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I spotted three paparazzi outside the Crossfire when we arrived.
With a hand at the small of my back, Gideon ushered me through the entrance ahead of him, escorting me quickly but unhurriedly into the cool lobby.
“Vultures,” I muttered.
“Can’t be helped that we’re such a photogenic couple.”
“You’re such a humble man, Gideon Cross.”
“You make me look good, Mrs. Cross.”
We stepped into the elevator with a few other people and he took the rear corner, hooking me to him with an arm around my waist, his hand pressed flat against my belly, his chest warm and hard against my back.
I savored those few minutes with him, refusing to think about work or Brett until we parted on the twentieth floor.
Megumi was already at her desk when I approached the glass security doors, and the sight of her made me smile. She’d trimmed her hair since I’d seen her Friday night and polished her nails a bright red. It was good to see the small signs that she was reclaiming her spirit.
“Hey, you,” she greeted me after buzzing me in, pushing to her feet.
“You look great.”
Her smile widened. “Thanks. How’d it go with Gideon’s sister?”
“Awesome. She’s a lot of fun. It makes me melt seeing Gideon with her.”
“He makes me melt, period. You lucky bitch. Anyway, I put a call through to your line earlier. They wanted to leave a message.”
I shifted on my feet, thinking of Brett. “Was it a guy?”
“No, a woman.”
“Hmm, I’ll go check it out, thanks.”
I headed back to my desk and got settled in, my gaze coming to rest on the collage of photos of Gideon and me. I still needed to talk to him about Crossroads. There hadn’t been a good time over the weekend. We’d had enough on our plates having Ireland over.
He hadn’t slept Saturday night. I’d hoped he would but hadn’t really expected him to. It was hard for me, thinking of his inner struggle, his worry and fear. He carried shame, too, and an inherent belief that he was broken. Damaged goods.
He didn’t see in himself what I saw—a generous soul who wanted so much to belong to something greater than himself. He didn’t recognize what a miracle he was. When he didn’t know what to do in a given situation, he let instinct and his heart take over. Despite all he’d been through, he had such an amazing capacity to feel and to love.
He’d saved me, in so many ways. I was going to do whatever needed to be done to save him, too.
I listened to my messages. When Mark came in, I stood, and met him with a grin and bouncing anticipation.
His brows rose. “What’s got you so excited?”
“A gal from LanCorp called this morning. They want to meet with us sometime this week to talk a bit more about what they’re hoping to achieve with the launch of the PhazeOne system.”
His dark eyes took on a familiar sparkle. He’d become a happier man overall since he and Steven had become engaged, but there was a whole different energy to him when he was eager about a new account. “You and me, kid, we’re going places.”
I hopped a little on my feet. “Yeah. You’ve got this. Once they meet with you in person, you’ll have them eating out of your hand.”
Mark laughed. “You’re good for my confidence.”
I winked at him. “I’m good for you, period.”
We spent the morning working on the PhazeOne RFP, putting together comps to better grasp how we might position the new gaming system against its competition. I had a momentary pause when I realized how much buzz surrounded the upcoming release of the next-generation GenTen console—which happened to be a product of Cross Industries, making it PhazeOne’s primary rival in the marketplace.
Pointing the situation out to Mark, I asked, “Is it going to be a problem? I mean, could LanCorp possibly see a conflict of interest with me working for you on this?”
He straightened in his chair, leaning back. He’d shucked his coat earlier but remained smartly attired in a white dress shirt, bright yellow tie, and navy slacks. “It shouldn’t be an issue, no. If our proposed positioning wins out over the other RFPs they’re collecting, the fact that you’re engaged to Gideon Cross isn’t going to make a damn bit of difference. They’re going to make their decision based on our ability to deliver their vision.”
I wanted to feel relieved, but I didn’t. If we were awarded the PhazeOne campaign, I’d be helping one of Gideon’s competitors steal some of his market share. That really bothered me. Gideon worked so hard and had overcome so much to lift the Cross name up from infamy to a level where it inspired awe, respect, and a healthy amount of fear. I never wanted to set him back, in anything.
