain a few hours after I’d given her the contract because I couldn’t stop myself from wondering what she was thinking, and worrying if Sally was trying to convince her not to go ahead with it. I was also still pent up from not having fucked her. I’d been shocked when I’d found out she was a virgin. I still felt tense about the fact that she wanted me to take her virginity. Tense and proud. I wanted her badly, but I also wanted to stop myself from doing something that I shouldn't. I had been about to cross the line. I’d been inside of her. My mind had been so foggy, but I hadn’t wanted to continue. I hadn’t wanted to take her. Not then, not like that. I had to make sure I didn’t cross the line.Though, I had to admit to myself that I could barely see the line anymore. It had become blurred in my mind. I was becoming caught up in my own trap. I was worried that I was going to give Mila four weeks, but she was going to try and hold me to more. I didn't know which way was up anymore. All I knew was that she was the guiding light in my sky. She was the beacon calling me home. And home was where I wanted to be.The only problem was, I knew that once she entered my reality and found out who I really was, the dream she had of me would end. And, oh Lord, I didn't know if I was ready for that. I knew that I needed to be myself with her. I needed to show her the side of me that I’d kept hidden. And that meant taking a risk. Step one had started last night. In the lake. She'd had no choice but to succumb. I knew as soon as I’d touched her that it would give me the upper hand, but at that point, I didn't care. My body craved her too much. I needed her as badly as I needed air.I headed towards the lake, even though I knew I shouldn’t. I should wait for her to come to me. I should wait for her answer. I knew that I should, but I wasn’t going to.She sat there, with her feet in the water, not doing a thing, and all I could think was that this woman had changed my life. She'd changed the very universe I lived in—not by her actions or words, but with the curl of her lips as she smiled and the light in her eyes when she gazed upon mine."TJ?" she said as she glanced back, her voice like a Beethoven symphony to my ears."Yes, Mila," I said, walking towards her, my feet knowing the path to her body, while my heart still searched for the path to her soul."I didn't hear you come out," she said, standing up and turning towards me. Her hair fell forward as she bent down to brush something off her leg."I guess there are many things you didn't hear," I said and paused as I stared at her face, trying to memorize every inch for the time I wouldn't be with her."What else didn't I hear?" She frowned at me, looking confused.You didn't hear the sound of my heart breaking when I lied to you, I thought as I stood there. I stared at her, my heart wanting to tell her all the things in my head, but I knew I couldn't. You didn’t hear the feeling of shame that fell to my stomach when I asked you to pretend to be my fiancée. You didn’t hear the excitement in my veins as I thought about waking you up every morning with my own special alarm clock."TJ," she said again and stepped forward. "What else didn't I hear?""You didn't hear the sound of your clothes coming off when I told you to get naked." I touched her shoulder, not able to resist touching her."You didn't ask me to get naked." She blushed then, a delicious pink-red hue that reminded me of her innocence. The feeling both delighted and destroyed me."Itu adalah karena aku tidak bertanya, saya katakan," Aku berkata gruffly dan mata saya mempersempit karena aku menatapnya. "Melepas pakaian Anda dan mendapatkan telanjang." Aku menatap ke matanya, api menyala dalam jiwa saya seperti yang saya memerintahkan dia untuk memberi dirinya kepada saya benar-benar. Sekali lagi, aku bisa merasakan dunia saya pergeseran sementara ia berdiri di sana mempertimbangkan tindakan berikutnya itu. Aku tahu apa yang akan ia lakukan. Aku tahu, dan aku tidak akan menghentikannya. Itu adalah keajaiban situasi. I was mengubah hidupnya, seperti halnya dia berubah saya. Satu-satunya perbedaan adalah aku tahu dia akan membenci saya begitu dia tahu.Kemudian aku tertawa dan meletakkan tanganku pada miliknya. Aku harus tertawa untuk membiarkan dia tahu bahwa sementara saya ingin dia, aku tidak akan membiarkan hal itu mengkonsumsi saya. Aku tidak akan membiarkan saya ingin untuk tubuhnya membuat saya hal. Saya perlu untuk mendapatkan jawaban dia pertama."Telah Anda membuat keputusan Anda?" Aku bertanya lembut."Saya tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan." Dia sedikit bibir bawah dan menggelengkan kepalanya. "Apa yang harus saya lakukan, TJ?""Aku tidak bisa membuat keputusan Anda untuk Anda, Mila." Suara saya adalah mendalam, beberapa mungkin mengatakan serak, saat saya melihat kebawah ke matanya yang luas. Dia menatap saya dengan pertanyaan di matanya cokelat besar dan bibir sedikit yang berpisah. "Apa Apakah jawaban Anda?" Kataku tiba-tiba, perlu tahu begitu buruk bahwa ini adalah membunuh aku di dalam tidak tahu.“Why are you doing this really?” she asked me softly as she stepped towards me, licking her lips nervously. Her long blonde hair hung around her shoulders and small runaway wisps blew into her eyes. I leaned over and moved them gently behind her ear. She blushed at my touch and I made sure to let my fingers linger on her cheek for a few seconds. I could feel the heat emanating off of her skin onto my fingertips.“I want you to experience the happiness, the joy, the goodness that you deserve.” My voice sounded too serious and I wasn’t altogether sure why I’d chosen those exact words. I myself wasn’t really sure why I was here, with her, about to do something I knew I shouldn’t do.“I wish I could control what happens next,” she said, her voice breathless. I gazed down into her eyes and my heart stopped as I saw the emotion there. She was letting me in, baring her soul to me in a naked, vulnerable way. Her eyes reminded me of a young, innocent doe I’d seen in the woods one year when I’d gone deer hunting with a friend’s family. I’d felt guilty then and I felt guilty now as well.“There’s not much that is going to happen next.” I sounded harsher than I’d intended. I didn’t know how to tell her that I was mad at myself and not at her. She wouldn’t understand the inner turmoil I was in. “We’re going to kiss and then you’re going to dump that loser of a ‘boyfriend’.” I put my hands on her waist and stilled them from going higher.“He’s not my boyfriend,” she squeaked out as she closed her eyes and lifted her lips up to me, waiting. Her shoulders were thrust back indignantly and I stared down at the curve of her breasts and down to her long legs. She’d grown into a beautiful young woman. A very beautiful young woman that I knew I shouldn’t let myself indulge in.
“You’re damn right he’s not,” I growled before bending down and lightly pressing my lips against hers. They were so soft and sweet and she kissed me back eagerly as her fingers fumbled with my shirt. I grabbed her hands and clasped them in mine as I deepened the kiss, allowing my tongue to enter her mouth and taste the delicate hint of freshly picked strawberries that she’d just eaten. She moaned slightly as I sucked on her tongue and my hands moved up her waist, making their way up to her bra. All thoughts of Cody warning me to stay away from his sister were far from my mind.
“Oh, TJ,” she said as she grabbed my hand and moved it up and pressed it against her breast. “Oh, yes.”
“Oh, no.” I stopped and pulled back. Her eyes blinked open and she looked at me with a slightly bewildered and lost expression. She looked hot and flustered and I loved it, though I kept my grin to myself.
“What are you doing?” She pouted. “Why did you stop?”
“You didn’t think it would be this easy, did you?” I said with a smirk, feeling hot and bothered myself. “Nothing happens until I get your decision.”
“But, I just can’t pretend to be your fiancée, TJ. That’s not right.” She licked her lips nervously.
“You can’t?” I said softly, allowing my fingers to trace the curve of her lips. “Or you won’t?”
“I read the contract,” she said and swallowed. “What you’re asking—it’s too much.”

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 2:

Aku berjalan dalam hujan beberapa jam setelah aku memberinya kontrak karena saya tidak bisa menahan diri dari bertanya-tanya apa yang dia pikirkan, dan mengkhawatirkan jika Sally mencoba untuk meyakinkan dia untuk tidak pergi ke depan dengan itu. Saya juga masih terpendam dari tidak memiliki menidurinya. Saya telah terkejut ketika aku menemukan dia masih perawan. Aku masih merasa tegang tentang fakta bahwa dia ingin saya untuk mengambil keperawanannya. Tegang dan bangga. Aku ingin dia buruk, tapi saya juga ingin menahan diri dari melakukan sesuatu yang saya tidak seharusnya. Saya telah menyeberangi garis. Aku telah di dalam dirinya. Pikiranku telah begitu berkabut, tapi aku tidak ingin untuk melanjutkan. Aku tidak ingin membawanya. Tidak kemudian, tidak seperti itu. Saya harus memastikan saya tidak melewati garis.
Meskipun, saya harus mengakui diriku sendiri bahwa aku hampir tidak bisa melihat garis lagi. Ini telah menjadi kabur dalam pikiran saya. Saya menjadi terjebak dalam perangkap saya sendiri. Saya khawatir bahwa saya akan memberikan Mila empat minggu, tapi dia akan mencoba terus saya untuk lebih. Aku tidak tahu jalan yang naik lagi. Yang saya tahu adalah bahwa dia adalah cahaya penuntun di langit saya. Dia adalah mercusuar memanggil saya pulang. Dan rumah adalah di mana saya ingin menjadi.