I’d thought I would have a little more time before I was forced to make a choice. And I couldn’t help feeling like the choice to be made was between my independence and my love for my husband.
The dilemma niggled at me all morning, chipping away at the excitement I felt over the RFP. Then the hours crept toward noon and Brett took over my thoughts.
It was time to take responsibility for the mess I’d made. I had opened the door to Brett, and then I’d kept it open because I couldn’t get my head on straight. It was my job now to fix the problem before it impacted my marriage any more than it already had.
I headed down to the lobby at five minutes to noon, having asked permission from Mark to leave a little early. Brett was already waiting for me, standing near the entrance with his hands shoved into his jeans pockets. He wore a plain white T-shirt and sandals, with sunglasses propped atop his head.
My stride faltered a little. Not just because he was hot, which was undeniable, but because he looked so out of place in the Crossfire. When he’d met me here before the video launch in Times Square, we had rendezvoused outside. Now, he was in the building, occupying a spot too near to where I’d first run into Gideon.
The differences between the two men were stark and didn’t have anything to do with clothing or money.
Brett’s mouth curved when he saw me, his body straightening, shifting in that way men moved when their sexual interest was piqued. Other men, but not Gideon. When I’d first met my husband, his body, his voice, gave nothing away. Only his eyes had betrayed his attraction, and only for an instant.
It was later I realized what had happened in that moment.
Gideon had claimed me … and given himself to me in return. With a single look. He’d recognized me the moment he saw me. It took me longer to understand what we were to each other. What we were meant to be.
I couldn’t help but contrast the possessive, tender way Gideon looked at me against the earthier, lustful way Brett raked me from head to toe.
It seemed so obvious suddenly, that Brett had never really thought of me as his. Not the way Gideon did. Brett had wanted me, still did, but even when he’d had me, he hadn’t asserted any ownership and he certainly hadn’t ever given anything real of himself to me.
Gideon. My head tilted back, my gaze searching for and finding one of the many black domes in the ceiling that hid the security cameras. My hand went to my heart, pressing over it. I knew he probably wasn’t looking. I knew he’d have to deliberately access the feed in order to see me and that he was far too busy with work to think of it, but still …
“Eva.”
My hand dropped to my side. I looked at Brett as he approached me with the easy prowl of a man who knew his appeal and was confident of his chances.
The lobby was swarming with people flowing around us in steady streams, as one would expect in a midtown skyscraper. When his arms lifted as if to embrace me, I stepped back and held out my left hand instead, just as I had done when we last met in San Diego. I would never again cause Gideon to feel the pain I’d inflicted when he saw me kissing Brett.
Brett’s brows lifted and the heat in his eyes cooled. “Really? Is this where we’re at now?”
“I’m married,” I reminded him. “Hugging each other isn’t appropriate.”
“What about the women he’s tapped all over the tabloids? That’s okay?”
“Come on,” I chided. “You know you can’t always believe what the press feeds you.”
His lips pursed. He shoved his hands back in his pockets. “You can believe what they say about how I feel about you.”
My stomach fluttered. “I think you believe it.”
Which made me a little sad. He didn’t know what Gideon and I had, because he’d never had it. I hoped he would someday. Brett wasn’t a bad guy. He just wasn’t meant to be my guy.
Cursing under his breath, Brett turned and gestured toward the exit. “Let’s get out of here.”
I was torn. I wanted privacy, too, but I also wanted to stay where there were witnesses who could reassure Gideon. In any case, we couldn’t exactly have a picnic in the Crossfire lobby.
Reluctantly, I fell into step beside him. “I had some sandwiches delivered a little bit ago. Figured that would give us more time to talk.”
Brett nodded grimly and held out his hand for the bag I was carrying.
I took him to Bryant Park, weaving beside him through the frenetic lunchtime crowds on the sidewalks. Taxis and private cars honked insistently at the streams of pedestrians too time-strapped to obey the signals. Heat shimmered off the asphalt, the sun high enough in the sky to spear down between the towering skyscrapers. An NYPD squad car hit its siren, the piercing robotic chirps and rumbles doing little to expedite the cruiser’s movement through the clogged street.