Satu-satunya masalah adalah, saya tahu bahwa sekali ia masuk realitas saya dan menemukan siapa saya sebenarnya, mimpi dia dari saya akan berakhir. Dan, oh Tuhan, aku tidak tahu apakah aku sudah siap untuk itu. Saya tahu bahwa saya perlu untuk menjadi diri saya sendiri dengan dia. Aku butuh untuk menunjukkan sisi diriku yang aku terus tersembunyi. Dan itu berarti mengambil risiko. Langkah satu mulai tadi malam. Di dalam danau. Dia tidak punya pilihan selain menyerah. Aku tahu segera setelah aku menyentuhnya bahwa itu akan memberi saya tangan atas, tapi pada saat itu, aku tidak peduli. Tubuhku mendambakan nya terlalu banyak. Aku membutuhkannya separah yang saya butuhkan udara.
Saya menuju ke danau, meskipun aku tahu aku tidak seharusnya. Saya harus menunggu dia untuk datang ke saya. Saya harus menunggu jawabannya. Saya tahu bahwa saya harus, tapi aku tidak akan.
Dia duduk di sana, dengan kakinya di dalam air, tidak melakukan apa-apa, dan semua saya bisa memikirkan adalah bahwa wanita ini telah mengubah hidup saya. Dia telah berubah sangat semesta saya tinggal di-tidak oleh tindakan atau kata-katanya, tapi dengan curl dari bibirnya saat ia tersenyum dan cahaya di matanya saat ia menatap pada saya.
"TJ?" katanya sambil melirik kembali, suaranya seperti simfoni Beethoven ke telinga saya.
"Ya, Mila," kataku, berjalan ke arahnya, kakiku mengetahui jalan menuju tubuhnya, sementara hati saya masih mencari jalan untuk jiwanya .
"Saya tidak mendengar Anda keluar," katanya, berdiri dan berbalik ke arah saya. Rambutnya jatuh ke depan saat ia membungkuk untuk sikat sesuatu dari kakinya.
"Saya kira ada banyak hal yang Anda tidak mendengar," kataku dan berhenti saat aku menatap wajahnya, mencoba untuk menghafal setiap inci untuk saat ini aku takkan 't bersamanya.
"Apa lagi yang saya tidak mendengar?" Dia mengerutkan kening padaku, tampak bingung.
Anda tidak mendengar suara hati saya melanggar ketika saya berbohong kepada Anda, saya pikir karena saya berdiri di sana. Aku menatapnya, hatiku ingin menceritakan semua hal di kepala saya, tapi aku tahu aku tidak bisa. Anda tidak mendengar perasaan malu yang jatuh ke perut saya ketika saya meminta Anda untuk berpura-pura menjadi tunangan saya. Anda tidak mendengar kegembiraan dalam pembuluh saya karena saya berpikir tentang membangunkan Anda setiap pagi dengan sendiri khusus alarm saya.
"TJ," katanya lagi dan melangkah maju. "Apa lagi yang tidak saya dengar?"
"Kau tidak mendengar suara pakaian Anda datang dari ketika saya mengatakan Anda untuk mendapatkan telanjang." Aku menyentuh bahunya, tidak sanggup melawan menyentuhnya.
"Anda tidak meminta saya untuk mendapatkan telanjang." Dia tersipu kemudian, rona merah muda-merah lezat yang mengingatkan saya dia tidak bersalah. Perasaan berdua senang dan menghancurkan saya.
"Itu karena saya tidak bertanya, aku tahu," kataku kasar dan mata menyipit saat aku menatapnya. "Pakaianmu dan telanjang." Aku menatap matanya, api yang membakar di jiwa saya seperti yang saya perintahkan dia untuk memberi dirinya kepada saya sepenuhnya. Sekali lagi, aku bisa merasakan dunia saya berubah saat ia berdiri di sana mempertimbangkan tindakan berikutnya. Aku tahu apa yang dia akan lakukan. Aku tahu, dan aku tidak akan menghentikannya. Itulah keajaiban situasi. Saya mengubah hidupnya, sama seperti dia berubah tambang. Satu-satunya perbedaan adalah aku tahu dia akan membenciku setelah dia tahu.
Lalu aku tertawa dan meletakkan tangan saya pada bibirnya. Aku harus tertawa untuk membiarkan dia tahu bahwa sementara aku ingin dia, aku tidak akan membiarkan hal itu mengkonsumsi saya. Aku tidak akan membiarkan keinginan saya untuk tubuhnya membuat saya bertindak tidak rasional. Saya perlu untuk mendapatkan jawabannya pertama.
"Apakah Anda membuat keputusan Anda?" Tanyaku pelan.
"Aku tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan." Dia menggigit bibir bawahnya dan menggeleng. "Apa yang harus saya lakukan, TJ?"