It was Manhattan on an average day and I loved it, but I could tell Brett was frustrated by the intricate dance required to get through the city. The shifting of shoulders and hips to let people pass, the quick inhales to squeeze by too-big bags or too-slow pedestrians, the swift-footedness needed to avoid the abrupt appearance of new bodies filing out of the many doorways that lined the sidewalks.

Hasil (Bahasa Indonesia) 1:

Aku melihat tiga paparazzi di luar baku tembak ketika kami tiba.Dengan tangan di kecil dari punggungku, Gideon diantar saya melalui pintu masuk depannya, mengawal saya cepat tapi unhurriedly ke lobi yang keren."Vultures," yang aku bergumam."Tidak dapat membantu bahwa kami tidak seperti beberapa fotogenik.""Kau seperti seorang yang rendah hati, Gideon Cross.""Anda membuat saya terlihat baik, ibu Cross."Kami melangkah ke Lift dengan beberapa orang lain dan ia mengambil sudut belakang, mengaitkan saya kepadanya dengan lengan di sekitar pinggang, tangannya ditekan flat terhadap saya perut, dada hangat dan keras melawan saya kembali.Saya menikmati mereka beberapa menit dengan dia, menolak untuk berpikir tentang pekerjaan atau Brett sampai kami berpisah di lantai kedua puluh.Megumi sudah di mejanya ketika saya mendekati pintu kaca keamanan, dan melihat dia membuat saya tersenyum. Dia telah dipotong rambutnya karena saya melihatnya Jumat malam dan dipoles kukunya merah terang. Itu baik untuk melihat tanda-tanda kecil bahwa dia adalah reklamasi jiwanya."Hei, Anda," dia menyapa saya setelah berdengung saya dalam, mendorong kakinya."Kau tampak hebat."Senyumnya melebar. "Terima kasih. Bagaimana akan itu pergi dengan adik Gideon?""Awesome. Dia adalah banyak menyenangkan. Itu membuat saya mencair melihat Gideon dengannya.""Dia membuatku mencair, periode. Anda beruntung jalang. Pokoknya, saya menempatkan panggilan baris Anda sebelumnya. Mereka ingin meninggalkan pesan."Saya bergeser di kakiku, berpikir Brett. "Itu cowok?""Tidak, seorang wanita.""Hmm, aku akan pergi check it out, terima kasih."Saya kembali ke meja saya dan mendapat menetap di, pandangan saya datang untuk beristirahat di kolase foto Gideon dan saya. Aku masih perlu berbicara kepadanya tentang persimpangan. Tidak ada waktu yang baik selama akhir pekan. Kami sudah cukup di piring kami memiliki Irlandia atas.Dia tidak tidur Sabtu malam. Saya berharap ia akan tetapi tidak benar-benar berharap dia akan. Itu sulit bagi saya, berpikir perjuangan batin, kekhawatiran dan ketakutan. Dia membawa malu, terlalu, dan melekat kepercayaan bahwa ia adalah rusak. Barang yang rusak.Dia tidak melihat dalam dirinya apa yang kulihat — jiwa yang murah hati yang begitu banyak untuk sesuatu yang lebih besar daripada dirinya sendiri. Dia tidak mengenali apa keajaiban dia. Ketika dia tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan dalam situasi tertentu, ia membiarkan naluri dan hatinya mengambil alih. Meskipun semua yang dia telah melalui, ia kapasitas seperti menakjubkan untuk merasa dan cinta.Ia telah menyelamatkan saya, dalam banyak cara. Aku akan melakukan apa pun yang perlu dilakukan untuk menyelamatkannya, terlalu.Aku mendengarkan pesan saya. Ketika Mark datang, aku berdiri, dan bertemu dengannya dengan senyum dan antisipasi memantul.Alis nya naik. "Apa telah mendapat Anda begitu bersemangat?""Gal dari LanCorp disebut pagi ini. Mereka ingin bertemu dengan kami kadang-kadang minggu ini untuk berbicara sedikit lebih tentang apa yang mereka harapkan untuk mencapai dengan peluncuran sistem PhazeOne."Matanya yang gelap mengambil kilauan akrab. Ia akan menjadi orang yang lebih bahagia keseluruhan karena ia dan Steven menjadi terlibat, tetapi ada energi yang sama sekali berbeda kepadanya ketika ia bersemangat tentang account baru. "Anda dan saya, anak-anak, kita sedang tempat pergi."Aku melompat sedikit di atas kaki saya. "ya. Anda punya ini. Setelah mereka bertemu dengan Anda secara pribadi, Anda akan memiliki mereka makan dari tanganmu. "Mark tertawa. "Kau baik untuk kepercayaan diri saya."Saya mengedipkan mata kepadanya. "Aku baik untuk Anda, periode."Kami menghabiskan pagi hari bekerja pada PhazeOne RFP, menyusun comps untuk lebih memahami bagaimana kita mungkin posisi sistem game baru terhadap kompetisi. Aku punya jeda sesaat ketika aku menyadari berapa banyak buzz dikelilingi peluncuran konsol GenTen generasi berikutnya-yang kebetulan menjadi produk dari lintas industri, sehingga PhazeOne's saingan utama di pasar.Menunjukkan situasi kepada Markus, saya bertanya, "itu akan menjadi masalah? Maksudku, bisa LanCorp mungkin melihat konflik kepentingan dengan saya bekerja untuk Anda ini?"Ia diluruskan dengan kursi, bersandar kembali. Dia punya shucked nya mantel sebelumnya tapi tetap rapi attired di gaun putih kemeja, dasi kuning cerah dan celana angkatan laut. "Ini seharusnya tidak menjadi masalah, tidak. Jika posisi diusulkan kita menang di atas yang lain RFPs mereka sedang mengumpulkan, fakta bahwa Anda sedang terlibat untuk Gideon Cross tidak akan membuat damn sedikit perbedaan. Mereka akan membuat keputusan mereka didasarkan pada kemampuan kita untuk memberikan visi mereka."Aku ingin merasa lega, tapi aku tidak. Jika kami diberikan kampanye PhazeOne, saya akan membantu salah satu pesaing Gideon mencuri beberapa pangsa pasar nya. Yang benar-benar mengganggu saya. Gideon bekerja sangat keras dan telah mengatasi begitu banyak untuk mengangkat nama salib dari kehinaan untuk tingkat mana itu terinspirasi kekaguman, rasa hormat, dan jumlah yang sehat ketakutan. Aku tidak pernah ingin mengatur kembali, dalam apa pun.Aku berpikir aku akan memiliki sedikit lebih banyak waktu sebelum saya dipaksa untuk membuat pilihan. Dan aku tidak bisa menahan perasaan seperti pilihan harus dibuat antara cinta saya untuk suami saya dan saya kemerdekaan.Dilema niggled pada saya sepanjang pagi, chipping pergi pada kegembiraan aku merasa atas RFP. Kemudian waktu merayap menuju siang dan Brett mengambil alih pikiranku.Itu adalah waktu untuk mengambil tanggung jawab saya telah membuat kekacauan. Aku telah membuka pintu untuk Brett, dan kemudian aku telah terus terbuka karena saya tidak bisa mendapatkan kepala di lurus. Itu pekerjaan saya sekarang untuk memperbaiki masalah sebelum hal itu berdampak pernikahan saya ada lebih dari itu sudah memiliki.Aku menuju ke lobi di lima menit untuk siang hari, memiliki meminta izin dari Mark untuk pergi sedikit lebih awal. Brett sudah menunggu saya, berdiri di dekat pintu masuk dengan tangannya masukin jeans-nya kantong. Ia mengenakan T-shirt putih polos dan sandal, dengan kacamata tetap ditopang di atas kepalanya.Langkahnya goyah sedikit. Bukan hanya karena ia adalah panas, yang tak terbantahkan, tetapi karena ia tampak begitu keluar dari tempat dalam baku tembak. Ketika ia telah bertemu saya di sini sebelum peluncuran video di Times Square, kami telah rendezvoused di luar. Sekarang, ia berada di gedung, menempati tempat yang terlalu dekat dimana aku pertama akan berlari ke Gideon.Perbedaan antara dua laki-laki yang kejam dan tidak ada hubungannya dengan pakaian atau uang.Brett mulut melengkung ketika dia melihat saya, tubuhnya meluruskan, pergeseran dalam bahwa laki-laki cara pindah ketika minat seksual mereka terusik. Laki-laki lain, tetapi tidak Gideon. Ketika saya pertama kali bertemu suamiku, tubuh-Nya, suara-Nya, memberi tidak jauh. Hanya matanya telah mengkhianati atraksi nya, dan hanya