"Saya tidak bisa membuat keputusan Anda untuk Anda, Mila." Suaraku dalam, beberapa mungkin mengatakan serak, saat aku melihat ke dalam matanya yang lebar. Dia menatap saya dengan pertanyaan di mata besar cokelatnya dan bibirnya sedikit terbuka. "Apa jawaban Anda?" Kataku tiba-tiba, perlu tahu begitu parah bahwa itu membunuh saya dalam untuk tidak tahu.
"Mengapa Anda melakukan ini benar-benar?" Dia bertanya padaku pelan saat ia melangkah ke arah saya, menjilati bibirnya dengan gugup. Rambut pirang panjang tergerai di bahunya dan gumpalan pelarian kecil meniup matanya. Aku membungkuk dan memindahkan mereka dengan lembut di belakang telinganya. Dia tersipu pada sentuhan saya dan saya memastikan untuk membiarkan jari-jari saya berlama-lama di pipinya selama beberapa detik. Aku bisa merasakan panas yang berasal dari kulitnya ke ujung jari saya.
"Saya ingin Anda untuk mengalami kebahagiaan, sukacita, kebaikan yang layak Anda dapatkan." Suaraku terdengar terlalu serius dan saya sama sekali tidak yakin mengapa aku memilih kata-kata yang tepat. Saya sendiri tidak benar-benar yakin mengapa aku di sini, dengan dia, akan melakukan sesuatu yang saya tahu saya tidak harus melakukan.
"Saya berharap saya bisa mengontrol apa yang terjadi selanjutnya," katanya, suaranya terengah-engah. Aku menatap ke dalam matanya dan jantung saya berhenti karena saya melihat emosi di sana. Dia membiarkan saya di, memamerkan jiwanya kepada saya dalam telanjang, cara rentan. Matanya mengingatkan saya muda, doe tidak bersalah kulihat di hutan satu tahun ketika saya akan pergi berburu rusa dengan seorang teman keluarga. Aku merasa bersalah kemudian dan saya merasa bersalah sekarang juga.
"Tak banyak yang akan terjadi selanjutnya." Aku terdengar lebih keras daripada yang saya dimaksudkan. Aku tidak tahu bagaimana mengatakan padanya bahwa aku marah pada diriku sendiri dan tidak padanya. Dia tidak akan mengerti gejolak batin saya di. "Kita akan mencium dan kemudian Anda akan membuang bahwa pecundang dari 'pacar'." Saya meletakkan tangan saya di pinggangnya dan terhenti mereka dari pergi lebih tinggi.
"Dia bukan pacar saya," dia mencicit keluar sambil menutup matanya dan mengangkat bibirnya ke saya, menunggu. Bahunya yang dorong kembali marah dan aku menatap lekuk payudaranya dan turun ke kakinya yang panjang. Dia tumbuh menjadi seorang wanita muda yang cantik. Seorang wanita muda yang sangat indah yang aku tahu aku seharusnya tidak membiarkan diriku menikmati.
"Kau benar dia tidak," aku menggeram sebelum membungkuk dan ringan menekan bibirku melawan miliknya. Mereka begitu lembut dan manis dan dia menciumku kembali bersemangat seperti jari-jarinya meraba-raba dengan kemeja saya. Aku meraih tangannya dan menggenggam mereka di tambang saat aku memperdalam ciuman, memungkinkan lidah saya untuk masuk mulutnya dan merasakan sedikit halus stroberi yang baru dipetik bahwa dia baru saja makan. Dia mengerang sedikit karena saya mengisap lidahnya dan tanganku bergerak naik pinggangnya, membuat jalan mereka ke bra-nya. Semua pikiran dari Cody peringatan saya untuk menjauh dari adiknya jauh dari pikiran saya.
"Oh, TJ," katanya sambil meraih tanganku dan pindah itu dan menekannya payudaranya. "Oh, ya."
"Oh, tidak." Aku berhenti dan menarik kembali. Matanya mengerjap terbuka dan dia menatapku dengan ekspresi sedikit bingung dan kehilangan. Dia tampak panas dan bingung dan saya menyukainya, meskipun aku terus senyum saya untuk diri saya sendiri.
"Apa yang kau lakukan?" Dia cemberut. "Kenapa kau berhenti?"
"Kau tidak berpikir itu akan semudah ini, kan?" Kataku dengan seringai, merasa panas dan terganggu sendiri. "Tidak ada yang terjadi sampai aku mendapatkan keputusan Anda."
"Tapi, aku tidak bisa berpura-pura menjadi tunangan Anda, TJ. Itu tidak benar. "Dia menjilat bibirnya dengan
gugup." Kau tidak bisa? "Aku berkata pelan, sehingga jari-jari saya untuk melacak lekukan bibirnya. "Atau Anda tidak mau?"
"Aku membaca kontrak," katanya dan menelan. "Apa yang Anda minta-itu terlalu banyak."