untuk sekejap.Itu kemudian saya menyadari apa yang terjadi pada saat itu.Gideon telah mengklaim saya... dan diberikan dirinya kepada saya kembali. Dengan pandangan tunggal. Ia telah mengakui saya saat dia melihat saya. Aku butuh waktu lebih lama untuk memahami apa yang kita yang satu sama lain. Apa yang kita dimaksudkan untuk menjadi.Aku tidak bisa membantu tetapi kontras yang posesif, lembut cara Gideon memandang saya terhadap cara nafsu yang earthier Brett meraup saya dari kepala hingga ujung kaki.Sepertinya begitu jelas tiba-tiba, bahwa Brett telah pernah benar-benar berpikir saya sebagai. Bukan cara melakukan Gideon. Brett yang ingin saya, masih melakukan, tapi bahkan ketika dia punya saya, ia tidak menegaskan kepemilikan dan ia pasti tidak pernah diberikan sesuatu yang nyata tentang dirinya sendiri kepada saya.Gideon. My head tilted back, my gaze searching for and finding one of the many black domes in the ceiling that hid the security cameras. My hand went to my heart, pressing over it. I knew he probably wasn’t looking. I knew he’d have to deliberately access the feed in order to see me and that he was far too busy with work to think of it, but still …“Eva.”My hand dropped to my side. I looked at Brett as he approached me with the easy prowl of a man who knew his appeal and was confident of his chances.The lobby was swarming with people flowing around us in steady streams, as one would expect in a midtown skyscraper. When his arms lifted as if to embrace me, I stepped back and held out my left hand instead, just as I had done when we last met in San Diego. I would never again cause Gideon to feel the pain I’d inflicted when he saw me kissing Brett.Brett’s brows lifted and the heat in his eyes cooled. “Really? Is this where we’re at now?”“I’m married,” I reminded him. “Hugging each other isn’t appropriate.”“What about the women he’s tapped all over the tabloids? That’s okay?”“Come on,” I chided. “You know you can’t always believe what the press feeds you.”His lips pursed. He shoved his hands back in his pockets. “You can believe what they say about how I feel about you.”My stomach fluttered. “I think you believe it.”Which made me a little sad. He didn’t know what Gideon and I had, because he’d never had it. I hoped he would someday. Brett wasn’t a bad guy. He just wasn’t meant to be my guy.Cursing under his breath, Brett turned and gestured toward the exit. “Let’s get out of here.”
I was torn. I wanted privacy, too, but I also wanted to stay where there were witnesses who could reassure Gideon. In any case, we couldn’t exactly have a picnic in the Crossfire lobby.
Reluctantly, I fell into step beside him. “I had some sandwiches delivered a little bit ago. Figured that would give us more time to talk.”
Brett nodded grimly and held out his hand for the bag I was carrying.
I took him to Bryant Park, weaving beside him through the frenetic lunchtime crowds on the sidewalks. Taxis and private cars honked insistently at the streams of pedestrians too time-strapped to obey the signals. Heat shimmered off the asphalt, the sun high enough in the sky to spear down between the towering skyscrapers. An NYPD squad car hit its siren, the piercing robotic chirps and rumbles doing little to expedite the cruiser’s movement through the clogged street.
It was Manhattan on an average day and I loved it, but I could tell Brett was frustrated by the intricate dance required to get through the city. The shifting of shoulders and hips to let people pass, the quick inhales to squeeze by too-big bags or too-slow pedestrians, the swift-footedness needed to avoid the abrupt appearance of new bodies filing out of the many doorways that lined the sidewalks.